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the Blushin Niff
@transandblushin.bsky.social
26, trans, Constant Reader, the gangliest STCR unit, and lesbian as FUCK!!! used to be a kink account and is now a pile of my interests, including sci-fi, table and video games, tactical gear, and history! PFP by the amazing @[email protected] !
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hello good morning!! i love you!!!
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god please. please please.
i need a verbally critical older woman with a strong personality to teach me how to curtsey properly. i need to have turn a gundam episode 7 'training to be a lady' shit done to me posthaste. my form is trash and in sore need of correction
November 12, 2025 at 3:25 AM
As soon as I'm invalided home from the paper trenches, I'll read this all in one sitting.
In the intertidal zone between dreams and nightmares, the loop finally closes.

Faith chapter 4: A World Without Guilt

A very special thank you to @saintwisona.bsky.social and @malachiteos.bsky.social for beta reading.

And thank you all for reading.

hategrenade.itch.io/steel-jaws
Steel Jaws Speak No Evil by Hate Grenade Studio
Ero-Horror Twine Anthology
hategrenade.itch.io
November 12, 2025 at 3:24 AM
i wish this was something i could even slightly be able to achieve.

I just want to be a Good Dog.
a pet x owner relationship is one of the purest forms of love and it sucks it gets devalued as just a fetish. trusting your partner with your being so much that you become their willing subordinate and have a space to yourself for you to let go of human stresses is beautiful
November 12, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I assumed this as well, and it's why i tried it even though i bounced way the hell off.
this is fucking crazy because if i didn't know better and you'd asked me to guess i would've said it's a game developed by a terminally online trans woman
Well, fuck. Revoking any and all Peripeteia recommendations (and I wish I could un-back it on Kickstarter) based on the very thinly veiled transphobia from the dev (the first one in the screenshots here).

I hate this.
November 11, 2025 at 10:05 PM
me when i sleepy
November 11, 2025 at 10:02 PM
did you know that a pilot can be intel can be a dog can be a moderator can be a law clerk can be a grad student can be needy can be lonely can be fucked can be virginal can be worthless can be damned can be not worth the blood you beat out of her

can just want to be the best watchdog she can be.
November 11, 2025 at 3:16 AM
The work would be hard but always worth it, because an end of the war where the hounds are still alive and not a dirty secret your grandmother doesn't talk about is one only possible when the Empire loses.

If the Empire wins, the Hounds are in a lime pit and the gravediggers die too.
Thinking about mechsplo hounds post war. The depths of broken they would be. I wonder what quality of life they'd have? What work would have to be done to get them to "stable" let alone functional.
November 11, 2025 at 3:00 AM
ghweh....💖
Pawn Becomes Queen!:

Surprise, they were BOTH trans c:

Special Thanks to my Test Readers, to Optimus Prime for the original suggestion (and for defeating the Decepticon menace), and to all of YOU for your support!
November 9, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Reposted by the Blushin Niff
The Inherent Transfeminine Nature Of Violent Death
November 5, 2025 at 8:37 PM
counterpoint: Civilian puppygirls hate how little it takes to make us happy.

pilot hounds don't deserve treats OR a vet.

(this is a riff on the "i don't deserve a bedframe" post)
November 9, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Reposted by the Blushin Niff
prompt: draw the hottest lesbians you can imagine

straight guy: *draws a naked woman with huge tits slobbering all over another naked womans feet*

lesbians: *draws a girl in a mechanic jumpsuit with her hair tied back and grease smears on her face diligently tuning a blushing girls cybernetics*
April 27, 2025 at 3:43 AM
and what of it..
"It is easier for a trans woman to imagine herself a frankensteined agglomeration of machinery and flesh that a corporation has invested too much money in as equipment to let die, than to imagine another human showing her kindness and care for her wellbeing."
November 9, 2025 at 7:04 PM
CRUNCH CRUNCH MUNCH MUNCH EATING YOUR FRIES SORRY
??? My fries have been footballed
November 9, 2025 at 6:56 PM
this outfit is amazing, comrade 🫡
everyone's favorite president apparently decided this week is officially "anti-communism week" and....

i'm gonna pass on observing that one
November 9, 2025 at 3:04 PM
this is why i'm single isn't it
Girl on the phone: “hmm? Yeah sure I can go handle it, wouldn’t be too hard.”

Her strange terminally online girlfriend next to her: “handle…it? Whawhat are you gonnadoto it? I’m a good dog I’m right now you could do that to me.”
November 8, 2025 at 10:07 PM
additional: Ambassador Jarok, you've lost *another* warbird???
A new romulan warbird capable of launching 80 simultaneous photon torpedoes while cloaked just left harbor at Remus…and we don’t know where it is?!
what star wars really need is a HUNT FOR RED OCTOBER style submarine thriller
November 8, 2025 at 10:03 PM
The only ship that can pick it up is a specialized surveillance vessel that's purpose-built to be EWACS for the Neutral Zone...

also both the captains are women...idek.
A new romulan warbird capable of launching 80 simultaneous photon torpedoes while cloaked just left harbor at Remus…and we don’t know where it is?!
what star wars really need is a HUNT FOR RED OCTOBER style submarine thriller
November 8, 2025 at 10:00 PM
spiro my eternal enemy my kidneys are so healthy from how thirsty i am for water

but at what cost
November 8, 2025 at 9:47 PM
I think the main reason for this is that it would suck the fun out in the developer's view-see also Fallout's energy weapons only occasionally making piles of ash and goo.

Personally, I think it's a crucial thing *to* show.
it's not reflected in the games itself but halo lore REALLY likes to emphasize the brutality of directed energy weapons. basically every book has some poor marine turned into a bubbling exploded mess

i recall a scene where a plasma pistol bolt's *near miss* causes third degree burns on its target
It's funny how laser weapons in sci-fi are associated with "kids' shows" because of the way a lot of media historically used them as an excuse to avoid blood and gore, when the reality is that a pulse laser weapon used on a human being would be almost unbelievably gory
November 8, 2025 at 9:43 PM
i would like to enter the jacinthe zone
spent too much time in a jacinthe zone
November 8, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Reposted by the Blushin Niff
I feel like there is an easy fix to make it clear what it's about, here's a quick and dirty edit:
November 8, 2025 at 4:06 PM
i love them forever
November 8, 2025 at 9:33 PM
regime!

*sobs brokenly.*
PLEASE STOP MAKING MYRMIDON REAL LIFE I DONT WANT IT
November 8, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS
THE LAST JOB YOU'LL EVER HAVE
#jandriSFWart #pestilence
November 8, 2025 at 5:02 AM
these are the fellas they bring in for REC 5.
Spanish Witchfinder Operative
Started as a Trench Crusade piece exploring the civilian side of things, but the vibe's really more vintage SCP :y
#art
November 8, 2025 at 4:45 AM