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🏳️‍⚧️Adult, It/Its, Plural& - Literally A Bird θ∆🪶 Schizonarc who talks too much; Drug User Here be my opinions 'n shit; lay thine eyes upon my barren field of fucks to give 🔞18+ Only; DDDNE 🕊️🪦 Main: @EndoAnarchy.bsky.social

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · Jul 9

Hi this is my personal account; I'll talk about whatever here. Feed my ego and ask me shit: endoanarchy.straw.page

Drugs, disability, hard kinks and various unfiltered ranting abound here. 18+ Only, obviously.

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Drug Policy Alliance @drugpolicy.org · 9h

People use drugs for many reasons — including to manage physical or emotional pain.

If we want real solutions, our response has to start with addressing the root causes of addiction, not just the symptoms. That's why we advocate for more treatment, health services, economic security, and housing

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 9h

"you should try doing xyz" "this specific thing doesn't work like that" holy fuck I know it's not that god damn deep. My body and brain are falling apart let me be funny !!!!

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 9h

Holy fuck I cannot make a joke or light hearted comment about my own fucking health without mfs feeling like they need to educate me 😭 please for the love of god I've probably been through more shit than half the people I speak to. I'm allowed to joke about my own circumstances bruh

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 10h

Pay pal should keel over and burst into flames

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

I don't even know what failure in this situation would even look like. Crawling back here with my tail between my legs begging for forgiveness from the people who hurt me to begin with.

I'd rather die.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

Would you rather fail from being too bold in your decision making or fail from being too much of a coward to make a decision at all.

I think I'd rather be too bold. Holding back in hopes of change hasn't gotten me anywhere. I'd rather die trying, I guess.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

I've been thinking about the story of Icarus a lot. The balance between flying too close to the sun vs too close to the sea. Hoping you do just enough to keep yourself going without doing too much or too little

It can't be much different right? You fail if you go too far in either direction

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

I wonder if I'll be seen as too ungrateful for the help I have received, over expressing frustration at my current state. My life should not surround wondering if I should pick between being suicidal and making ends meet.

Those should not be my options. Those shouldn't be ANYONE'S options.

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

And y'know it's one thing to say their support shouldn't matter, that their opinions shouldn't matter. But it does matter when you rely on other people to like you enough to give you money so you don't fucking die.

I hate capitalism. I hate needing to wonder if me wanting to live is too much.

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

I wonder frequently if I should have been quieter about some subjects so I didn't lose potential financial support. If I should have shut up about having NPD or mad liberation or been more cute and friendly to get attention rather than brutally honest.

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

Are people going to care about me when I'm homeless? Are they going to continue to support my art or is me talking about living as a queer disabled addict going through precarious housing too real and too scary. It's scary to think about.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

Like they get scared at the idea so they'd rather ignore it and pretend it's not a problem than even do so much as share someone asking for help. The fact that you have to beg in the right way as to not seem too needy as you face sometimes literal potential death.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 23h

Y'know what I think frustrates me the most about everything going on is how people will claim they support queer/disabled/poc people up until that person is facing homelessness then it's all silence.... It's really damn loud.

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 1d

Made a big decision today and I need to sleep on it to chill the fuck out before saying anything too much on my socials but fuck is it hard to rest when you feel like you're going to fucking die from anxiety.

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A. M. Herrington @amherrington.bsky.social · 1d

Submission

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 1d

God I'm fucking tired... body hurts a lot, I was going to try and get work done today but I feel like ass. The Internet isn't helping either right now. Been misinterpreted by too many people today and I don't know what I'm doing that's throwing off the way I talk.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 1d

Yeah I'm not exactly about showering every day and keeping my room clean consistently when I am chronically suicidal and trying to not fucking kill myself while I deal with psychosis. Super crazy of me. Sure.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 1d

I stg if I don't hear back about my legal name change soon I'm just going to leave and not come back next time I visit my friends cause I am so sick and tired of this shit

"You didn't get SSI, after I lied about the process the whole time and refused to work with you. Go get a job you lazy fuck"

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 1d

Like wow it's almost like I'm fucking disabled and can't work. It's almost like I've struggled with hygiene my whole life because I am exhausted and sick all the time. Who would have guessed it was just me being "lazy". Holy fuck they're doing the exact same shit my parents did to me.

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 1d

Y'know I really hate trying to exist in the house and having to hear my grandparents insult and mock me behind my bac. Claiming I'm "eating too much" (i literally skip multiple meals every day??), that I'm gross and can't take care of myself and that I need to get a job and pay them rent

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 2d

Me being a pagan and occultist doesn't mean I blindly accept all spiritual movements for the sake of it especially since New Age shit is usually racist and ableist as hell 😭 it's gross behavior

💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 2d

Like there's no way people who label themselves those things don't fucking know their origins. If you're not involved in religious spaces that's one thing but proudly proclaiming you align with an ideology that started as a racist conspiracy theory by a nazi is gross. Get that shit outta here.

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 2d

Having people with "starseed/indigo child" shit in their bios follow my main eughhhhh

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💉Junkie Punk🧷 @anarchojunkie.bsky.social · 2d

Sex on MDMA sounds fun ngl I hope I can experience that at least once

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D☆Y @kawaiipatoot.bsky.social · 9d

this was on a tt of someone running from a group of ppl with weapons bc they had a therian pin. and idk,, maybe if u complain abt having to support all sorts of marginalized identities bc ur tired..... maybe ur not actually being that supportive?

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