Kurika 🏳️⚧️
@aoicanary.bsky.social
47 year old trans woman (she/her). Started HRT as of 8/8/25!
I'm into anime, comics, manga, movies, music (looove TMBG), video games (Sorry just PC, I haven't had a console since the 360), and... stuff!
I'm into anime, comics, manga, movies, music (looove TMBG), video games (Sorry just PC, I haven't had a console since the 360), and... stuff!
Every time I think the Baker's Cyst behind my left knee is getting better, I have to use the left leg for an extended period of time.
And it gets worse.
Even my physical therapist thinks my body was assembled incorrectly. x_x
And it gets worse.
Even my physical therapist thinks my body was assembled incorrectly. x_x
November 14, 2025 at 1:18 AM
Every time I think the Baker's Cyst behind my left knee is getting better, I have to use the left leg for an extended period of time.
And it gets worse.
Even my physical therapist thinks my body was assembled incorrectly. x_x
And it gets worse.
Even my physical therapist thinks my body was assembled incorrectly. x_x
Reposted by Kurika 🏳️⚧️
Blahaj is coming out of this pretty bag to wish you a good Trans Awareness Week. ✨🦈🏳️⚧️
#art #cuteart #transawarenessmonth
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November 13, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Blahaj is coming out of this pretty bag to wish you a good Trans Awareness Week. ✨🦈🏳️⚧️
#art #cuteart #transawarenessmonth
#art #cuteart #transawarenessmonth
There ya go, @mendedpearl.bsky.social ! You get your massive-deck all-angel win. XD
(Also, I've started just using my pet rock as the companion for matches. He has googly eyes. ^_^ )
(Also, I've started just using my pet rock as the companion for matches. He has googly eyes. ^_^ )
November 13, 2025 at 9:50 PM
There ya go, @mendedpearl.bsky.social ! You get your massive-deck all-angel win. XD
(Also, I've started just using my pet rock as the companion for matches. He has googly eyes. ^_^ )
(Also, I've started just using my pet rock as the companion for matches. He has googly eyes. ^_^ )
Arena seems intent on mana-screwing me, even with a full 40% of mana. It's like it's determined to put all these high-rarity cards into my hand instead of anything useful, like mana to cast them. >_<
November 13, 2025 at 9:39 PM
Arena seems intent on mana-screwing me, even with a full 40% of mana. It's like it's determined to put all these high-rarity cards into my hand instead of anything useful, like mana to cast them. >_<
I made a 250-card deck in Arena containing every Angel in my collection. There is barely any land.
WHAT HATH SCIENCE WROUGHT XD
(If this deck wins even ONE game, I'm going to be incredibly surprised. XD )
WHAT HATH SCIENCE WROUGHT XD
(If this deck wins even ONE game, I'm going to be incredibly surprised. XD )
November 13, 2025 at 9:12 PM
I made a 250-card deck in Arena containing every Angel in my collection. There is barely any land.
WHAT HATH SCIENCE WROUGHT XD
(If this deck wins even ONE game, I'm going to be incredibly surprised. XD )
WHAT HATH SCIENCE WROUGHT XD
(If this deck wins even ONE game, I'm going to be incredibly surprised. XD )
PT done. One hip better, one hip worse, back unchanged.
And there's nowhere else to shuffle me off to at this point.
I'm so tired.
And there's nowhere else to shuffle me off to at this point.
I'm so tired.
November 13, 2025 at 4:24 PM
PT done. One hip better, one hip worse, back unchanged.
And there's nowhere else to shuffle me off to at this point.
I'm so tired.
And there's nowhere else to shuffle me off to at this point.
I'm so tired.
Last day of Physical Therapy that insurance will pay for before the final evaluation, and for the life of me I can't see much of an improvement when standing.
I'd probably get relief if I was able to take arthritis drugs, but I can't take any NSAIDs because of my stupid kidneys.
I'd probably get relief if I was able to take arthritis drugs, but I can't take any NSAIDs because of my stupid kidneys.
November 13, 2025 at 3:02 PM
Last day of Physical Therapy that insurance will pay for before the final evaluation, and for the life of me I can't see much of an improvement when standing.
I'd probably get relief if I was able to take arthritis drugs, but I can't take any NSAIDs because of my stupid kidneys.
I'd probably get relief if I was able to take arthritis drugs, but I can't take any NSAIDs because of my stupid kidneys.
I'm doing everything I can to distract myself from the fact that it's Mom's birthday today.
She would've been 78.
...fecking cancer.
She would've been 78.
...fecking cancer.
November 12, 2025 at 7:32 PM
I'm doing everything I can to distract myself from the fact that it's Mom's birthday today.
She would've been 78.
...fecking cancer.
She would've been 78.
...fecking cancer.
Me: *makes deck on Arena to try out a particular idea*
Deck: *absolutely does not ever draw the cards for the idea I wanted to do, but obliterates opposing decks with sheer randomness*
Me: "...huh. Why does this keep happening?"
No, seriously, this is like the 3rd time. o_o
Deck: *absolutely does not ever draw the cards for the idea I wanted to do, but obliterates opposing decks with sheer randomness*
Me: "...huh. Why does this keep happening?"
No, seriously, this is like the 3rd time. o_o
November 12, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Me: *makes deck on Arena to try out a particular idea*
Deck: *absolutely does not ever draw the cards for the idea I wanted to do, but obliterates opposing decks with sheer randomness*
Me: "...huh. Why does this keep happening?"
No, seriously, this is like the 3rd time. o_o
Deck: *absolutely does not ever draw the cards for the idea I wanted to do, but obliterates opposing decks with sheer randomness*
Me: "...huh. Why does this keep happening?"
No, seriously, this is like the 3rd time. o_o
YES. THANK YOU ARENA.
Better late than never. XD
Better late than never. XD
November 12, 2025 at 1:08 PM
YES. THANK YOU ARENA.
Better late than never. XD
Better late than never. XD
Another day of physical therapy complete. I feel like I've been kicked in the crotch multiple times. x_x
Also, everyone else is walking around in big coats and sweaters.... Me?
Short sleeve polo shirt and shorts. XD
I mean, it's only 39° (3.8° C) out! That's not even freezing! XD
Also, everyone else is walking around in big coats and sweaters.... Me?
Short sleeve polo shirt and shorts. XD
I mean, it's only 39° (3.8° C) out! That's not even freezing! XD
November 11, 2025 at 4:25 PM
Another day of physical therapy complete. I feel like I've been kicked in the crotch multiple times. x_x
Also, everyone else is walking around in big coats and sweaters.... Me?
Short sleeve polo shirt and shorts. XD
I mean, it's only 39° (3.8° C) out! That's not even freezing! XD
Also, everyone else is walking around in big coats and sweaters.... Me?
Short sleeve polo shirt and shorts. XD
I mean, it's only 39° (3.8° C) out! That's not even freezing! XD
Well, time to head out to physical therapy.
Yay. More torture.
Yay. More torture.
November 11, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Well, time to head out to physical therapy.
Yay. More torture.
Yay. More torture.
Found a trans-friendly salon in one of the towns that's ten miles from me. This is good.
The prices are... ow. Big ow. I-cannot-afford-a-basic-haircut-there ow. This is bad.
I was going to ask if they had ideas on how I could appease Dad with a haircut but keep length, but if I can't afford it...
The prices are... ow. Big ow. I-cannot-afford-a-basic-haircut-there ow. This is bad.
I was going to ask if they had ideas on how I could appease Dad with a haircut but keep length, but if I can't afford it...
November 11, 2025 at 2:54 PM
Found a trans-friendly salon in one of the towns that's ten miles from me. This is good.
The prices are... ow. Big ow. I-cannot-afford-a-basic-haircut-there ow. This is bad.
I was going to ask if they had ideas on how I could appease Dad with a haircut but keep length, but if I can't afford it...
The prices are... ow. Big ow. I-cannot-afford-a-basic-haircut-there ow. This is bad.
I was going to ask if they had ideas on how I could appease Dad with a haircut but keep length, but if I can't afford it...
Instagram keeps feeding me motivational reels and they're making me feel MORE depressed. x_x
November 11, 2025 at 2:16 PM
Instagram keeps feeding me motivational reels and they're making me feel MORE depressed. x_x
So...
Skyrim's Anniversary Edition made actual updates to the graphics and functionality of the game, and integrated mods that were useful and interesting.
Fallout 4's Anniversary Edition is just re-releasing the GOTY version with $20 worth of access to Creator Club mods that don't work tacked on.
Skyrim's Anniversary Edition made actual updates to the graphics and functionality of the game, and integrated mods that were useful and interesting.
Fallout 4's Anniversary Edition is just re-releasing the GOTY version with $20 worth of access to Creator Club mods that don't work tacked on.
November 10, 2025 at 8:48 PM
So...
Skyrim's Anniversary Edition made actual updates to the graphics and functionality of the game, and integrated mods that were useful and interesting.
Fallout 4's Anniversary Edition is just re-releasing the GOTY version with $20 worth of access to Creator Club mods that don't work tacked on.
Skyrim's Anniversary Edition made actual updates to the graphics and functionality of the game, and integrated mods that were useful and interesting.
Fallout 4's Anniversary Edition is just re-releasing the GOTY version with $20 worth of access to Creator Club mods that don't work tacked on.
Well, now they've filled the spiro, but I don't know if I can get in there today to pick it up.
Guess I'm missing a day of spiro.
Not like my t is particularly high in the first place; I doubt it's gonna make a sudden surge.
Guess I'm missing a day of spiro.
Not like my t is particularly high in the first place; I doubt it's gonna make a sudden surge.
November 10, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Well, now they've filled the spiro, but I don't know if I can get in there today to pick it up.
Guess I'm missing a day of spiro.
Not like my t is particularly high in the first place; I doubt it's gonna make a sudden surge.
Guess I'm missing a day of spiro.
Not like my t is particularly high in the first place; I doubt it's gonna make a sudden surge.
Internet is down once again. This started happening last night, and I suspect the 22mph winds here flapping the hanging coax cables around as they dangle from pole to pole may have something to do with it.
At the very least it isn't helping.
At the very least it isn't helping.
November 10, 2025 at 2:35 PM
Internet is down once again. This started happening last night, and I suspect the 22mph winds here flapping the hanging coax cables around as they dangle from pole to pole may have something to do with it.
At the very least it isn't helping.
At the very least it isn't helping.
Walmart still hasn't filled it, so... no spiro for me today, I guess. x_x
November 10, 2025 at 1:49 PM
Walmart still hasn't filled it, so... no spiro for me today, I guess. x_x
Sorry about last night's crashout.
Too many thoughts, too many memories, too much negative thinking, and suddenly it's the 90s and I'm drawing on my skin with a knife again. -_-
I was just going to avoid all contact, go into hiding for a while, but there are people I need.
I'll try. All I can do.
Too many thoughts, too many memories, too much negative thinking, and suddenly it's the 90s and I'm drawing on my skin with a knife again. -_-
I was just going to avoid all contact, go into hiding for a while, but there are people I need.
I'll try. All I can do.
November 10, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Sorry about last night's crashout.
Too many thoughts, too many memories, too much negative thinking, and suddenly it's the 90s and I'm drawing on my skin with a knife again. -_-
I was just going to avoid all contact, go into hiding for a while, but there are people I need.
I'll try. All I can do.
Too many thoughts, too many memories, too much negative thinking, and suddenly it's the 90s and I'm drawing on my skin with a knife again. -_-
I was just going to avoid all contact, go into hiding for a while, but there are people I need.
I'll try. All I can do.
Scarred my leg again.
Pressed too hard with the knife.
Annoying. Last scars were just starting to fade.
Hate this. Hate all of this. Failure.
Pressed too hard with the knife.
Annoying. Last scars were just starting to fade.
Hate this. Hate all of this. Failure.
November 9, 2025 at 8:41 AM
Scarred my leg again.
Pressed too hard with the knife.
Annoying. Last scars were just starting to fade.
Hate this. Hate all of this. Failure.
Pressed too hard with the knife.
Annoying. Last scars were just starting to fade.
Hate this. Hate all of this. Failure.
Well, my head is splitting but at least I'm full of tasty food. x_x
Maybe stream later tonight, but I've gotta lay down for a bit first.
Maybe stream later tonight, but I've gotta lay down for a bit first.
November 9, 2025 at 12:31 AM
Well, my head is splitting but at least I'm full of tasty food. x_x
Maybe stream later tonight, but I've gotta lay down for a bit first.
Maybe stream later tonight, but I've gotta lay down for a bit first.
Went out to dinner with Dad and one sis, and now it's turned into a speedrun to migraine.
I have light sensitivity in my left eye. We usually pick seating to ameliorate this... but Dad wants to watch the football game.
So now I have the overhead lighting and several neon lights burning into me.
I have light sensitivity in my left eye. We usually pick seating to ameliorate this... but Dad wants to watch the football game.
So now I have the overhead lighting and several neon lights burning into me.
November 8, 2025 at 10:56 PM
Went out to dinner with Dad and one sis, and now it's turned into a speedrun to migraine.
I have light sensitivity in my left eye. We usually pick seating to ameliorate this... but Dad wants to watch the football game.
So now I have the overhead lighting and several neon lights burning into me.
I have light sensitivity in my left eye. We usually pick seating to ameliorate this... but Dad wants to watch the football game.
So now I have the overhead lighting and several neon lights burning into me.
If you play heist decks in Magic, I do not like you. I'm sorry, there are no exceptions to this one. I concede immediately when someone plays a card with heist in Arena because I don't want to put up with that bullshit.
Play your own deck, keep your mitts off of mine.
Play your own deck, keep your mitts off of mine.
November 8, 2025 at 10:27 PM
If you play heist decks in Magic, I do not like you. I'm sorry, there are no exceptions to this one. I concede immediately when someone plays a card with heist in Arena because I don't want to put up with that bullshit.
Play your own deck, keep your mitts off of mine.
Play your own deck, keep your mitts off of mine.
Ever felt that everything you've ever done in your entire life has been entirely pointless and there's nothing you can do about it or to make it any better?
Because I get that all the time.
Because I get that all the time.
November 8, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Ever felt that everything you've ever done in your entire life has been entirely pointless and there's nothing you can do about it or to make it any better?
Because I get that all the time.
Because I get that all the time.