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@autumnoutboy.bsky.social

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☁️🥀 REN / DEAN • FoxMutt • Lost Prince🥀☁️ ▄▀▄▀ I'm not a crybaby, I'm THE crybaby ▄▀▄▀ FOB fanatic ✦ Halloween Enjoyer ✦ Stoner Mutt

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · Oct 24

☁️🍄🌲FOXMUTT DEN🌲🍄☁️

They/He • Queer Af • Stoned

🌻Personal Yap account for @/rensstudios
🌻Mentally ill but healing, always growing.
🌻Kin/Therian/Hyperfixations Talk (mostly shouting into the void kinda shit)

a painting of a river in a forest with trees in the background

ALT: a painting of a river in a forest with trees in the background

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4h

Anyways time for my anxious brain to let me sleep for a few more hours before I have to get up and go to the airport… 🫩😮‍💨

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4h

It’s probably my anxious brain making me feel like crap and shit but I’m so tired of it man. I’m so tired of feeling like crap mentally

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4h

Im tired of feeling like i don’t deserve things when no one has made me feel this way in years… i hate these lingering feelings and thoughts I’ve carried over the years from trauma… i want to let them go.
I hate feeling guilty and sad for myself for no reason… I deserve these good things being happy

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 19h

Thank you!!!

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 1d

I’m also anxious as things are going to get more intense here in Memphis literally the day I leave and I worry for Oct and the people I love here so much… I know Oct can handle his own but that doesn’t stop me from worrying

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 1d

About to be going on my first non-working trip in a long time solo and I'm so hype for it but the pre-flight anxiety is so real svijubiegbns

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SCRUFFY🌎🐾 @scruffyseawolf.bsky.social · 25d

overlap

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 1d

I realized I’m in my earth tones era cause all my clothes are green, brown, and charcoal coded lmaooo

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 2d

I'll never understand parents that disown and give their kids shit for being LGBTQ+ and make it the kids problem

LIKE WOW

I'm sorry but having kids isn't Build a Bear, you're not going to get a photocopy of yourself ya narcassistic boob

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 3d

I still dont know how to feel about having a blank slate after doing so much work but I fuckinnnnnn did it mates

now to clean the studio up tomorrow and start packing for real!!!

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 3d

I did it... I finished my queue

I still have like 1 project left in my queue technically but I'm awaiting feedback on my last wip and it has a far out deadline so its a no pressure deal... hopefully will wrap that up when I get back tho :D

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B A R S U K @barssuk.bsky.social · 3d

Hige... 🥺🌻

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ash s. @housegoblin.bsky.social · 4d

halloween party (2020)

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4d

Ohhh!!! I'm so glad you get to see your fam soon!!!

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4d

I cannot overstate how relieved I am of blfc's latest policy change.
With how insane its been in Memphis it will be nice to have a tiny break from it without seeing that shit.

I know people have their hobbies and its fair but my anxiety has been thru the damn roof lately

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4d

Had the most delicious burger I’ve ever put in my mouth after my art shop trip… today was a good day 🍔🧡

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 4d

Travel sketchbook got!! A lil treat after finishing a ton of commission work :3

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 5d

I hate the culture of leaving your dogs outside here

Listening to what I assume is a puppy crying and yowling all day and night breaks my heart so fucking much...

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Catmint Studios 💚 Shop update 10/10 🎃✨ @catmintstudios.bsky.social · 6d

Creepin it real ✨🧡

[ #cuteart #artshop #halloween ]

A fluorescent orange keychain design glowing bright under black light. The design is of a retro style black cat with a large collar and hat. Underneath are the words “creep it real”

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 6d

You know its honestly so fucking insane how many times people have fucked over Oct or have tried lol

I need to make it my mission to take him on a nice vacation

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 6d

None of my friends or family could've dug us out of that hole
hell I dont even think any form of mutual aid could've helped

but the company's lawyers got it and I have complete faith that itll be solved and the parties responsible will be sued and locked up :)

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 6d

I wish I could talk about the absolute bombshell of chisme from Oct's work without legal risk but needless to say if Oct's company hadn't caught this shit we would've been 100% homeless and fucked over for life :')

I knew people could be selfish and evil but DAMN

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 7d

I did it :)

✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 7d

A part of me wants to tackle the rendering of my tf badges just so they can be ready for printing and laminating when I laminate my traditional badges.... pondering

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✦ Ren ✦ @autumnoutboy.bsky.social · 7d

love is worth living and fighting for
love and joy creates so much magic and color!!!