ig it doesnt matter the goal is bmi 15.9 anyway, and if that isnt enough then probs 15.5

on one side I have my brothers saying im skeletal, too thin, need to put on weight, need to eat more and look anorexic etc,

then my mums like oh your fine, it doesnt matter if you lose a little weight, your fine how you are,

and my bf wont comment on my body for fear for triggering me 🙃

this site has been added to my list of free book resources! thank youuu!

omg yes i loved it!!! I cant afford to buy all the books i read, so I downloaded a free copy and I have the audiobook on youtube, so I can do emersive reading (the best way to read imo) , so if you dont get it you can do that ,, i think one day I will buy the books, im jst poor rn tho lol

day 10:

the hardest thing ive given up is my health, I gave up muscle mass and organ function all to be *barely* underweight

day 9:

yeah and they still do,
it started with my mum when I was about 10 years old, I developed faster than other girls, and I started getting sexualised and fat shamed by her :/

day 8:

I used to do yoga and walking and VS home workouts ,,, now I dont do anything, im just trying to survive ig

id join! <3

no cause I would be to, like if you dont use rhyming in songs, then literally where is it used!

no no i understand you, that would make me rage to I think

cause they were playing today i thought id decorate him appropriately

i hope you are ok! today must've been so so stressful, if u need to eat then do! who cares about the cals rn, today was a lot and im proud youve made it through <3

ano its sooo annoying, why cant it proportion more realistically? and the way it stands annoys me too, its got such a bad posture

wooo! proud of you!!

no problem! I hope you find it <3

i have some sources ill put here and hopefully they will be of some help, the first pic is the most relaible/ones i use all the time, and at the bottom is where i find more sources,, and the second pic is ones ive maybe used 1-2x