How did no one ever clock me to my face did everyone think this was all on purpose and me being informed

Is this why sometimes ppl would hc my interps of chars as autistic or adhd 😭

We based it on personality, looks, skins/outfits, voice, etc and i feel like both of THEM got sidetracked.... but i stayed true to my heart. Also Cloak and dagger are separated i fear and i think we all ranked tandy lower in some way 😭

I haven't been up this late in a while i feel like death ngl HELPPPP

Routine is for nerds, staying up is eternal

Found these OOC screenshots in my camera from 2024 and im rly crying so bad rn like WHAT is my issue.

*shoves
I'm too sleepy to repost it

The last one was like prying open my jaw and pressing down hard on so many parts of my mouth like what happened to hi.... hello.... *can* i put my fingers in ur mouth...

Inconclusive whether i like or dislike this

I thank medications for getting me closer to baseline a lot but its not like the meds are what are actually helping me work to improve myself rn. Thats just me wanting to. Which is weird. But nice! Its nice to not blame me for struggling sm w everything. I like (sometimes) being kind to me!!

It is kinda crazy to look back at tho. Like even during my worst emotional drops rn i still am not as deep into the despair well as i was even 1-2yrs ago and i think a lot of it was honestly due to physical illnesses that made my brain illnesses worse which is kinda silly 😭 like oh!

Idk if vent accs are healthy to have or not but there were periods where u can see i clearly was Insanely Unwell and.... im still here 😌 so maybe!! Sometimes it probably *is* good to throw ur concerns into the void without overthinking them, even if theyre far from sane 😭

Thank you!! 🙏🏽 i dream to wake up simply my Normal level of latent stuffy 😭

Danke 😭😭 *blows nose 20 times*

I think if i were to use a neti pot or do a nasal rinse itd probably kill me