Anniversary of losing my dad today, followed all too soon by my mum.
I'd just love to just be able to talk to them one last time, to show them how their grandchild is doing, and to ask their advice.
Be good to people - tell them you love them
I'd just love to just be able to talk to them one last time, to show them how their grandchild is doing, and to ask their advice.
Be good to people - tell them you love them
December 7, 2025 at 8:47 AM
Anniversary of losing my dad today, followed all too soon by my mum.
I'd just love to just be able to talk to them one last time, to show them how their grandchild is doing, and to ask their advice.
Be good to people - tell them you love them
I'd just love to just be able to talk to them one last time, to show them how their grandchild is doing, and to ask their advice.
Be good to people - tell them you love them
2/2
Now is when my boobs decided would be the best time to grow quite a bit - coming off an already low dose.
I'd have big b👀bs on a full dose!!
Now is when my boobs decided would be the best time to grow quite a bit - coming off an already low dose.
I'd have big b👀bs on a full dose!!
December 6, 2025 at 4:50 PM
2/2
Now is when my boobs decided would be the best time to grow quite a bit - coming off an already low dose.
I'd have big b👀bs on a full dose!!
Now is when my boobs decided would be the best time to grow quite a bit - coming off an already low dose.
I'd have big b👀bs on a full dose!!
1/2
So, started cutting down on estrogen with plan to stop soon.
Either I'll come to realise this is a mistake and fully commit, or I'll have to just deal with (bury deep down) my dysphoria.
So, started cutting down on estrogen with plan to stop soon.
Either I'll come to realise this is a mistake and fully commit, or I'll have to just deal with (bury deep down) my dysphoria.
December 6, 2025 at 4:47 PM
1/2
So, started cutting down on estrogen with plan to stop soon.
Either I'll come to realise this is a mistake and fully commit, or I'll have to just deal with (bury deep down) my dysphoria.
So, started cutting down on estrogen with plan to stop soon.
Either I'll come to realise this is a mistake and fully commit, or I'll have to just deal with (bury deep down) my dysphoria.
I know I'm a broken record, but I may have to call my 3 months on hrt a failure.
It doesn't feel different and I need some positivity to have the strength to deal with the fallout if I carried on.
Sh*t
It doesn't feel different and I need some positivity to have the strength to deal with the fallout if I carried on.
Sh*t
December 1, 2025 at 8:32 AM
I know I'm a broken record, but I may have to call my 3 months on hrt a failure.
It doesn't feel different and I need some positivity to have the strength to deal with the fallout if I carried on.
Sh*t
It doesn't feel different and I need some positivity to have the strength to deal with the fallout if I carried on.
Sh*t
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Politician who fanned anti-LGBT sentiment stunned to find rising levels of anti-LGBT sentiment
"[...] the Labour leader said the homophobic attack left him worried for the future of the UK"
*clears throat*
I HAVE OPINIONS
metro.co.uk/2025/11/26/k...
*clears throat*
I HAVE OPINIONS
metro.co.uk/2025/11/26/k...
Keir Starmer's fury after neice and wife 'beaten by blokes for holding hands'
'I thought the days of beating up people because they were gay were well behind us.'
metro.co.uk
November 27, 2025 at 2:48 PM
Politician who fanned anti-LGBT sentiment stunned to find rising levels of anti-LGBT sentiment
Snapchat randomly genders me at the moment
November 21, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Snapchat randomly genders me at the moment
Looks likely my transition wasn't meant to be. GP won't do shared care, hair transplant results are depressingly crap and no consistent happy or calm feeling.
Bugger.
Bugger.
November 20, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Looks likely my transition wasn't meant to be. GP won't do shared care, hair transplant results are depressingly crap and no consistent happy or calm feeling.
Bugger.
Bugger.
Going to balance out negative posts with positive/cute ones, so here goes...
a woman with blue hair is laughing in front of a microphone while wearing a hoodie .
Alt: a woman with blue hair is laughing in front of a microphone while wearing a hoodie .
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November 20, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Going to balance out negative posts with positive/cute ones, so here goes...
Updated my profile photo to a more natural look (apart from the hair obvs)
November 16, 2025 at 12:38 PM
Updated my profile photo to a more natural look (apart from the hair obvs)
Transgender awareness week.
I am aware.
I am aware.
November 15, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Transgender awareness week.
I am aware.
I am aware.
Happy for one day yesterday, then back to depression about having a brain that doesn't match my body.
I want to post happy stuff, but am just so, so tired of everything.
I want to post happy stuff, but am just so, so tired of everything.
November 14, 2025 at 5:45 PM
Happy for one day yesterday, then back to depression about having a brain that doesn't match my body.
I want to post happy stuff, but am just so, so tired of everything.
I want to post happy stuff, but am just so, so tired of everything.
HRT 9 weeks...
No change in emotions
Sore nipples
Tiredness
Slightly tingling mouth
No change in emotions
Sore nipples
Tiredness
Slightly tingling mouth
November 12, 2025 at 8:07 PM
HRT 9 weeks...
No change in emotions
Sore nipples
Tiredness
Slightly tingling mouth
No change in emotions
Sore nipples
Tiredness
Slightly tingling mouth
Did something today to try and lift my mood
November 7, 2025 at 10:20 PM
Did something today to try and lift my mood
It's oddly jarring seeing everyone going about their lives normally when you're in a bleak place and questioning everything.
No energy left
No energy left
November 6, 2025 at 6:58 PM
It's oddly jarring seeing everyone going about their lives normally when you're in a bleak place and questioning everything.
No energy left
No energy left
I've had enough - work is stressful, I'm too bald, hrt isn't helping depression - I'm just deluding myself that any of this will improve.
November 5, 2025 at 5:34 PM
I've had enough - work is stressful, I'm too bald, hrt isn't helping depression - I'm just deluding myself that any of this will improve.
Did anyone else have really supportive friends who said 'people should be able to live how they want', only for them to go really quiet when you start hrt?
November 4, 2025 at 7:07 AM
Did anyone else have really supportive friends who said 'people should be able to live how they want', only for them to go really quiet when you start hrt?
Thought I'd been feeling light-headed for a few weeks...
Blood pressure of 105 over 63 might explain it
Blood pressure of 105 over 63 might explain it
a picture of a teletubbies character with a star tamil chat logo
Alt: a picture of a teletubbies character fainting
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November 3, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Thought I'd been feeling light-headed for a few weeks...
Blood pressure of 105 over 63 might explain it
Blood pressure of 105 over 63 might explain it
I want to turn the clock back 8 years and just pretend none of this shit happened.
My parents would still be alive, my health would be better, and I could convince myself that occasionally dressing up would be enough.
I appreciate this is a crossroads point, but life shouldn't be this hard!!
My parents would still be alive, my health would be better, and I could convince myself that occasionally dressing up would be enough.
I appreciate this is a crossroads point, but life shouldn't be this hard!!
November 3, 2025 at 6:37 PM
I want to turn the clock back 8 years and just pretend none of this shit happened.
My parents would still be alive, my health would be better, and I could convince myself that occasionally dressing up would be enough.
I appreciate this is a crossroads point, but life shouldn't be this hard!!
My parents would still be alive, my health would be better, and I could convince myself that occasionally dressing up would be enough.
I appreciate this is a crossroads point, but life shouldn't be this hard!!
Still not getting the 'this just feels right' feeling from hrt.
It doesn't feel wrong, but maybe not right enough to carry on with it.
Shame, was hoping for happiness
It doesn't feel wrong, but maybe not right enough to carry on with it.
Shame, was hoping for happiness
October 28, 2025 at 3:54 AM
Still not getting the 'this just feels right' feeling from hrt.
It doesn't feel wrong, but maybe not right enough to carry on with it.
Shame, was hoping for happiness
It doesn't feel wrong, but maybe not right enough to carry on with it.
Shame, was hoping for happiness
Sorry for doom posting lately.
Went to an LGBTQ paint and sip event and took an amazing ally with me. It was nice
Went to an LGBTQ paint and sip event and took an amazing ally with me. It was nice
a man is painting on an easel with the words every day is a good day when you paint below him
Alt: a man is painting on an easel with the words every day is a good day when you paint below him
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October 25, 2025 at 8:32 PM
Sorry for doom posting lately.
Went to an LGBTQ paint and sip event and took an amazing ally with me. It was nice
Went to an LGBTQ paint and sip event and took an amazing ally with me. It was nice
Highlight of today will be falling asleep in the bath. I miss dissociating
October 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Highlight of today will be falling asleep in the bath. I miss dissociating
So... happiness was fleeting again.
6 weeks in and still randomly getting the crushing feeling that I should just stop everything.
Why is this so hard!?
6 weeks in and still randomly getting the crushing feeling that I should just stop everything.
Why is this so hard!?
October 22, 2025 at 5:26 PM
So... happiness was fleeting again.
6 weeks in and still randomly getting the crushing feeling that I should just stop everything.
Why is this so hard!?
6 weeks in and still randomly getting the crushing feeling that I should just stop everything.
Why is this so hard!?
Never particularly wanted pierced ears, but seeing Christmas earrings today I thought they'd be cool. Odd
October 21, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Never particularly wanted pierced ears, but seeing Christmas earrings today I thought they'd be cool. Odd
So, as someone who's not totally out at work, but definitely not 'in' either... would a red dress be too much for a Christmas meal?
a man in a santa suit is dancing with a woman in front of a christmas tree .
ALT: a man in a santa suit is dancing with a woman in front of a christmas tree .
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October 20, 2025 at 8:17 PM
So, as someone who's not totally out at work, but definitely not 'in' either... would a red dress be too much for a Christmas meal?
A question for the trans ladies...
When picking a name, was it one you always liked or did you find a name just suited your upgrade part way through transitioning?
When picking a name, was it one you always liked or did you find a name just suited your upgrade part way through transitioning?
October 20, 2025 at 6:54 PM
A question for the trans ladies...
When picking a name, was it one you always liked or did you find a name just suited your upgrade part way through transitioning?
When picking a name, was it one you always liked or did you find a name just suited your upgrade part way through transitioning?