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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 6d

The thing about grief is that you eventually return to ‘normal life,’ but still feel so far from your ‘normal self.’

It’s a terrible feeling. Wanting to be present and enjoy the moment, yet feeling unable to.

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 8d

this is how September felt

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 9d

live over on Twitch!

hanging out, playing sledding game with the community, maybe some waterpark sim after. 💛

Twitch.tv/Cheebs

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 9d

there is still joy to be had.

in the breath you give to aspens,
in the book you were reading,
in stillness, in “thought of you” gifts, in meals shared with friends,
in hobbies you loved.

in the sorrow, in the heavy. joy lingers. and i will try to feel it.

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 11d

I’m live on my Twitch channel, starting a playthrough of Spiritfarer 💛

Twitch.tv/Cheebs

cheebs - Twitch

she sub on my tember until i cry. ☼

Twitch.tv

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 11d

Sending you love. I’m sorry you know this pain. 💛

Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 11d

One of my favorite tricks for cold weather camping is boiling water, pouring it into my plastic water bottle, stuffing that bottle in the sleeping bag, and then sleep cozy toasty warm all night long!

Just make sure the bottle isn’t leaking

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 11d

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 11d

thank you for your kind and loving words. as i navigate this new chapter of grief, the kindness of both loved ones and strangers means more than i can ever put into words. hearing about your own experiences with grief makes me feel deeply seen. accepting help is hard, even in grief.

thank you 💛

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 11d

I love this. Thank you 💛

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 12d

I think it’s important to also give yourself compassion and grace in this.

For me, when I feel like I’m dropping the ball, if I beat myself up about it, I have zero motivation to get back on the horse.

It’s hard right now. Everything is. You’re doing the best you can. 💛

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 12d

My recent rescue pup, Jake, has made me a morning person and I looooooove it. There’s something about being awake while the rest of the world is sleepy. It’s like a little *me time*

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 12d

I haven’t hopped on here in a minute.

Recently my big brother unexpectedly passed away, and I’ve been in the trenches of grief.

I miss him. Every day hurts. But it’s going to be okay.

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · 28d

Hey all.

I’ve been away from streams and some socials because I am navigating the grief of unexpectedly losing my brother recently.

Due to that, I am taking time away from stream.

right now @littleleggies.bsky.social is live on my channel for me. Go show her some love.

www.twitch.tv/cheebs

cheebs - Twitch

co working with @littleleggies

www.twitch.tv

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 14

SUMMER FOREVER

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 13

YUP…

The rumors are true

I am starting Wind Waker for the first time!!!

Twitch.tv/cheebs

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 10

Frickin’ 5-head over here

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 10

Same. But I don’t think so :(

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 10

Listen.. all I’m saying is I just adopted an elderly dog and he would love some new toys 😌💛

throne.com/cheebs

Throne | | My Wishlist

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 9

New YouTube video is up!

Solo camping without a tent!

youtu.be/a5MxmfmF9fo?...

1 Night Alone in the Mountains, NO Tent. | Solo Backpacking

YouTube video by Cheebs

youtu.be

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 9

Right???

I found out by people sending me screenshots of my location 🙃🙃🙃

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 9

Ugh.

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 9

Yup!

Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 9

That is so terrifying, I’m sorry that happened to you. :(

Yeah, as someone who has had issues with stalking behavior, my heart fell into my butthole when people started sharing screenshots of my location with me. :(

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Cheebs @chillbobagginz.bsky.social · Aug 9

Retweet, Cindy

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