cynthia
@compulsivehiker.bsky.social
i wouldnt follow me if i were you! i want to be private but that doesnt exist on here. 21+. 28 & fuck AI. not just not-pro but anti
i am 500 lbs and i hate myself down to the very fiber of my being and want to end my life
November 29, 2025 at 6:10 AM
i am 500 lbs and i hate myself down to the very fiber of my being and want to end my life
today was such a bad day i actually want to erase it from my memory
November 29, 2025 at 6:09 AM
today was such a bad day i actually want to erase it from my memory
i wish i wasnt constantly fantasizing about k1lling myself as a form of revenge or proving that i was in need of help and not getting it or whatever
November 28, 2025 at 11:16 PM
i wish i wasnt constantly fantasizing about k1lling myself as a form of revenge or proving that i was in need of help and not getting it or whatever
i love to drink so much coffee every day i could die
November 28, 2025 at 9:41 PM
i love to drink so much coffee every day i could die
im ar my parents house and nobodys doing anything wrong but i feel so fat and i didnt get a good sleep and im getting so overstimulated theres a movie on and dishes clanking and my fat is screaming from inside my body im crashing out rn
November 28, 2025 at 6:58 PM
im ar my parents house and nobodys doing anything wrong but i feel so fat and i didnt get a good sleep and im getting so overstimulated theres a movie on and dishes clanking and my fat is screaming from inside my body im crashing out rn
im soo jiggly and disgusting i want to kms
November 28, 2025 at 6:31 PM
im soo jiggly and disgusting i want to kms
my husbands cousin i hate tried to cause a scene over me (not a long story just stupid lol) but everyone is so sick of her that they ignored it kfksksm it was beautiful nobody argued, tried to cheer her up or entertain her whatsoever lollll
November 28, 2025 at 4:15 AM
my husbands cousin i hate tried to cause a scene over me (not a long story just stupid lol) but everyone is so sick of her that they ignored it kfksksm it was beautiful nobody argued, tried to cheer her up or entertain her whatsoever lollll
i hate running outside when its this cold but i have no choice if i dont run on this holiday i will crash out no exaggeration
November 27, 2025 at 5:00 PM
i hate running outside when its this cold but i have no choice if i dont run on this holiday i will crash out no exaggeration
oh lord here it is
November 27, 2025 at 1:31 PM
oh lord here it is
ik what im thinking is NOT what they meant by this but like Yes chef
November 27, 2025 at 4:26 AM
ik what im thinking is NOT what they meant by this but like Yes chef
when you can feel your foot bleeding and your entire sock getting wet during a run 🫥
November 26, 2025 at 9:26 PM
when you can feel your foot bleeding and your entire sock getting wet during a run 🫥
i am such a manipulative person its crazy. and im so good at it that even when people realize im that kind of person they dont mind it about me. its almost lonely in a way like i need someone to realize how evil and selfish i am and not praise me for it
November 26, 2025 at 5:46 PM
i am such a manipulative person its crazy. and im so good at it that even when people realize im that kind of person they dont mind it about me. its almost lonely in a way like i need someone to realize how evil and selfish i am and not praise me for it
our new place is finally starting to feel like home a little bit. once i can get to the bathroom in pitch black darkness ill consider it real
November 26, 2025 at 5:26 PM
our new place is finally starting to feel like home a little bit. once i can get to the bathroom in pitch black darkness ill consider it real
my brothers not coming for the holiday because his cat is having seizures why are my familys cats being struck down its fucked up
November 26, 2025 at 4:35 PM
my brothers not coming for the holiday because his cat is having seizures why are my familys cats being struck down its fucked up
i work soo hard at learning this language i need to get back into speaking with people in it native or learners idc its so lonely putting all this hard work in and progressing sm and nobody can tell but me and my tutor lol
November 26, 2025 at 2:45 PM
i work soo hard at learning this language i need to get back into speaking with people in it native or learners idc its so lonely putting all this hard work in and progressing sm and nobody can tell but me and my tutor lol
i swear this isnt ~omg ppl r faking adhd~ but im noticing a trend of parents who have harsh and unrealistic expectations for their children aggressively seeking out diagnoses in order to "explain" why their children arent Good Enough and get them better grades by any means necessary
November 25, 2025 at 10:24 PM
i swear this isnt ~omg ppl r faking adhd~ but im noticing a trend of parents who have harsh and unrealistic expectations for their children aggressively seeking out diagnoses in order to "explain" why their children arent Good Enough and get them better grades by any means necessary
husbands my opp rn bcos he borrowed my parents truck to move stuff ln to return this morning but parked my dad in so he had to get a rideshare to work and hes pissed so i offered to pick him up from work and ofc he said yes. paying for my husbands crimes...
November 25, 2025 at 2:46 PM
husbands my opp rn bcos he borrowed my parents truck to move stuff ln to return this morning but parked my dad in so he had to get a rideshare to work and hes pissed so i offered to pick him up from work and ofc he said yes. paying for my husbands crimes...
weird af but ik im losing when my brea$t impl4nts start squeaking (its hard to explain lmaooo basically bcos the stuff surrounding them is decreasing they move around more and i dont think it actually creates a noise other ppl can hear but its like squeaking) (anyway dont get pla$tic surgery)
November 24, 2025 at 10:42 PM
weird af but ik im losing when my brea$t impl4nts start squeaking (its hard to explain lmaooo basically bcos the stuff surrounding them is decreasing they move around more and i dont think it actually creates a noise other ppl can hear but its like squeaking) (anyway dont get pla$tic surgery)
at the walking track early to get in a run before i have to sit still at work for 11 hours and theres a little kid running the track mf shoelaces all over the place mad respect could not be me the last time i didnt stop my run to tie my shoe was my half marathon pr LOL i was like Theres no time
November 24, 2025 at 12:20 PM
at the walking track early to get in a run before i have to sit still at work for 11 hours and theres a little kid running the track mf shoelaces all over the place mad respect could not be me the last time i didnt stop my run to tie my shoe was my half marathon pr LOL i was like Theres no time
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everytime i see someone posting AI stuff i wanna spray them with water like a cat who just knocked a cup off the counter
November 23, 2025 at 12:20 PM
everytime i see someone posting AI stuff i wanna spray them with water like a cat who just knocked a cup off the counter
i will be that small again mark my words
November 23, 2025 at 8:19 PM
i will be that small again mark my words
not my grandpa using the pic of me at my lw at a wedding on the 2026 family calendar 😭 (the pic is tiny and so was i i need to lose ** lbs rn)
November 23, 2025 at 8:18 PM
not my grandpa using the pic of me at my lw at a wedding on the 2026 family calendar 😭 (the pic is tiny and so was i i need to lose ** lbs rn)
much love to everyone in the states this week is like the worst holiday ever invented
November 23, 2025 at 6:33 PM
much love to everyone in the states this week is like the worst holiday ever invented
my mom is finally learning that if she wants to make something for me to eat she has to send me the recipe or theres no fucking chance ill eat it
November 23, 2025 at 6:12 PM
my mom is finally learning that if she wants to make something for me to eat she has to send me the recipe or theres no fucking chance ill eat it
ik i say this all the time lately and dont follow through but ive been dealing with moving, and cats dying and my dad being terminally ill, and being sick for basically 3 weeks straight... starting to feel better and im rly motivated to lose weight again like for real
November 23, 2025 at 4:16 PM
ik i say this all the time lately and dont follow through but ive been dealing with moving, and cats dying and my dad being terminally ill, and being sick for basically 3 weeks straight... starting to feel better and im rly motivated to lose weight again like for real