i’m sick and tired of putting on an act i’m just gonna dump out all my feelings in a big thread and repost it on main i want people to know how i feel i want them to care

i hate people comforting me it’s so gross it makes me feel small and i get so annoyed because of how bothersome it feels it’s like im obligated to be grateful and it gets so awkward because i don’t know what to say ATALL. the only reason i vent is to get it out of my system and clarify dont pity me

i’m gonna list my issues out ok
hypersexuality
self destruction/sh
depression
selective mutism ?? 💧
emotional hypersensitivity
probably disorders i can’t get diagnosed like having adhd and bpd symptoms um

hi i’m not self diagnosing just listing things i have symptoms innn

for the record…!!!! i am in no way trying to idolize / romanticize my mental health issues 😅😅 i speak about sh the way i do is bc i can’t take myself seriously snd i overall enjoy the feeling so im gonna post things like it feeling good yea yea im not a shed weirdo im just ill