if there's a way to blend seaweed shading and whatever i do with chunky high-opacity textured brushes i will do it here!!!

dunno what i'll do about that except i'm sure i can actually lay this egg if i abandon that line of thought and just focus on...dunno, shapes, probably. a clear delineation of shadows. the super high contrast shading in animated robots i love so much only happens in space after all

i don't like the sort of clean gradienty art that was popular a bit ago, before the clanker surge. for looking at with my own eyes, that is. i've never felt pressure to go thataway so why make that decision at that point in time?! with something i love as much as armageddon no less?

i think it's because of videos that make them look like they work well and look professional. fuck. i think that's this 'advertising' shit at work. GET OUT OF MY BRAIN, PARASITE, I KNOW IT'S LIES AND SMOKE!!!

i have acrylic *paints* i can use and love. is this like people who keep getting new rpg dice sets, is it happening, is this some kind of disease

oh this looks awesome. coloured pencil for mech illustrations is so underrated

oh that's the fun part, i don't need them for anything, i just can't sleep if i don't document aaaaalll my steps 83 i'm not doing anything creative in the 'real world' atm
the python is a mysterious beast that i have not yet gotten to know...

lkfjgö i already have and am constantly adding to a huge stockpile of screenshots. the documenting can NOT be stopped. i'm trying to understand python so i can auto-sort the buggers, even
clip's recording is DANGEROUS. i am so rich in methods i want to test under var. conditions and poor in space