crescent / tempest
@digitaldreams0801.bsky.social
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writer of excessively long internet fiction. ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/digitaldreams my book series: @crescentzephyr.bsky.social askbox: https://tetratto.com/@digitaldreams {22 • they/them • autistic DID system} 🩷 @mew.bluemoonfalls.com‬ 💚
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it was not always like this but i think blowing up on twitter might've done something to my brain because i am so much more scared that im doing the system thing wrong now than i was a year ago. i don't regret it but also that is unfortunate damn
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end result is "backlog of alters that just don't get logged because i will scream into a pillow if i have to acknowledge that the disorder is disordering" and yeah. 0/10 do not recommend
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imposter syndrome goes crazy because i go "oh god what if im faking this thing ive known i have for almost five years" every single time. shouldn't my brain have knocked that off by now
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(typing into google) how to not get blasted with secondhand embarrassment every time i have to go pk;m new
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she wants to be their knight in shining armor so bad
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i think umiri giving her friends ear piercings specifically is that one fucking. ricochi akanen live where akanen was straddling ricochi from the side to put in her earrings. or maybe it was the other way around? applicable either way
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i hope people think this fic is good when it drops because if i release it after working on it on and off for a year and a half and the crowd thinks it's ass you'll never hear from me again i stg
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speaking of soyo fic, im posting it for wip wednesday. uhhhhhh i need to finish this fic so bad and im hoping this isn't one of the sections i have shared before
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right now my to do list for misc fic stuff is
- diamo events
- a gift fic for a small exchange with friends
- soyo fic
- mumo shipping
and i might be getting a wee bit impatient on getting to that last one even though i need to prioritize working on the others
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i hope i can get that soyo fic out by the end of the year. please please please i wanna be able to write mumo ship fic
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yeah umiri was kind of the first one in mujica to want anything to do with mortis specifically and all that even if it was her whole (gestures vaguely) you will become real thing. umimort real to me
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i need compression socks or something for my calves because they hurt so bad. my calves hurt like hell whenever im tired but im tired all the time these days so maybe i should just invest in some compression socks so the leg pain is a little less unbearable
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im doing my best it just. sucks. and thank you for the kind words it really does mean a lot when im having a bit of a Moment about this sort of thing
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i have to laugh about it because it makes me upset that my joints scream at me every time i move okay. silly jokes are important so i don't try to rip my organs out. so should i force my friends to come to a party about this or what
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and then ill force all my friends to guess what my chronic illness diagnoses are. so once i get my bloodwork back i can force them to guess. will it be pots? will it be anemia? will it be some secret third thing? probably a combination!
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actually because im talking about chronic illness. i had this genius idea a few weeks ago for a party. it's like a gender reveal party but instead it's for my chronic illness diagnoses. and ill call it POTS OR NOTS
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okay. bitch session over. i just needed to scream because i got hit with random pain that put me in the fetal position even though it's a nothing burger compared to other chronic pain. i complain about chronic illness a lot but in my defense... it sucks. evil shit to live with
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sighs loudly. the pain isn't even that bad right now it just annoys me that im having it at all because i really shouldn't be. unfortunately i am in my early twenties which means both pots and endo are slamming the gas pedal and it sucks ass. october slide i hate yoooooou
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it mildly pisses me off honestly that i have been having symptoms for over a decade now but because of what chronic illnesses i have the only solution is to shrug and hope for the best. whyyyyyyy is healthcare so bad at helping with this sort of thing
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and i feel like it just comes out of nowhere! having a normal one and then sudden pain. i guess the pain could be worse but i have at least a little bit of pain every day and it's so annoying. please dear god don't let it get worse im begging on my knees
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in the last three years i have been hit by three new october slide symptom spikes that have just. become permanent. and it sucks. no, i didn't need leg pain. or joint issues. or abdominal pain. can we stop that please i am asking so nicely
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october slide pisses me the hell off because oh yeah the changing of the seasons is worsening my symptoms. i don't NEED them to get worse they are already bad enough as it is!! stop doing that right now ohhhh my god!!
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i mentioned tatiana and realized i hadn't announced arnwa chapter six yet. uhhh it is out now! go meet tatiana's little brother!
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uhhhhh anyway takeru takaishi is the most important little boy. my golden child who has so many diseases. who i am also scared shitless of writing wrong because of course i am. even though i keep recreating his schtick in characters like mirina diamo and tatiana arnwa. smh my head
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uhhhhh anyway takeru takaishi is the most important little boy. my golden child who has so many diseases. who i am also scared shitless of writing wrong because of course i am. even though i keep recreating his schtick in characters like mirina diamo and tatiana arnwa. smh my head
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but godddd if you asked me to write a long fic for digimon adventure specifically i would be scared out of my freakin mind. just because if i fuck up characterization on any of those twelve kids who defined my childhood i might have to explode right there on the spot