// SHE FOUND ME!!!

// I FUCKING GUESS

// FUUUUCK

. . .

is that just ... what happens ? they always leave me ?

that version of me ... mm .
wonder if she's better or worse off than i was .
can't imagine things were much different .

i’m sayin’ like

// yeahhhh…. we’re a pair of clowns now

// pack it up eli we gotta join the circus since literal adults writing sex sometimes is a real freak show now

it makes this space feel genuinely unsafe, and it pushes my anxiety into overdrive. i nearly had an episode over it bc i now feel like i have to look over my shoulder

i don’t care if it’s a joke, it’s disrespectful. i know nobody likely meant any harm but please just think before you post next time

// to add, i was already extremely anxious about making an nsfw alt here because bluesky still doesn’t support private accounts. i made one anyway, but it took a lot out of me. i deal with paranoia and other mental health issues and this kind of thing can spiral into something really serious for me.

// If you discover an alt, KEEP THAT TO YOURSELF. It is never acceptable to call someone out, hint about it, or share it with others. it’s a personal space that exists seperately FOR A REASON.

…

i mean . that’s a possibility .
dunno much ‘bout that timeline to be frank .