arm check
gained a lot. im so flabby now. trying not to let it get me down
arm check
gained a lot. im so flabby now. trying not to let it get me down
very blurry photos bc my tremors r so bad rn. i can feel the extra fat all over my body and its driving me insane. i dont know my bmi
but i must have gained back into the 19s :(
very blurry photos bc my tremors r so bad rn. i can feel the extra fat all over my body and its driving me insane. i dont know my bmi
but i must have gained back into the 19s :(
im so fuckng tired and i dont remember taking either of these pictures even though it was just a few hours ago
#lemonwatersky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
im so fuckng tired and i dont remember taking either of these pictures even though it was just a few hours ago
#lemonwatersky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
dysmorphia episode so bad i thought i was going to throw up from self hatred. anyway since im a pathological narcissist, here r some selfies lol. i am simultaneously abhorrent to behold, and an object of lustful desire. or something like that.
im so tired of this disorder
dysmorphia episode so bad i thought i was going to throw up from self hatred. anyway since im a pathological narcissist, here r some selfies lol. i am simultaneously abhorrent to behold, and an object of lustful desire. or something like that.
im so tired of this disorder
obvs these are posed but . my ribcage shows thru this shirt hello ??
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
obvs these are posed but . my ribcage shows thru this shirt hello ??
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
ik it looks warped but its just a weird angle and a weird tub.
anyway i wish i could rip apart the very fabric of my being and stitch it back together into something lovable haha ♡
ik it looks warped but its just a weird angle and a weird tub.
anyway i wish i could rip apart the very fabric of my being and stitch it back together into something lovable haha ♡
(and everyone who already had their face eaten is just like "i warned u bro")
(and everyone who already had their face eaten is just like "i warned u bro")
guess my bmi pls ? 🥺 i cant get an accurate weight cuz my tummy is super badly flared , but last time i weighed it put me in bmi 19s again :( i feel like i look smaller but i genuinely cant tell, i wish my body would be normal
—🍵
#edsky #caterpillarsky
guess my bmi pls ? 🥺 i cant get an accurate weight cuz my tummy is super badly flared , but last time i weighed it put me in bmi 19s again :( i feel like i look smaller but i genuinely cant tell, i wish my body would be normal
—🍵
#edsky #caterpillarsky
playing w my new stim toy (hip bone)
psychosis is so wild bc why can i feel the fat bubbling and swelling under my skin and why does it remind me of when i got my top surgery drains yanked out but all over my body this time
playing w my new stim toy (hip bone)
psychosis is so wild bc why can i feel the fat bubbling and swelling under my skin and why does it remind me of when i got my top surgery drains yanked out but all over my body this time