It sucks when it happens but it does happen. Happened to me with Little nightmares 3, my disappointment was huge and i was devastated, but hey, i saved money thanks to the wait and see rule. (Also a friend later got it and we beat it in co-op so no loss there).

like i always said with games or consoles you are not sure about: Let other people buy them first, look at gameplay/preview videos and judge if it's worth it or not.

The only real advice i can give if you are using only a a single monitor to stream is lower a couple setting in OBS to improve performance. I was streaming from a laptop for years and when it was time to let it go, i had to lower the settings on OBS to make it work the last streams i did with it.

The blue has giving in

Doctor's orders: To start making stuff that makes me happy again and just exist in general, so i will try and attempt the Inktober thingie... Themes? Non really, just will try to draw something every day of the month. Wish me luck.