ужас жена не в тренде не хайповая✋👎 геншин уже не так популярен по сравнению с другими гачами

but i lost it and can't stop missing this kind of engagement
also i think in order to build a particularly bad audience that will stab you in the back at any moment you need to act accordingly yourself. i'm not interested in starting drama or sth

i'm aware of the horrors but it's still something what i want. i had people acting weird around me and my art in the past, stealing my stuff etc. i choose to value positive feedback more. i had like ~10 people invested in my ocs in the past and it made me sm happier

and these places gave me what i wanted. same with bsky, even if it's not a lot. idk, it's hard to post stuff anywhere when your skill is mid, you can't draw often but still dream of becoming a niche internet micro celebrity since you were 13

i still want to post on twitter sometimes, maybe fanarts at least, but getting no attention makes me feel pathetic. in the past i was posting my art in the most cursed places like the sketch app or google+ simply because i wanted attention

thank youu!!💛

bsky.app/profile/grey... it's his sister :)