if i had a nickel for every time this happened to me i would have at least two nickels.

even worse when they start dating each other like ok now nobody does anything together anymore and the group is dead

friend groups are nice but there’s always favorites and it’s never me so i always just end up alone and feeling like shit by the end of it.

i dont get new clothes or haircuts either. i dont get to feel like i look decent. i just feel hideous and unwanted and miserable. wearing the same clothes for years and never looking nice. i don’t have a single thing about my life that’s enjoyable. i really would rather be dead

i dont get enough to eat, i dont get to do anything fun, i dont get to leave the house unless its for a medical appointment or to do laundry. it feels like im some neglected animal just being kept alive for the sake of it

“IM FREE” says guy still behind bars

atp i’m just dating fictional characters in my head and going crazy. real people never make any effort to understand me and it feels like i’m just always trying so hard to explain myself endlessly and never getting anywhere

“inauthentic behavior” and all i did was retweet petplay and furry art Can’t have shit because of woke

i have a therapist now but i dont think i am going to be mentioning this in our second session……….. im not weirddd i swearrrrr im so normallllll ahhhhhhh