... i can’t stand being pushed in this wayˏ and i wish i had any one person or monster to help me through it—but i don’t.

when i’m only fated to grieveˏ what else can i do but wilt.ᐣ

so i do; i wiltˏ wiltˏ and wiltˏ because i must. it’s what this world wants of me ... that’s what i think.

i can’t understand why i endlessly run away.

i guess ... it’s usually because i’m scaredˏ or because i don’t know what to do when i’ve been cornered; all i’ve been met with in life is lossˏ you should know that better than anyoneˏ so ... it breaks meˏ time and time again.

you know how i amˏ right.ᐣ a big crybaby.

i ... wish i understood myself. like ... fundamentallyˏ i mean. where my thoughtsˏ my feelings originate ... why everything that comprises who i am feels so intrinsically 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨.

it’s the only constant in my life; it’s all that i’ve ever known.

⠀⤹⠀⠀out⠀⠀of⠀⠀character⠀⠀.ᐟ

hiiii :)

⠀⤹⠀⠀out⠀⠀of⠀⠀character⠀⠀.ᐟ

haiiiii jo

⠀⤹⠀⠀out⠀⠀of⠀⠀character⠀⠀.ᐟ

i gotta die and disappear for another week 🤫

⠀⤹⠀⠀out⠀⠀of⠀⠀character⠀⠀.ᐟ

you will Regret this. just so you know

⠀⤹⠀⠀out⠀⠀of⠀⠀character⠀⠀.ᐟ

i wasn't even involved either

⠀⤹⠀⠀out⠀⠀of⠀⠀character⠀⠀.ᐟ

i do not deserve fans. do not be a fan of me