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JohvanTheGamer

@johvanthegamer.bsky.social

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🏳️‍🌈 Poly, gay, neurodivergent / author, streamer, content creator https://liinks.co/johvanthecontentcreator NSFW: https://onlyfans.com/johvanversking

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · Jul 9

I'm back after a small hiatus and Pride adventures. Help me find my old mutuals??

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 1d

Releasing almost a year's worth of anxiety and negative emotions the day before world mental health day?? I kind of ate that up and I didn't even know it

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 1d

I believe in you

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 1d

Also anyone waiting for a follow up, I've said all I need to say, and I can't wait to stop having panic attacks when I see prominent members of other communities who don't even follow me in my stream wondering if they're spying and reporting back. All I've wanted was to forget the whole nightmare.

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 1d

Words can not describe how much lighter I feel. Thank you everyone who checked in on me

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 2d

Thank you so much, I appreciate you even when being a chaos gremlin ❤️❤️❤️

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 2d

Unfortunately Twitch is really connected and after years communities do start to blend, and things get noticed. I tried my best to stay silent even when asked about it, and I appreciate you trying to keep that distance ❤️

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 2d

I understand this might look ugly and people, close to the situation or not, might unfollow. I don't care. I'm sick of feeling like I'm in a prison where they get to do whatever they want while if I were to say or do anything in return would make me even more the bad guy.

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 2d

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 2d

I've spent the past couple months absolutely terrified of hanging around my friends or making new ones because my words and actions might get misinterpreted. I'm sick of it, and I deserve to tell my side of the story that's getting thrown out there anyway.

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 2d

I'm so glad I lived long enough to see pigeons get their job back except now they're delivering for a dispensary

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 3d

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 3d

Thank you 🥰

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 4d

That's part of me being cute, duh

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 4d

A selfie so the gays remember I'm cute

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 6d

I asked a guy on Grindr to tell me about himself and he sent a minute long voice note 😭 (I'm kind of into that energy tho)

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 7d

All that to say I love being invited to things but I'm slow to do the inviting because I don't want to come on strong lol

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 7d

Tbh I absolutely adore all of my mutuals, even new ones I just met, I'm just careful because giving too much energy to someone who doesn't want it is just as bad as not getting equal energy in return

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 8d

Leave my bussy trail alone

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 8d

What are the 17 types?

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 9d

I've actually had 20k views on my OF lol which is why I considered switching to PPV cause clearly there's interest, just not enough to pay for the sub first 😩

JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 9d

Sometimes I get a little shy and nervous about the audience I'm building. Like is my content really that good?

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 10d

Omg todoroki

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JohvanTheGamer @johvanthegamer.bsky.social · 11d

I know the gays are way too into size when they're making fun of MISTER INTERNATIONAL contestants for not having big bulges

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