شاہد بازی
jonniboi1421.bsky.social
شاہد بازی
@jonniboi1421.bsky.social
He/They
My poetry page. Got suspended on twitter (same account name) so I came here - btw, poetry insta: https://www.instagram.com/20fresh_breeze00/
So you can run for governor before 18 but can‘t vote lol? That’s wild
November 29, 2025 at 3:06 AM
How is this even legal lol
November 29, 2025 at 2:03 AM
The idea that it’s a choice also justifies conversion therapy. Believing queerness is a choice also justifies conversion therapy, which also makes many queer rights laws null and void.
November 29, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Probably because Biden didn’t call him a slur
November 29, 2025 at 12:35 AM
Exactly lol
November 29, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Also the whole thing about violating the man‘s property, and not causing trauma on the woman. It’s like “you can’t insult my sibling, only I can” but make it about sexual violence
November 29, 2025 at 12:17 AM
I don’t want to lose a huge swath of people I’ve known and loved my whole life. ESPECIALLY not my parents.

Fin. /8
November 28, 2025 at 7:20 AM
However, something that scares me about transitioning - and hence, improving my life to get to that point - is that I don’t know if/think I’ll ever see my parents again. I’m pretty sure I’ll be excommunicated from my masjid.
/7
November 28, 2025 at 7:20 AM
So now demotivation-based depression isn’t just bad psychologically, but it literally is preventing me from transitioning, which is maintaining my gender dysphoria, which creates a negative feedback loop. So I really need to find a way to motivate myself to live, not just survive.
/6
November 28, 2025 at 7:17 AM
I’m pretty sure I haven’t done anything that’d actually help me move out because of this defeatist - honestly that’s not even a strong enough word, I think a better one would be “fatalistic“ - attitude.
/5
November 28, 2025 at 7:16 AM
This is doubly so from a religious standpoint, because “if I’m not even able to get Allah’s love except through living in a costume for my whole life, why should I expect better from my parents?” The problem with this mindset is that it really stagnates you in many other aspects of life.
/4
November 28, 2025 at 7:14 AM
It’s something I’m working on to. I thought I had worked through most of the internalized transphobia but it turns out living with transphobic family since having had come out to them can re-introduce stuff.
/3
November 28, 2025 at 7:11 AM
2: This hits pretty close to home for me as a trans person. I read several posts from various people talking about how we need self-love of ourselves despite transphobia, and the toxic coping mechanisms some other talked about using in their past - or present - while working on self acceptance.
/2
November 28, 2025 at 7:09 AM
And it gets really hard sometimes explaining how "I'm a man but not like that/I'm a 'man' who's nonbinary and wants to look kinda like a woman" works.

Fin. /3
November 27, 2025 at 7:30 PM
Like yeah I do/have genuinely felt gender euphoria from performing masculinity, or having certain male bio features, but I also have dysphoria from not performing femininity and not having female bio features.
/2
November 27, 2025 at 7:29 PM
This also applies to transfemme enbies who do actually have some connection to masculinity/maleness, at least speaking from personal experience.
/1
November 27, 2025 at 7:29 PM
They think that mass murdering children for non-deity appeasing reasons is somehow better than child sacrifice - and they were still committing genocide with religious justification anyways!
November 27, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Ngl some of what you described sounds like Omori, especially the give up part
November 27, 2025 at 6:18 AM
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Trans rights are human rights.

There's no other way.
November 27, 2025 at 6:00 AM
I've seen a friend on mine post about this on their insta, but like, how true is this? And by true I'm also/moreso asking "why", not so much "did he actually employ zionists?", though that is still nonetheless part of the question, albeit lesser.
November 27, 2025 at 6:11 AM
You really shoulda took a look at my account posting history before replying to me with this
November 27, 2025 at 4:29 AM