Jsaysyay (James)
@jsaysyay.bsky.social
Plant enthusiast (obsessed). 🌈 y’know the rest, of course i also like foreign music among many other types, and of course i’m fascinated by history, etc etc
(finally a profile of most all parts of myself fully open)
(finally a profile of most all parts of myself fully open)
well my birthday a week ago was fun. also remembered just a moment ago that now twenty years ago was when i joked my sister and i were “7-11” in reference to the store
October 6, 2025 at 1:17 AM
well my birthday a week ago was fun. also remembered just a moment ago that now twenty years ago was when i joked my sister and i were “7-11” in reference to the store
August 6, 2025 at 9:30 PM
brb have just gone on a whole life and perspective shift in the last couple months (finally have found myself wanting to use media to socialize)
August 2, 2025 at 8:57 PM
brb have just gone on a whole life and perspective shift in the last couple months (finally have found myself wanting to use media to socialize)
pride month was so good to me, i dont even know how i’d put it into words but i’ve noticed improvements in myself i wouldn’t even have considered so quickly possible. though now i desire to make all months i experience pride months because surprise surprise community is like super necessary
July 4, 2025 at 7:59 PM
pride month was so good to me, i dont even know how i’d put it into words but i’ve noticed improvements in myself i wouldn’t even have considered so quickly possible. though now i desire to make all months i experience pride months because surprise surprise community is like super necessary
was definitely running on high for a while there, absolutely crashed the last couple days though. hoping that my plan of not looking at weather to force my OCD to stop doing the thing helps me get out of this short slump in energy
at the same time i have done more recently than i have in like years
at the same time i have done more recently than i have in like years
June 18, 2025 at 2:04 AM
was definitely running on high for a while there, absolutely crashed the last couple days though. hoping that my plan of not looking at weather to force my OCD to stop doing the thing helps me get out of this short slump in energy
at the same time i have done more recently than i have in like years
at the same time i have done more recently than i have in like years
imaginarily shaking myself by the shoulders like, “YOU ARE NOT TRYING TO CULTIVATE AN IMAGE, YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING WHO WANTS TO LIVE AND LOVE FREELY”
June 11, 2025 at 7:01 AM
imaginarily shaking myself by the shoulders like, “YOU ARE NOT TRYING TO CULTIVATE AN IMAGE, YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING WHO WANTS TO LIVE AND LOVE FREELY”
it’s fascinating how far ptown (provincetown for all those out-of-state-ers) feels even though i haven’t left the state. feeling a deep sense of peace here as a 🌈 gay guy
June 6, 2025 at 8:29 PM
it’s fascinating how far ptown (provincetown for all those out-of-state-ers) feels even though i haven’t left the state. feeling a deep sense of peace here as a 🌈 gay guy
oopsies disappeared from social media again. been quite busy getting fully back into the swing of gardening
#nature #photo #eastcoastkin
#nature #photo #eastcoastkin
May 25, 2025 at 7:20 AM
oopsies disappeared from social media again. been quite busy getting fully back into the swing of gardening
#nature #photo #eastcoastkin
#nature #photo #eastcoastkin
April 22, 2025 at 10:38 PM
used astrology to pick the best possible time to go to a rage room
and well, i can now certainly say i’m ready to sleep now to start taurus season lol, went absolutely crazy it was great
and well, i can now certainly say i’m ready to sleep now to start taurus season lol, went absolutely crazy it was great
April 20, 2025 at 1:35 AM
used astrology to pick the best possible time to go to a rage room
and well, i can now certainly say i’m ready to sleep now to start taurus season lol, went absolutely crazy it was great
and well, i can now certainly say i’m ready to sleep now to start taurus season lol, went absolutely crazy it was great
april [snow]ers bring may flowers… ❄️❄️❄️
ah the joys of new england. photo from just a bit ago
ah the joys of new england. photo from just a bit ago
April 11, 2025 at 8:51 AM
april [snow]ers bring may flowers… ❄️❄️❄️
ah the joys of new england. photo from just a bit ago
ah the joys of new england. photo from just a bit ago
spent about several hours today nearly screaming with joy over the entire nintendo switch 2 direct, then went online to see i am not the most popular opinion lmao. wont stop me though
April 3, 2025 at 3:47 AM
spent about several hours today nearly screaming with joy over the entire nintendo switch 2 direct, then went online to see i am not the most popular opinion lmao. wont stop me though
been watching these like asmr walking tours around japan and while the main focus is settling my ever-racing mind, it also makes me realize this year i so want to plant loads of flowering trees, and more evergreens. like so much more of both to a point that may be seen as irrational.
April 3, 2025 at 3:44 AM
been watching these like asmr walking tours around japan and while the main focus is settling my ever-racing mind, it also makes me realize this year i so want to plant loads of flowering trees, and more evergreens. like so much more of both to a point that may be seen as irrational.
recently made a big discovery in regards to my OCD massively affecting my existence the last five years.
sure i feel a little better now knowing the beast to tackle
though breaking the harmful habits it’s formed is gonna be… a process. one i’ll be better for, but difficult nevertheless
sure i feel a little better now knowing the beast to tackle
though breaking the harmful habits it’s formed is gonna be… a process. one i’ll be better for, but difficult nevertheless
March 26, 2025 at 6:50 AM
recently made a big discovery in regards to my OCD massively affecting my existence the last five years.
sure i feel a little better now knowing the beast to tackle
though breaking the harmful habits it’s formed is gonna be… a process. one i’ll be better for, but difficult nevertheless
sure i feel a little better now knowing the beast to tackle
though breaking the harmful habits it’s formed is gonna be… a process. one i’ll be better for, but difficult nevertheless
surprising luck with using a literal yes or no wheel as divination like ok miss wheeldecide go off. used it and asked if i should call the power company about the power suddenly flicking off, but it said not to and then yes to if it’ll be back on soon, like 10 mins soon
was back on in less lol
was back on in less lol
March 22, 2025 at 1:03 AM
surprising luck with using a literal yes or no wheel as divination like ok miss wheeldecide go off. used it and asked if i should call the power company about the power suddenly flicking off, but it said not to and then yes to if it’ll be back on soon, like 10 mins soon
was back on in less lol
was back on in less lol
the irony of disappearing online for a few days due to stress over weather that is specifically neither predicted nor even as theoretically bad as other weather that was also fine, after years of doing the exact same thing and struggling to learn my lesson
(i’m making progress at healing!!)
(i’m making progress at healing!!)
March 15, 2025 at 4:18 AM
the irony of disappearing online for a few days due to stress over weather that is specifically neither predicted nor even as theoretically bad as other weather that was also fine, after years of doing the exact same thing and struggling to learn my lesson
(i’m making progress at healing!!)
(i’m making progress at healing!!)
permanent DST (or just moving to atlantic standard time) would heal some part of me tbh. got dark around 7pm, and thinking back to december when it was dark by 4:15?? not even a comparison
i made my bed today, walked outside, fed the birds, like wow
also here’s some lichens i saw on a log
i made my bed today, walked outside, fed the birds, like wow
also here’s some lichens i saw on a log
March 10, 2025 at 4:44 AM
permanent DST (or just moving to atlantic standard time) would heal some part of me tbh. got dark around 7pm, and thinking back to december when it was dark by 4:15?? not even a comparison
i made my bed today, walked outside, fed the birds, like wow
also here’s some lichens i saw on a log
i made my bed today, walked outside, fed the birds, like wow
also here’s some lichens i saw on a log
my commitment to loving snow is undeterred by the fact i had to use an old shovel like a pickaxe to get through a few inches of ice in the middle of the driveway
joyfully (not) the vibration has made my hands shaky & weak. yipee
joyfully (not) the vibration has made my hands shaky & weak. yipee
February 22, 2025 at 12:36 AM
my commitment to loving snow is undeterred by the fact i had to use an old shovel like a pickaxe to get through a few inches of ice in the middle of the driveway
joyfully (not) the vibration has made my hands shaky & weak. yipee
joyfully (not) the vibration has made my hands shaky & weak. yipee
having the time of my life in the middle of the night interacting a bunch online and fully expressing myself
no i have No Idea what my 6th house sagittarius moon has to do with any of this. none. at. all.
no i have No Idea what my 6th house sagittarius moon has to do with any of this. none. at. all.
February 19, 2025 at 9:51 AM
having the time of my life in the middle of the night interacting a bunch online and fully expressing myself
no i have No Idea what my 6th house sagittarius moon has to do with any of this. none. at. all.
no i have No Idea what my 6th house sagittarius moon has to do with any of this. none. at. all.
yipee [i spent a week stressing over weather] is over and that plus some really productive recent therapy sessions means i actually want to improve myself and interact! yay 🎉 🎊
February 19, 2025 at 9:09 AM
yipee [i spent a week stressing over weather] is over and that plus some really productive recent therapy sessions means i actually want to improve myself and interact! yay 🎉 🎊
it probably to do with the full moon being 11 seconds (yes, not even a degree) away from my natal mars, but this full moon has absolutely wrecked me. i’m so exhausted mentally, and now have to fully face deep seated fears around feeling secure in my environment. yipee…
The full moon in Leo is here and she’s bold, daring and challenging us to embrace our most authentic selves, (even when it’s uncomfortable to do so).
February 12, 2025 at 5:54 PM
it probably to do with the full moon being 11 seconds (yes, not even a degree) away from my natal mars, but this full moon has absolutely wrecked me. i’m so exhausted mentally, and now have to fully face deep seated fears around feeling secure in my environment. yipee…
probably irrationally thrilled by the combo of snow and it being -18°C/-2°F this morning. but hey it brings me joy so whatever
January 22, 2025 at 5:14 PM
probably irrationally thrilled by the combo of snow and it being -18°C/-2°F this morning. but hey it brings me joy so whatever
snow!!!!!!! woo!!!!!!!!! genuinely so excited by it that i went outside in my pj’s #snow #nature #arewedoinghashtagsidk
January 20, 2025 at 1:23 PM
snow!!!!!!! woo!!!!!!!!! genuinely so excited by it that i went outside in my pj’s #snow #nature #arewedoinghashtagsidk
this snow’s been around a good bit, just can’t wait till we get more. ideal world we don’t see ground till the end of march but c’est la vie i’ll just be happy with any and every bit of snow we can get
December 26, 2024 at 8:09 PM
this snow’s been around a good bit, just can’t wait till we get more. ideal world we don’t see ground till the end of march but c’est la vie i’ll just be happy with any and every bit of snow we can get