There’s a poignant statement to be made about how sad life is without a variety of things and people and how a world of white supremacists will be a miserable one because when everyone’s super nobody will be or something but I’m too busy for that at the moment

I’ve always been in support of diversity in movies and tv, but it’s so much more REAL when you’re one of the people being represented by it. Like holy shit yeah this super talented music artist whom I admire greatly sounds like me and looks like me?? Has similar life experience to me?? That’s magic

a story in two pictures lmfao

It’s a straightforward but severely faceted state of being that’s informed by a lifetime of wonky socializing and socioeconomic factors that come with living in a sprawl-y American city for my entire life. On the bright side, I’m not unhappy. I’m comfortable with spending most of my time on my own!

It’s not rational. Historically whenever I have friends I’ll always drop whatever I’m doing if they offer to hang out and I never feel slighted about it after the fact. The trouble is that it really stands in the way of me ACTIVELY spending time with and meeting people

I like having time on my own but more critically, I like having an uncluttered week. I work the same days and the same hours every week, I spend time with family within the same days and hours, I spend time with my girlfriend passively but actively within the same day and hours.. you get the picture

I’ve never had a terribly robust real-world social life outside of work, mostly because spending time with a solid majority of people feels more like an obligation/appointment than actually chilling out, something that has given me a lot of trouble for pretty much my whole life, especially w/ family

idk this feels wrong to say given how open-ended the pack *feels* but practically speaking when you're really trying to progress there are very few ways of actually progressing, and there's a LOT of jumping between packs in a pretty unsatisfying way given how incompatible many are.

this was when i was playing stoneblock 2 and i am now playing stoneblock 4. it feels considerably more buggy and less fleshed-out than stoneblock 2 did, and that genuinely makes me really sad!

obviously the solution here is making it so the reactor can shut itself down if it gets too hot but i'm feeling a little indignant about this. this motherfucker is hooked up to not only its own power but also the power of my four fuel generators that have not gone off in HOURS

shoutout to albums that deeply and emotionally touch me at pivotal times in my life. they are my favorite albums

Unlike a rapidly growing number of trans people I know I do still have treasure in my sack of wonders but it’s all fools gold, they don’t do anything anymore. My suspicion is that no T + no E = Bad

I do not want 808s or rap verses in my Christmas music. Go back to the big bands or so help me god I will bah humbug your ass