[ELL-Finalis]
@lapirian.observer
Recorder of the Astrolabe | Candidate for Primate Murder | Lambda | Inheritor of ELL | Anti-Social | Misanthropic | Vague-Poster | Shitposter | Part of the Mean Gang
I say and do as I please. I do not take social media seriously. None of you are real.
I say and do as I please. I do not take social media seriously. None of you are real.
Pinned
Post About Me: I am an observer and chronicler of worlds. I have finished my thesis on humanity and I am left with wanting.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
Depression Downswing Ditty
December 7, 2025 at 3:07 AM
Depression Downswing Ditty
Consign: Etuonesta vie Narshaldeus
Consign Code Lambda - Lorel Metra Iggies Anise Yanna Areshald Adelhaidis
Inheritor Code Etuonesta vie Narshaldeus - Quon Mantling
Consign Code Lambda - Lorel Metra Iggies Anise Yanna Areshald Adelhaidis
Inheritor Code Etuonesta vie Narshaldeus - Quon Mantling
December 6, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Consign: Etuonesta vie Narshaldeus
Consign Code Lambda - Lorel Metra Iggies Anise Yanna Areshald Adelhaidis
Inheritor Code Etuonesta vie Narshaldeus - Quon Mantling
Consign Code Lambda - Lorel Metra Iggies Anise Yanna Areshald Adelhaidis
Inheritor Code Etuonesta vie Narshaldeus - Quon Mantling
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my experience trying to get people to read umineko since completing it
November 12, 2025 at 11:52 PM
my experience trying to get people to read umineko since completing it
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@lapirian.observer is sleeping I gotta gay post fast
i like when girls have big brown eyes
December 6, 2025 at 6:23 PM
@lapirian.observer is sleeping I gotta gay post fast
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December 6, 2025 at 6:17 AM
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I drew this! And talked this!
I have tons of feelings about FFT and Matsuno's oeuvre, so I was pumped to hop on and gush (seriously, we talk about WW2 dioramas and namedrop Crimson Shroud and Dungeon Explorers)
Also I think the cover came out OK!p
(I'm afraid to listen but I hope people enjoy🙏)
I have tons of feelings about FFT and Matsuno's oeuvre, so I was pumped to hop on and gush (seriously, we talk about WW2 dioramas and namedrop Crimson Shroud and Dungeon Explorers)
Also I think the cover came out OK!p
(I'm afraid to listen but I hope people enjoy🙏)
October 27, 2025 at 12:49 PM
I drew this! And talked this!
I have tons of feelings about FFT and Matsuno's oeuvre, so I was pumped to hop on and gush (seriously, we talk about WW2 dioramas and namedrop Crimson Shroud and Dungeon Explorers)
Also I think the cover came out OK!p
(I'm afraid to listen but I hope people enjoy🙏)
I have tons of feelings about FFT and Matsuno's oeuvre, so I was pumped to hop on and gush (seriously, we talk about WW2 dioramas and namedrop Crimson Shroud and Dungeon Explorers)
Also I think the cover came out OK!p
(I'm afraid to listen but I hope people enjoy🙏)
Standing at the edge of tomorrow.
This world would erase me. Would see my wife as someone else's. Would see me cast aside and forgotten.
Would see my body decay and fade away. Doctors would sooner try to kill me.
Humans are my true Anathema. The great virus. A plague.
This world would erase me. Would see my wife as someone else's. Would see me cast aside and forgotten.
Would see my body decay and fade away. Doctors would sooner try to kill me.
Humans are my true Anathema. The great virus. A plague.
December 6, 2025 at 9:44 AM
Standing at the edge of tomorrow.
This world would erase me. Would see my wife as someone else's. Would see me cast aside and forgotten.
Would see my body decay and fade away. Doctors would sooner try to kill me.
Humans are my true Anathema. The great virus. A plague.
This world would erase me. Would see my wife as someone else's. Would see me cast aside and forgotten.
Would see my body decay and fade away. Doctors would sooner try to kill me.
Humans are my true Anathema. The great virus. A plague.
Tired of everyone giving me pushback when I'm right. Every human can go fuck themselves.
December 6, 2025 at 8:45 AM
Tired of everyone giving me pushback when I'm right. Every human can go fuck themselves.
"Humans are as down bad as you think they are. And if you think they are already, they're even worse than that."
Me. Today.
...
I don't get any of you.
Me. Today.
...
I don't get any of you.
December 5, 2025 at 11:59 PM
"Humans are as down bad as you think they are. And if you think they are already, they're even worse than that."
Me. Today.
...
I don't get any of you.
Me. Today.
...
I don't get any of you.
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Never Regretty Spaghetti 🍝
December 5, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Never Regretty Spaghetti 🍝
Still haven't done my shot. I think this makes it a full week and change. Or I lost count.
I'm not mentally well sure, but I can't in any reasonable way say it's because of missing my shot. It's been that chaotic.
And now... I constantly feel like I'm breaking. So I can't determine the situation.
I'm not mentally well sure, but I can't in any reasonable way say it's because of missing my shot. It's been that chaotic.
And now... I constantly feel like I'm breaking. So I can't determine the situation.
December 5, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Still haven't done my shot. I think this makes it a full week and change. Or I lost count.
I'm not mentally well sure, but I can't in any reasonable way say it's because of missing my shot. It's been that chaotic.
And now... I constantly feel like I'm breaking. So I can't determine the situation.
I'm not mentally well sure, but I can't in any reasonable way say it's because of missing my shot. It's been that chaotic.
And now... I constantly feel like I'm breaking. So I can't determine the situation.
My mom and I both had a deep love for music. I imagine most people love music... but it was an integral part of our lives and how we saw the world.
Despite that. We shared very few songs together.
One of my favorite songs... one of the few she liked of mine, resonates now
youtu.be/LfAOQL7iqm4?...
Despite that. We shared very few songs together.
One of my favorite songs... one of the few she liked of mine, resonates now
youtu.be/LfAOQL7iqm4?...
maybe tomorrow （Xenosaga III ending theme）
YouTube video by Yuki Kajiura - Topic
youtu.be
December 5, 2025 at 7:33 PM
My mom and I both had a deep love for music. I imagine most people love music... but it was an integral part of our lives and how we saw the world.
Despite that. We shared very few songs together.
One of my favorite songs... one of the few she liked of mine, resonates now
youtu.be/LfAOQL7iqm4?...
Despite that. We shared very few songs together.
One of my favorite songs... one of the few she liked of mine, resonates now
youtu.be/LfAOQL7iqm4?...
youtu.be/Tk7X1pdoboI?...
"From that point onwards I began to write down plans for a crime as if I had gone mad."
"To question which future might be the best and what circumstances might satisfy me..."
"I wrote these tales of endless October 4th to 5th, embellished with this illusion of magic."
"From that point onwards I began to write down plans for a crime as if I had gone mad."
"To question which future might be the best and what circumstances might satisfy me..."
"I wrote these tales of endless October 4th to 5th, embellished with this illusion of magic."
Far - Umineko no Naku Koro ni : Episode 3
YouTube video by Jenny McLesbian
youtu.be
December 5, 2025 at 4:51 PM
youtu.be/Tk7X1pdoboI?...
"From that point onwards I began to write down plans for a crime as if I had gone mad."
"To question which future might be the best and what circumstances might satisfy me..."
"I wrote these tales of endless October 4th to 5th, embellished with this illusion of magic."
"From that point onwards I began to write down plans for a crime as if I had gone mad."
"To question which future might be the best and what circumstances might satisfy me..."
"I wrote these tales of endless October 4th to 5th, embellished with this illusion of magic."
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im too tired of people
a girl in a green dress is standing in the grass next to a red watering can .
ALT: a girl in a green dress is standing in the grass next to a red watering can .
media.tenor.com
December 4, 2025 at 7:59 PM
im too tired of people
Decided against shutting down for now.
I am going to be more isolationist and increasingly more aggressive though.
Maybe people will get the fucking picture.
I am going to be more isolationist and increasingly more aggressive though.
Maybe people will get the fucking picture.
a turtle is crawling on the sidewalk next to a person 's leg
ALT: a turtle is crawling on the sidewalk next to a person 's leg
media.tenor.com
December 4, 2025 at 10:58 AM
Decided against shutting down for now.
I am going to be more isolationist and increasingly more aggressive though.
Maybe people will get the fucking picture.
I am going to be more isolationist and increasingly more aggressive though.
Maybe people will get the fucking picture.
Decided to resign myself to the fact I'm going to be sick again tomorrow because I couldn't recover right today.
The resignation is because this has been a problem for a month and change now.
It's out of my control anyway. Like so many other things.
Oh well. Time to do some REAL Sans hours.
The resignation is because this has been a problem for a month and change now.
It's out of my control anyway. Like so many other things.
Oh well. Time to do some REAL Sans hours.
December 4, 2025 at 6:51 AM
Decided to resign myself to the fact I'm going to be sick again tomorrow because I couldn't recover right today.
The resignation is because this has been a problem for a month and change now.
It's out of my control anyway. Like so many other things.
Oh well. Time to do some REAL Sans hours.
The resignation is because this has been a problem for a month and change now.
It's out of my control anyway. Like so many other things.
Oh well. Time to do some REAL Sans hours.
Unrelated to anything in particular, I'm probably gonna shut my account down again soon
The human species is kinda just gross and places like Twitter and Bluesky are the perfect examples of these things, bringing out the worst in the species
I dunno. Y'all need to log off, lawyer up an hit the gym
The human species is kinda just gross and places like Twitter and Bluesky are the perfect examples of these things, bringing out the worst in the species
I dunno. Y'all need to log off, lawyer up an hit the gym
December 4, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Unrelated to anything in particular, I'm probably gonna shut my account down again soon
The human species is kinda just gross and places like Twitter and Bluesky are the perfect examples of these things, bringing out the worst in the species
I dunno. Y'all need to log off, lawyer up an hit the gym
The human species is kinda just gross and places like Twitter and Bluesky are the perfect examples of these things, bringing out the worst in the species
I dunno. Y'all need to log off, lawyer up an hit the gym
I feel like glass right now.
I'm having a hard time expressing myself. But that is definitely what I feel.
I feel like glass that is about to break.
I'm having a hard time expressing myself. But that is definitely what I feel.
I feel like glass that is about to break.
December 3, 2025 at 7:41 AM
I feel like glass right now.
I'm having a hard time expressing myself. But that is definitely what I feel.
I feel like glass that is about to break.
I'm having a hard time expressing myself. But that is definitely what I feel.
I feel like glass that is about to break.
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My foes bring me nothing but woes...
Right now I am looking to stow those, I suppose 💙
Is a nice repose too on the nose? 😂
Right now I am looking to stow those, I suppose 💙
Is a nice repose too on the nose? 😂
December 3, 2025 at 2:48 AM
My foes bring me nothing but woes...
Right now I am looking to stow those, I suppose 💙
Is a nice repose too on the nose? 😂
Right now I am looking to stow those, I suppose 💙
Is a nice repose too on the nose? 😂
Revali and his theme make me cry like a little bitch sometimes. (Okay, his theme does it most of the time)
I dunno. It's complicated. Just thought I'd share this random thought.
I dunno. It's complicated. Just thought I'd share this random thought.
December 2, 2025 at 3:47 PM
Revali and his theme make me cry like a little bitch sometimes. (Okay, his theme does it most of the time)
I dunno. It's complicated. Just thought I'd share this random thought.
I dunno. It's complicated. Just thought I'd share this random thought.
As is typical of my cursed existence. I spent the last four or so days suffering, convulsing violently and vomiting.
Passed out after losing my dinner. Woke up at 3-4 AM and have been desperately trying to go back to sleep so I wouldn't be faced with the other thing that creates distortion.
Passed out after losing my dinner. Woke up at 3-4 AM and have been desperately trying to go back to sleep so I wouldn't be faced with the other thing that creates distortion.
December 2, 2025 at 2:26 PM
As is typical of my cursed existence. I spent the last four or so days suffering, convulsing violently and vomiting.
Passed out after losing my dinner. Woke up at 3-4 AM and have been desperately trying to go back to sleep so I wouldn't be faced with the other thing that creates distortion.
Passed out after losing my dinner. Woke up at 3-4 AM and have been desperately trying to go back to sleep so I wouldn't be faced with the other thing that creates distortion.
What happens if you're the one alone in the dark and you were the light that allowed everyone else to see?
What happens when the light goes out.
Or if it leaves entirely.
I'm... there's so little left. I have nothing left to give I think.
What happens when the light goes out.
Or if it leaves entirely.
I'm... there's so little left. I have nothing left to give I think.
November 30, 2025 at 2:24 AM
What happens if you're the one alone in the dark and you were the light that allowed everyone else to see?
What happens when the light goes out.
Or if it leaves entirely.
I'm... there's so little left. I have nothing left to give I think.
What happens when the light goes out.
Or if it leaves entirely.
I'm... there's so little left. I have nothing left to give I think.
Hey y'all, I *think* America might have a Pedophile problem...
I don't have a metric fuck-ton of evidence yet or anything, but I have this *weird feeling* that America might have a Pedophile problem...
...
Hey y'all, I *think* America might---
I don't have a metric fuck-ton of evidence yet or anything, but I have this *weird feeling* that America might have a Pedophile problem...
...
Hey y'all, I *think* America might---
November 29, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Hey y'all, I *think* America might have a Pedophile problem...
I don't have a metric fuck-ton of evidence yet or anything, but I have this *weird feeling* that America might have a Pedophile problem...
...
Hey y'all, I *think* America might---
I don't have a metric fuck-ton of evidence yet or anything, but I have this *weird feeling* that America might have a Pedophile problem...
...
Hey y'all, I *think* America might---