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Jax

@lockquinn.bsky.social

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Artist · storyteller · worldbuilder Digital artist building strange little worlds one brushstroke at a time. ✨Can find me here: https://linktr.ee/lockquinn Banner by Kazideus

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Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · Nov 18

Ello! I'm Lockie! I draw, play games, and role-play(sometimes). I spend most of my time on my server (Link in comments below). Feel free to join! 💕 You can share and promote your art! My species is in there too! Like my new Kanikai Equines!

#art #group #discord

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 12h

Bonus. Jax as a doggo with wings!

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More kitty Jax 🐈‍⬛

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Wanted to see what Jax looks like as a doggo. 🤔

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 16h

Simplifying Jax so I can make emotes... hopefully.

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Kitty Jax

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Jax as a Tiger on @kazideus.bsky.social base!

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 13d

MY BABY GIRL! SHE LOOKS AMAZING!!! Thank you! 🫂💞

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Kazideus @kazideus.bsky.social · 13d

Com for @lockquinn.bsky.social

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 13d

ko-fi.com/s/02e2d11e0c

Gryphon base - Lockie's Ko-fi Shop

- A layered PDS & CSP file of 3518x2969 px is provided in the download - After purchase; Feel free to use the base for adopts or a character referenc...

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 13d

Gryphon Base on my Kofi! Link in comments

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Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

YES! 100% Well said!

Heck yes. I'm going with Jax. New Sona too. I'm excited. I'm still working on it all their forms but soooooon!

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

🫶 You're so sweet! 💞

I don't have the energy to spend on these people anymore though. They drained me so I think its makes more sense to learn, grow and spend my energy on people who matter!

I just wanted to inform my followers to not bamboozle them with a sudden name change.

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

Thank you for the suggestion. I will take a look.

I have been seeing professionals, and they all said I have a logical/task-oriented social style. They just labeled it by gender, which is confusing. It just took me years to accept it because of how I was being alienated and trying to blend.

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

I'm very heavily leaning toward changing my name. Not username, Lockquinn, but what I prefer to be called as a person. I think it's time to start a new chapter and leave behind the person I was. Thank you to those who stuck with me as I self-reflect and grow. It's been a difficult few years.

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

Heh, I don't think you're a dick. You just know what you want in a friendship, and that's honestly admirable. I didn't realize what was going on with me. So even when I set boundaries, they were weak. It made me act/feel chaotic. No more of that, hopefully. (I do have to break a 30+ year old habit.)

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

Sad part, they don't see it that way. It's up to me to communicate the differences. And even if I do explain, I'm task-oriented. I do not think they care to understand my point of view. It's easier to assume I'm cold and a terrible friend than to understand a different social type.

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

🫂💞

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

With that said. I have chosen to be more true to myself, I don’t have to perform someone else’s style to be worthy or to be enough. Yes I will learn to communicate better now that I know where I stand, but I will also protect and forgive myself.

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

I've been told I'm cold even though I have given years of my time and effort to adapt to the emotional style. But it was never enough. I felt that most of the emotional style always wanted more more more. Even my recent friendships ended cause I didn't give enough emotional validation.

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

Someone on Reddit put the differences simple:

When someone says something rude or arrogant, a response could be:

Thinker (me): Why would they say that?
Feeler : How could they say that?

Jax @lockquinn.bsky.social · 14d

I recently came to terms with the fact that I have a logical social style. This has opened up my eyes to a lot of relationship problems I've been facing. And I'm looking for more people out there who are like me. I feel incredibly alone and misunderstood by the other side.

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New OC

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Jax \o/