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lymepers.bsky.social
🏳️‍⚧️emyL🔞
@lymepers.bsky.social
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diary brain slop
genderfluid/masc presenting :(
evilevilbadevilbadbad account!! I only rly use this if I'm hiding off twt lol (same user)
I don't think I'm very good at this "socialising" thing,,,, , or the "maintaining friendships" one either ,,,,,,,,,,
November 13, 2025 at 5:59 PM
aw wait I was close to spiralling again but that's a rly good discovery it's not exclusive to them I'm generally just unstable yippee
I don't rly feel it to j as much so I thought it was js them but 12 minutes in I'm boutta blow my shit shmoove off icl gng
November 13, 2025 at 5:58 PM
idk chopped clapped killing myself etc gouging out my stomach sotrue
November 13, 2025 at 2:24 PM
even j isn't like this but I highk prefer ppl being kinda mean n honest than making me feel better like,, self improvement would make me feel so much better in the long term?? prolly???
November 13, 2025 at 2:23 PM
hwehe still remember j talking abt my ref sheet that was nice
thinking abt it tho body wise a lot of compliments feel hollow or like if I go "I'm fat asf" n ppl are like naw you ain't like
wdym
I literally am you don't gotta pretend
November 13, 2025 at 2:23 PM
ioknow this a deep cut but I remember kasha talking abt compliments grossing her out I get it but stuff from the right ppl (2) idm
idk if they got the same thing or naw I'd delete the last ones but they've already seen it looowwlllll
November 13, 2025 at 2:21 PM
kinda brought that upon myself lmao
it's better tho the last bit icked me tf out ik I'm js complimenting but it lowk reads like I'm coming onto them or tryna be flirty maybe idk
person who never flirts and doesn't understand attraction
November 13, 2025 at 2:20 PM
I wonder how long it'd take to notice if I snuck onto one of these
November 13, 2025 at 2:10 PM
like I'd prefer seen so ik they're js taking time to respond idk
November 13, 2025 at 12:00 PM
I did say I'd give them more time to respond before deleting everything but "last online" be fucking me up fr
November 13, 2025 at 12:00 PM
every time I send a response I feel like I horrifically fucked things up idk if it's lowk valid or if I js need to work on that
November 12, 2025 at 9:46 PM
wait actually maybe it's ok
November 12, 2025 at 9:46 PM
I actually wanna purge so bad it's not even funny
November 12, 2025 at 3:12 PM
like I had one on lunch break n took another one for later bc I was justifying it by not eating dinner but holy shit 800??????
November 12, 2025 at 3:11 PM
I don't wanna think abt it I'm js gonna shower n hope everythings fixed by the time I wake up (delusional)
November 12, 2025 at 3:09 PM
hm actually idk it might still be over
November 12, 2025 at 3:08 PM
oh yh wait I can use twt again now rip bsky
I'll still post images here tho ig yay
November 12, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I might have too rigid of a separation between online friends n like friend friends yknow
like online ppl aren't real they're not like,, real idk
November 12, 2025 at 2:29 PM