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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚

@messofadreamer.swifties.social

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29 and still growing up now🌞 Swiftie since '06 💛 Debut is my fav album 🤠🦋 Always clowning 🤡 I’m your chronically ill bestie 🥰 Laufeyx2 🧡 TNx8 🥹🫶 Sukix1

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Nov 9

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Mar 18

Twitching rolling on the floor bc it’s been 2 years exactly since Eras Tour began on March 17 where she played Tim McGraw and now we’re getting a recorded performance from first night. We are so getting TSTV announcement I’m going to THROW UP I AM PREPPING FOR A COLONOSCOPY NOT NOW TAYLOR

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Mar 5

Me being silent for months then returning to be a hater lol hello all

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Mar 5

He has a stronger grip on that podium than he has on the fucking country

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Mar 5

He has a stronger grip on that podium than he has on the fucking country

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Feb 17

But I’m doing ALOT better!!!! Soooo much happened in that hospital stay and I’m still trying to process it all but I’m seeing my team tomorrow to discuss next steps - I probably need to change my meds and also may need surgery. I am exhausted and my body is so done but we take it day by day

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Feb 17

Hello besties 🥰 firstly I want to say thank you so much for all your kindness and messages during this fucked health time for me and secondly I want to apologise for worrying people by suddenly vanishing 🫶 I got out of hospital then ended up back in then got out again and I’m still dealing with shit

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 23

I have about 5kg of fluid retention around my body and I’m on 400mg steroids and 3 antibiotics and tbh I can’t even remember the rest bc I’m just I’m so much. Lots of ECGs too to monitor my heart and atrial tachycardia I have. Hoping to feel better soon. Gallbladder still a lil bitch but we good 🤙

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 23

Hello I’m hanging in there 💖 I’ve had 35+ bags of potassium in my PICC line in 3 days. I’ve stopped counting bc it’s that fucked and I can’t keep up. I’m having the drinks too, they just cannot get on top of it. Deficient in vitamin k, thiamine, phosphate, sodium, I can’t even remember the rest 💀

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 22

Crying about Mac Miller again 😭 if anyone comes across Balloonerism deluxe box set please consider selling to me 🫶 with all this sickness I missed my chance

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 22

It’s been a BIG day and I am so tired so I’ll be replying later but THE NASAL GASTRIC TUBE IS OUT, WE CHEER!!! One less thing to run to the toilet with. Starting another 6 bags of potassium because we can’t stabilise it - legit would have had 15 bags of it in less than 24 hours 😂 Onwards 🎉

Girl smiling in hospital after having nasal gastric tube removed.

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

For real I got stupidly excited again ahahahaha

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

Thank you so much sweet 💖 it’s super hurtful and even worse when I’ll probably cop some explanation that should never have been said. Just support your friends like they support you, hey? It’s not hard

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

The way some friends have treated me since being SO sick is to quite literally ignore me. It’s really easy to support your chronically ill friends, first take your head out of your ass and remember other issues exist outside of your own world. I just can’t believe I’m almost 30 dealing with this 😭

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

I tried to check out 748493 times this morning at 5am whilst my cannula was ripped out and spraying blood everywhere and I did not secure the vinyl 😂

You forgot something in your cart email from Laufey official merch store

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

I have sat here buying too many things to make myself feel better and need to publicly call myself out bc I don’t even have money to spend 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

My knees have tripled in size (I have rheumatoid arthritis) and all the steroids and fluids are fucking me up and it feels like worms are crawling under my skin 🤢

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

If anyone sees Laufey Valentine heart vinyl drop pls grab me one 🫶💖 I’m so desperate for it but I reckon I’ll miss out bc time zones/ drugged up

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

I know it’s bad when I utter the words ‘not even Taylor Swift could fix me’ lol. Today’s surprise addition is fucked up gallbladder that may need to be removed before the other surgery. Senior team are meeting tomorrow to discuss what the fuck is happening inside of me. You have to laugh 😆

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

I need more than 1 minute to film health update videos here 😭

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

Thank you so much everyone for the kind and caring words 😭💖🫶

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 21

PICC line is finally in!!! Starting TPN today so I can stop literally starving. Going to discuss bowel surgery today and also need an ultrasound bc suspected gallbladder infection lol. We keep on battling and persevering 💪

Girl in hospital bed with nasal gastric tube and cannula and PICC line in her left arm for medical treatment

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 20

Goodbye

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 20

Proud of my besties leaving twitter 🫶 People have been justifying staying on there but a Nazi salute is the god damn END (I know there is other horrifying things too). It’s time to go, remember your values and beliefs, make future you proud of yourself 💖

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 20

Legit when I opened my eyes this morning and this app after days and was like OH

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ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 20

I’m still waiting for more

ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · Jan 20

What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? They strike to kill and you know I will