Painting my nails has also been helping me to stop my anxiety skin/nail picking!! Little wins!! Tomorrow I will make pasta for me and my dad and it will be a good day. Maybe I’ll post something on main

Im downloading deadlock rn bc Eli let me into the play test but trust I will be drawing Gachiakuta AU designs for one of my ocs later I’m so excited

I’ve been doing art studies n shit between my classes and I feel like I’m actually happy with my art. Kind of. I think. I’m happier with my coloring at least. Might grab some of y’all’s ocs to doodle as a treat

I’ve been depressed as shit and arguing with my dad constantly and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t suicidal but at least we’ve got oc ships

I forgot!! the teddy bear my dad bought for me on Valentine’s Day is blue too!!!!!!
:)c

My hands shake badly and I’m too weak to stand but at least I’m surrounded by blue

my favorite ocs from friends are blue, the container I keep all my old favorite traditional art supplies in is blue, the sheets of my bed are blue, my favorite cleaning supplies that smell the best to me are blue, and now my nails are blue :)

My house was fine btw. My beautiful cottage core home continues to live

I miss my friends maybe I’ll get on 14 today as a treat or something.. also I think they might demolish my house soon. I have to check that.

I’ve been sick for the past week again and unable to properly sleep or breathe and I’ve kind of lost motivation to do anything ‼️‼️‼️

It’s only $350 but still it’s stressing me out so bad I cried a lot yesterday. I need this to work out though I really really do

like what if I’m too stupid and fail and waste my money on this. UUUGHHHHH

no I do the same thing bc the least you can do is talk about the picture if you’re going to ask something from me yknow!!!

Ok RIP mare no more toy playing though for me tonight .. comm speed run

All I have left is pony for goose thankfully
Might just do colored sketches again speaking of I’m still happy with the one I did for sammie.. vaeh my beloved