Midlife Misery Podcast mmmblmd.com
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#Gen❌ #Podcast #Feminist Narcissistic Abuse Survivor sharing my story of #HealingTrauma #MentalHealth Advocate & random political rants #Resist #Organize #Disobey DON’T BLAME ME I DIDN’T VOTE FOR THIS MESS
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November 7, 2025 at 4:35 PM
Here’s the section where my ex’s name appears as ‘history provided by…
🚨 “Rights Review Files” —Part 1
When a psychiatric hold is based on false or incomplete information, it’s not just a mistake — it’s a violation
I’m breaking down what happened, who provided “history,” and why documentation matters
Survivors deserve transparency🩶 #MentalHealthReform #midlifemiserypod
When a psychiatric hold is based on false or incomplete information, it’s not just a mistake — it’s a violation
I’m breaking down what happened, who provided “history,” and why documentation matters
Survivors deserve transparency🩶 #MentalHealthReform #midlifemiserypod
November 7, 2025 at 4:30 PM
🚨 “Rights Review Files” —Part 1
When a psychiatric hold is based on false or incomplete information, it’s not just a mistake — it’s a violation
I’m breaking down what happened, who provided “history,” and why documentation matters
Survivors deserve transparency🩶 #MentalHealthReform #midlifemiserypod
When a psychiatric hold is based on false or incomplete information, it’s not just a mistake — it’s a violation
I’m breaking down what happened, who provided “history,” and why documentation matters
Survivors deserve transparency🩶 #MentalHealthReform #midlifemiserypod
🎃 Ghosts of Halloweens Past 1978-1985
I’m sharing these photos not just for nostalgia — but as a reminder that every survivor was once a child who believed in magic
That child is still here, still telling her story on Midlife Misery Podcast hoping to help others
#nostalgic #halloween #orangecounty
I’m sharing these photos not just for nostalgia — but as a reminder that every survivor was once a child who believed in magic
That child is still here, still telling her story on Midlife Misery Podcast hoping to help others
#nostalgic #halloween #orangecounty
October 31, 2025 at 6:38 PM
🎃 Ghosts of Halloweens Past 1978-1985
I’m sharing these photos not just for nostalgia — but as a reminder that every survivor was once a child who believed in magic
That child is still here, still telling her story on Midlife Misery Podcast hoping to help others
#nostalgic #halloween #orangecounty
I’m sharing these photos not just for nostalgia — but as a reminder that every survivor was once a child who believed in magic
That child is still here, still telling her story on Midlife Misery Podcast hoping to help others
#nostalgic #halloween #orangecounty
🇺🇸 Legacy means something
My grandfather fought in WWII — not just for a flag, but for the values that made us human:
Honor - Courage - Compassion
My grandfather fought for this country almost 80 years ago
— not for power, but for people
He’d be 💔 today to see division & cruelty reign supreme
My grandfather fought in WWII — not just for a flag, but for the values that made us human:
Honor - Courage - Compassion
My grandfather fought for this country almost 80 years ago
— not for power, but for people
He’d be 💔 today to see division & cruelty reign supreme
October 25, 2025 at 5:06 PM
🇺🇸 Legacy means something
My grandfather fought in WWII — not just for a flag, but for the values that made us human:
Honor - Courage - Compassion
My grandfather fought for this country almost 80 years ago
— not for power, but for people
He’d be 💔 today to see division & cruelty reign supreme
My grandfather fought in WWII — not just for a flag, but for the values that made us human:
Honor - Courage - Compassion
My grandfather fought for this country almost 80 years ago
— not for power, but for people
He’d be 💔 today to see division & cruelty reign supreme
🗂️The ECT Files:
🎙️My True Story
💔Part 8
❤️🩹Why I’m Sharing This
Why am I sharing this?
Because when you’ve been dismissed, misdiagnosed, or controlled it feels like you’re the only one
You’re not
That’s why I created mmmblmd.com
survivors deserve to be heard
#MentalHealthAwareness #HiddenTruths
🎙️My True Story
💔Part 8
❤️🩹Why I’m Sharing This
Why am I sharing this?
Because when you’ve been dismissed, misdiagnosed, or controlled it feels like you’re the only one
You’re not
That’s why I created mmmblmd.com
survivors deserve to be heard
#MentalHealthAwareness #HiddenTruths
October 24, 2025 at 8:03 PM
🗂️The ECT Files:
🎙️My True Story
💔Part 8
❤️🩹Why I’m Sharing This
Why am I sharing this?
Because when you’ve been dismissed, misdiagnosed, or controlled it feels like you’re the only one
You’re not
That’s why I created mmmblmd.com
survivors deserve to be heard
#MentalHealthAwareness #HiddenTruths
🎙️My True Story
💔Part 8
❤️🩹Why I’m Sharing This
Why am I sharing this?
Because when you’ve been dismissed, misdiagnosed, or controlled it feels like you’re the only one
You’re not
That’s why I created mmmblmd.com
survivors deserve to be heard
#MentalHealthAwareness #HiddenTruths
🗂️The ECT Files
🎙️My True Story
⁉️Part 7
🤔Truth is Stranger Than Fiction‼️
People say truth is stranger than fiction
My life these past years proves it
5️⃣ false diagnoses
A false medication story
A 🏥 that practices 🔌ECT⚡️
It sounds like a movie
But it’s not
#mentalhealth #survivorstories #feminist
🎙️My True Story
⁉️Part 7
🤔Truth is Stranger Than Fiction‼️
People say truth is stranger than fiction
My life these past years proves it
5️⃣ false diagnoses
A false medication story
A 🏥 that practices 🔌ECT⚡️
It sounds like a movie
But it’s not
#mentalhealth #survivorstories #feminist
October 23, 2025 at 5:20 PM
🗂️The ECT Files
🎙️My True Story
⁉️Part 7
🤔Truth is Stranger Than Fiction‼️
People say truth is stranger than fiction
My life these past years proves it
5️⃣ false diagnoses
A false medication story
A 🏥 that practices 🔌ECT⚡️
It sounds like a movie
But it’s not
#mentalhealth #survivorstories #feminist
🎙️My True Story
⁉️Part 7
🤔Truth is Stranger Than Fiction‼️
People say truth is stranger than fiction
My life these past years proves it
5️⃣ false diagnoses
A false medication story
A 🏥 that practices 🔌ECT⚡️
It sounds like a movie
But it’s not
#mentalhealth #survivorstories #feminist
🗂️The ECT Files
🎙️My True Story
⚠️Part 6
⁉️WHY E C T😵💫
Why fabricate five diagnoses?
Why switch stories about my ADHD medication?
Why insist on the one hospital that still practices ECT?
Was this all part of a plan?
#womensvoices #mentalhealth #feminist #huntingtonbeach #orangecountyca #survivorstories
🎙️My True Story
⚠️Part 6
⁉️WHY E C T😵💫
Why fabricate five diagnoses?
Why switch stories about my ADHD medication?
Why insist on the one hospital that still practices ECT?
Was this all part of a plan?
#womensvoices #mentalhealth #feminist #huntingtonbeach #orangecountyca #survivorstories
October 22, 2025 at 10:43 PM
🗂️The ECT Files
🎙️My True Story
⚠️Part 6
⁉️WHY E C T😵💫
Why fabricate five diagnoses?
Why switch stories about my ADHD medication?
Why insist on the one hospital that still practices ECT?
Was this all part of a plan?
#womensvoices #mentalhealth #feminist #huntingtonbeach #orangecountyca #survivorstories
🎙️My True Story
⚠️Part 6
⁉️WHY E C T😵💫
Why fabricate five diagnoses?
Why switch stories about my ADHD medication?
Why insist on the one hospital that still practices ECT?
Was this all part of a plan?
#womensvoices #mentalhealth #feminist #huntingtonbeach #orangecountyca #survivorstories
🗂️The ECT Files:
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 5 -
❓The Motivation Question🧐
During deposition, my ex admitted bringing up that hospital
My attorney asked me point blank:
“What do you think his motive was to keep you there for 30 days?”
The answer feels clearer now #womensvoices #mentalhealth #resist
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 5 -
❓The Motivation Question🧐
During deposition, my ex admitted bringing up that hospital
My attorney asked me point blank:
“What do you think his motive was to keep you there for 30 days?”
The answer feels clearer now #womensvoices #mentalhealth #resist
October 21, 2025 at 6:14 PM
🗂️The ECT Files:
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 5 -
❓The Motivation Question🧐
During deposition, my ex admitted bringing up that hospital
My attorney asked me point blank:
“What do you think his motive was to keep you there for 30 days?”
The answer feels clearer now #womensvoices #mentalhealth #resist
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 5 -
❓The Motivation Question🧐
During deposition, my ex admitted bringing up that hospital
My attorney asked me point blank:
“What do you think his motive was to keep you there for 30 days?”
The answer feels clearer now #womensvoices #mentalhealth #resist
The only place that shows “substance abuse” in my history… is the same hospital my ex tried to commit me to
The one that still practices ECT
None of my other medical records mention it
That box didn’t come from me
And it didn’t come from my doctors
#mentalhealth #womensvoices #resist #feminist
The one that still practices ECT
None of my other medical records mention it
That box didn’t come from me
And it didn’t come from my doctors
#mentalhealth #womensvoices #resist #feminist
October 19, 2025 at 6:16 PM
The only place that shows “substance abuse” in my history… is the same hospital my ex tried to commit me to
The one that still practices ECT
None of my other medical records mention it
That box didn’t come from me
And it didn’t come from my doctors
#mentalhealth #womensvoices #resist #feminist
The one that still practices ECT
None of my other medical records mention it
That box didn’t come from me
And it didn’t come from my doctors
#mentalhealth #womensvoices #resist #feminist
🗂️The ECT Files:
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 3 - The
🍿Movie Connection
If you’ve seen Requiem for a Dream… you know what happens when stimulant meds spiral into paranoia and hallucinations
After the separation, my ❌ changed the narrative 🙄 #mentalhealth #resist #disobey
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 3 - The
🍿Movie Connection
If you’ve seen Requiem for a Dream… you know what happens when stimulant meds spiral into paranoia and hallucinations
After the separation, my ❌ changed the narrative 🙄 #mentalhealth #resist #disobey
October 15, 2025 at 3:32 PM
🗂️The ECT Files:
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 3 - The
🍿Movie Connection
If you’ve seen Requiem for a Dream… you know what happens when stimulant meds spiral into paranoia and hallucinations
After the separation, my ❌ changed the narrative 🙄 #mentalhealth #resist #disobey
🎙️My True Story
🎬Part 3 - The
🍿Movie Connection
If you’ve seen Requiem for a Dream… you know what happens when stimulant meds spiral into paranoia and hallucinations
After the separation, my ❌ changed the narrative 🙄 #mentalhealth #resist #disobey
One thing I never expected to discover about the hospital my ex took me to…was that they still use something called electroconvulsive therapy.
I thought that was banned decades ago — learning that hits different now when I think about 😳 Sarah Goldfarb/Requim 4 a Dream #mentalhealth #knowyourrights
I thought that was banned decades ago — learning that hits different now when I think about 😳 Sarah Goldfarb/Requim 4 a Dream #mentalhealth #knowyourrights
October 14, 2025 at 7:09 PM
One thing I never expected to discover about the hospital my ex took me to…was that they still use something called electroconvulsive therapy.
I thought that was banned decades ago — learning that hits different now when I think about 😳 Sarah Goldfarb/Requim 4 a Dream #mentalhealth #knowyourrights
I thought that was banned decades ago — learning that hits different now when I think about 😳 Sarah Goldfarb/Requim 4 a Dream #mentalhealth #knowyourrights
I grew up believing a story about my dad that wasn’t his.
Learning the truth shattered everything I thought I knew about my family, my mom, and myself. 💔
#HealingJourney
Learning the truth shattered everything I thought I knew about my family, my mom, and myself. 💔
#HealingJourney
October 11, 2025 at 3:54 PM
I grew up believing a story about my dad that wasn’t his.
Learning the truth shattered everything I thought I knew about my family, my mom, and myself. 💔
#HealingJourney
Learning the truth shattered everything I thought I knew about my family, my mom, and myself. 💔
#HealingJourney
Five false diagnoses
A hospital that still practices ECT
A plan that feels straight out of a movie
This is my real life
Part 3
🎙️ Midlife Misery Podcast
#mentalhealthawareness
A hospital that still practices ECT
A plan that feels straight out of a movie
This is my real life
Part 3
🎙️ Midlife Misery Podcast
#mentalhealthawareness
October 9, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Five false diagnoses
A hospital that still practices ECT
A plan that feels straight out of a movie
This is my real life
Part 3
🎙️ Midlife Misery Podcast
#mentalhealthawareness
A hospital that still practices ECT
A plan that feels straight out of a movie
This is my real life
Part 3
🎙️ Midlife Misery Podcast
#mentalhealthawareness
This is STILL happening?!The Requiem Connection: He Said My Meds Made Me ‘Crazy’My ex changed his storySuddenly my ADHD meds were to blame for symptoms he’d described for years The only note about substance abuse one that falsely claims I have a history of it #mentalhealth #huntingtonbeach
October 5, 2025 at 8:02 PM
This is STILL happening?!The Requiem Connection: He Said My Meds Made Me ‘Crazy’My ex changed his storySuddenly my ADHD meds were to blame for symptoms he’d described for years The only note about substance abuse one that falsely claims I have a history of it #mentalhealth #huntingtonbeach
When I went to the ER for stroke symptoms, my ex took me to a mental hospital that still does ECT
He gave staff 5 false diagnoses — the same ones that make you a perfect candidate for this controversial treatment
My story is on the Midlife Misery Podcast survivors, you’re not alone💔🎙️ #mentalhealth
He gave staff 5 false diagnoses — the same ones that make you a perfect candidate for this controversial treatment
My story is on the Midlife Misery Podcast survivors, you’re not alone💔🎙️ #mentalhealth
October 3, 2025 at 11:45 PM
When I went to the ER for stroke symptoms, my ex took me to a mental hospital that still does ECT
He gave staff 5 false diagnoses — the same ones that make you a perfect candidate for this controversial treatment
My story is on the Midlife Misery Podcast survivors, you’re not alone💔🎙️ #mentalhealth
He gave staff 5 false diagnoses — the same ones that make you a perfect candidate for this controversial treatment
My story is on the Midlife Misery Podcast survivors, you’re not alone💔🎙️ #mentalhealth
For years I’ve been fighting for my dad’s legacy
He served his community with integrity as a police officer a man of faith and a mentor who reached people on and off the clock
I’ve written,called, and begged city leaders for acknowledgment only to be dismissed, ignored, and silenced #huntingtonbeach
He served his community with integrity as a police officer a man of faith and a mentor who reached people on and off the clock
I’ve written,called, and begged city leaders for acknowledgment only to be dismissed, ignored, and silenced #huntingtonbeach
October 3, 2025 at 4:49 PM
For years I’ve been fighting for my dad’s legacy
He served his community with integrity as a police officer a man of faith and a mentor who reached people on and off the clock
I’ve written,called, and begged city leaders for acknowledgment only to be dismissed, ignored, and silenced #huntingtonbeach
He served his community with integrity as a police officer a man of faith and a mentor who reached people on and off the clock
I’ve written,called, and begged city leaders for acknowledgment only to be dismissed, ignored, and silenced #huntingtonbeach
Two yellow tubs held my entire childhood photos records keepsakes even memories from before I was born I thought they were safe
But retrieving them set off a chain of events that shattered my sense of reality, my relationship with my mom and everything I thought was forever #podcast #healingjourney
But retrieving them set off a chain of events that shattered my sense of reality, my relationship with my mom and everything I thought was forever #podcast #healingjourney
October 2, 2025 at 8:04 PM
Two yellow tubs held my entire childhood photos records keepsakes even memories from before I was born I thought they were safe
But retrieving them set off a chain of events that shattered my sense of reality, my relationship with my mom and everything I thought was forever #podcast #healingjourney
But retrieving them set off a chain of events that shattered my sense of reality, my relationship with my mom and everything I thought was forever #podcast #healingjourney
Two words stamped into my record: Gravely Disabled” and Indigent
Those words almost cost me everything my rights,freedom, my case in #familycourt
But here’s the truth
👉 labels in a file don’t define who you are
I refuse to stay silent about how the system gets used against #survivors #feminist
Those words almost cost me everything my rights,freedom, my case in #familycourt
But here’s the truth
👉 labels in a file don’t define who you are
I refuse to stay silent about how the system gets used against #survivors #feminist
September 30, 2025 at 3:03 AM
Two words stamped into my record: Gravely Disabled” and Indigent
Those words almost cost me everything my rights,freedom, my case in #familycourt
But here’s the truth
👉 labels in a file don’t define who you are
I refuse to stay silent about how the system gets used against #survivors #feminist
Those words almost cost me everything my rights,freedom, my case in #familycourt
But here’s the truth
👉 labels in a file don’t define who you are
I refuse to stay silent about how the system gets used against #survivors #feminist
72 Hours
That’s how long they can hold you against your will
What people don’t know?
Your spouse can feed the staff information about you - and those words follow you into every chart and evaluation📝
I loved it
#MentalHealthAwareness #SystemFailure #NarcissisticAbuse #FamilyCourt #FEMINIST
That’s how long they can hold you against your will
What people don’t know?
Your spouse can feed the staff information about you - and those words follow you into every chart and evaluation📝
I loved it
#MentalHealthAwareness #SystemFailure #NarcissisticAbuse #FamilyCourt #FEMINIST
September 26, 2025 at 3:49 PM
72 Hours
That’s how long they can hold you against your will
What people don’t know?
Your spouse can feed the staff information about you - and those words follow you into every chart and evaluation📝
I loved it
#MentalHealthAwareness #SystemFailure #NarcissisticAbuse #FamilyCourt #FEMINIST
That’s how long they can hold you against your will
What people don’t know?
Your spouse can feed the staff information about you - and those words follow you into every chart and evaluation📝
I loved it
#MentalHealthAwareness #SystemFailure #NarcissisticAbuse #FamilyCourt #FEMINIST
This isn’t theoretical.
Public language affects policy and people’s lives.
Protect yourself — podcast & records 🔗 in bio mmmblmd.com
#CivicAwareness #HumanRights #MentalHealth #firstamendment #feminist
Public language affects policy and people’s lives.
Protect yourself — podcast & records 🔗 in bio mmmblmd.com
#CivicAwareness #HumanRights #MentalHealth #firstamendment #feminist
September 24, 2025 at 10:47 PM
This isn’t theoretical.
Public language affects policy and people’s lives.
Protect yourself — podcast & records 🔗 in bio mmmblmd.com
#CivicAwareness #HumanRights #MentalHealth #firstamendment #feminist
Public language affects policy and people’s lives.
Protect yourself — podcast & records 🔗 in bio mmmblmd.com
#CivicAwareness #HumanRights #MentalHealth #firstamendment #feminist
Systemic Procedures meant to protect can be weaponized.
Know how the system works.
Website link in bio. #KnowYourRights #MentalHealthAwareness #FamilyCourt #resist #disobey #donotobeyinadvance
Know how the system works.
Website link in bio. #KnowYourRights #MentalHealthAwareness #FamilyCourt #resist #disobey #donotobeyinadvance
September 23, 2025 at 3:15 AM
Systemic Procedures meant to protect can be weaponized.
Know how the system works.
Website link in bio. #KnowYourRights #MentalHealthAwareness #FamilyCourt #resist #disobey #donotobeyinadvance
Know how the system works.
Website link in bio. #KnowYourRights #MentalHealthAwareness #FamilyCourt #resist #disobey #donotobeyinadvance
⚠️My ER records show how quickly power can be used to detain you⚠️
I survived
Hear the full episode + see receipts at MMMBLMD.com
Share with anyone in a divorce or mental-health fight
#MedicalRecords #FamilyLaw #Survivors #mentalhealthawareness #youmatter #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty #resist
I survived
Hear the full episode + see receipts at MMMBLMD.com
Share with anyone in a divorce or mental-health fight
#MedicalRecords #FamilyLaw #Survivors #mentalhealthawareness #youmatter #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty #resist
September 21, 2025 at 9:50 PM
⚠️My ER records show how quickly power can be used to detain you⚠️
I survived
Hear the full episode + see receipts at MMMBLMD.com
Share with anyone in a divorce or mental-health fight
#MedicalRecords #FamilyLaw #Survivors #mentalhealthawareness #youmatter #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty #resist
I survived
Hear the full episode + see receipts at MMMBLMD.com
Share with anyone in a divorce or mental-health fight
#MedicalRecords #FamilyLaw #Survivors #mentalhealthawareness #youmatter #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty #resist
This statement came from a public official
If medical detention can be used as a weapon, it can happen to any of us
Listen to My story + see the records
LINK IN BIO
If this affected you, DM or comment I’m a survivor for resources
#MentalHealth #Survivors #knowyourrights #usa #familycourt
If medical detention can be used as a weapon, it can happen to any of us
Listen to My story + see the records
LINK IN BIO
If this affected you, DM or comment I’m a survivor for resources
#MentalHealth #Survivors #knowyourrights #usa #familycourt
September 20, 2025 at 9:37 PM
This statement came from a public official
If medical detention can be used as a weapon, it can happen to any of us
Listen to My story + see the records
LINK IN BIO
If this affected you, DM or comment I’m a survivor for resources
#MentalHealth #Survivors #knowyourrights #usa #familycourt
If medical detention can be used as a weapon, it can happen to any of us
Listen to My story + see the records
LINK IN BIO
If this affected you, DM or comment I’m a survivor for resources
#MentalHealth #Survivors #knowyourrights #usa #familycourt
Part 3: 🚔Police Refused🚔
#podcast #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty
The The record is clear: no involuntary hold initiated by law enforcement.
But my spouse told everyone the opposite.
Why spread a false story that the police refused to confirm?
Do you think this was a mistake… or intentional?
#podcast #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty
The The record is clear: no involuntary hold initiated by law enforcement.
But my spouse told everyone the opposite.
Why spread a false story that the police refused to confirm?
Do you think this was a mistake… or intentional?
September 19, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Part 3: 🚔Police Refused🚔
#podcast #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty
The The record is clear: no involuntary hold initiated by law enforcement.
But my spouse told everyone the opposite.
Why spread a false story that the police refused to confirm?
Do you think this was a mistake… or intentional?
#podcast #huntingtonbeach #orangecounty
The The record is clear: no involuntary hold initiated by law enforcement.
But my spouse told everyone the opposite.
Why spread a false story that the police refused to confirm?
Do you think this was a mistake… or intentional?
Men have control over their own bodies they are empowered to make decisions this country has gone backwards & a female living in HER OWN BODY doesn’t have the power (or brain processing power per college campus debaters) to make these decisions despite the fact 👇🏾cont. #mentalhealthawareness #women
September 17, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Men have control over their own bodies they are empowered to make decisions this country has gone backwards & a female living in HER OWN BODY doesn’t have the power (or brain processing power per college campus debaters) to make these decisions despite the fact 👇🏾cont. #mentalhealthawareness #women