its bad enough i browse the internet plenty on my phone so i could be looking at h doujins and my mom suddenly calls like ma. not now. i need to close the window and berate myself properly before i try to communicate

i dont like apple but god this girlie needs 2026 to be the year of the standalone ipod-style music player. are they retro enough yet for a comeback? anything to not have required data/wifi connection and let me play music in peace

im officially home from Stuff so im just trying to catch up and be comfy and the food is good

the fic it makes me so. hap

hello i am submitting my formal “oh well it appears im officially into piss” paperwork thanks to your magic, this is so HOOOGFHDHG ljdjfjf

HOHGHHHH IM SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDD

i love them…. i love them so much ;n;

anyway as soon as i get home: silly fanfic featuring aym getting dicked down like he deserves, amen

i sit down to write most of the time and think. god. who gives a fuck. like me, i do! but what does that matter? art is so important. art keeps us breathing. but what value is mine in the abyss? a speck of broken glass?

i try so hard just to get by. i try so hard to care. i try so hard just to make something silly and inadequate. i wish i was better. i want to be better.

returned to a place i havent been in years… and realized while emotionally ive changed a great deal i have not been able to improve. to advance. to Be Better. i end up in the same hole sad and upset im not beautiful and Great

i understand! thank you so much for asking 🙏✨ i really appreciate it. maybe i can find it somewhere if i keep digging….