John
@otr-otaku.bsky.social
41 year old truck driver. 18+ only
NSFW burner. I interact with and occasionally post adult material. That's your warning.
Lonely dork. Struggles with weight.
Straight, but LGBT+ ally.
Not a buyer. So don't ask for money.
What day is it? Where am I?
NSFW burner. I interact with and occasionally post adult material. That's your warning.
Lonely dork. Struggles with weight.
Straight, but LGBT+ ally.
Not a buyer. So don't ask for money.
What day is it? Where am I?
I'm going to be stuck at this goddamn Ohio truck stop all day today because my dispatch "couldn't get me home" and I don't have the time to finish this trip.
I'm so pissed off.
I'm depressed. What else is new?
I'm lonely
I'm dreading having to get out of the truck later...
I'm so pissed off.
I'm depressed. What else is new?
I'm lonely
I'm dreading having to get out of the truck later...
December 8, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I'm going to be stuck at this goddamn Ohio truck stop all day today because my dispatch "couldn't get me home" and I don't have the time to finish this trip.
I'm so pissed off.
I'm depressed. What else is new?
I'm lonely
I'm dreading having to get out of the truck later...
I'm so pissed off.
I'm depressed. What else is new?
I'm lonely
I'm dreading having to get out of the truck later...
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It was only a matter of time…
December 8, 2025 at 9:53 AM
It was only a matter of time…
I think this may be one of the first times in my life I've been too depressed to get an erection.
Getting hard isn't an issue for me, even after turning 41.
Just too bad I've only ever shared it twice.
Getting hard isn't an issue for me, even after turning 41.
Just too bad I've only ever shared it twice.
December 7, 2025 at 10:22 PM
I think this may be one of the first times in my life I've been too depressed to get an erection.
Getting hard isn't an issue for me, even after turning 41.
Just too bad I've only ever shared it twice.
Getting hard isn't an issue for me, even after turning 41.
Just too bad I've only ever shared it twice.
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Send me something today to help me get through the holidays and I’ll give you a 12 month sub or ALL my vids on MV or APClips! 🤍
December 7, 2025 at 6:23 PM
Send me something today to help me get through the holidays and I’ll give you a 12 month sub or ALL my vids on MV or APClips! 🤍
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I appreciate your support so much right now. 🥹❤️
December 7, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I appreciate your support so much right now. 🥹❤️
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You don’t have to put on a show for others or celebrate the holidays if you don’t want to. Your feelings are valid. ❤️
December 7, 2025 at 11:47 AM
You don’t have to put on a show for others or celebrate the holidays if you don’t want to. Your feelings are valid. ❤️
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Send me something today to help me get through the holidays and I’ll give you a 12 month sub or ALL my vids on MV or APClips! 🤍
December 7, 2025 at 11:43 AM
Send me something today to help me get through the holidays and I’ll give you a 12 month sub or ALL my vids on MV or APClips! 🤍
I'll never understand how acting like a cunt is considered an attractive behavior.
December 7, 2025 at 2:46 AM
I'll never understand how acting like a cunt is considered an attractive behavior.
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Decided to not stop at that place tonight. I'm feeling all kinds of awful in every way.
If being broke wasn't the biggest issue, me being too fat, ugly, and unfuckable are also reasons I didn't stop there.
If being broke wasn't the biggest issue, me being too fat, ugly, and unfuckable are also reasons I didn't stop there.
December 6, 2025 at 11:56 PM
Decided to not stop at that place tonight. I'm feeling all kinds of awful in every way.
If being broke wasn't the biggest issue, me being too fat, ugly, and unfuckable are also reasons I didn't stop there.
If being broke wasn't the biggest issue, me being too fat, ugly, and unfuckable are also reasons I didn't stop there.
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I may end up shutting down at a truck stop notorious for its "working girls" tomorrow night.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
December 6, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I may end up shutting down at a truck stop notorious for its "working girls" tomorrow night.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
I may end up shutting down at a truck stop notorious for its "working girls" tomorrow night.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
December 6, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I may end up shutting down at a truck stop notorious for its "working girls" tomorrow night.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
Tempted to do my best to clean up and maybe take advantage. But I'm broke as hell.
I haven't been laid in over 14 years.
To quote the great George Carlin.
"What the fuck am I doing in New Jersey?!"
"What the fuck am I doing in New Jersey?!"
December 5, 2025 at 10:30 PM
To quote the great George Carlin.
"What the fuck am I doing in New Jersey?!"
"What the fuck am I doing in New Jersey?!"
Maybe should've taken a break today to fap. Didn't do that. And I don't know if I'll feel like it later.
Goddamn my life is pathetic
Goddamn my life is pathetic
December 5, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Maybe should've taken a break today to fap. Didn't do that. And I don't know if I'll feel like it later.
Goddamn my life is pathetic
Goddamn my life is pathetic
I'm lonely and bored. Not dumb. Guess I'll waste a scammer's time for a bit.
December 5, 2025 at 12:38 AM
I'm lonely and bored. Not dumb. Guess I'll waste a scammer's time for a bit.
I don't know how the hell my self esteem keeps getting lower. But it keeps finding new ways to do it.
December 4, 2025 at 1:13 AM
I don't know how the hell my self esteem keeps getting lower. But it keeps finding new ways to do it.
Too depressed to jerk off right now.
December 3, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Too depressed to jerk off right now.
I really should have screen shot the obviously fake account that tried to dm me. Pretty girl on the profile photo but the name was "Abdul Baba"...
Gotta try harder than that. I'm lonely, not stupid
Gotta try harder than that. I'm lonely, not stupid
December 2, 2025 at 10:55 PM
I really should have screen shot the obviously fake account that tried to dm me. Pretty girl on the profile photo but the name was "Abdul Baba"...
Gotta try harder than that. I'm lonely, not stupid
Gotta try harder than that. I'm lonely, not stupid
Tired, lonely, depressed, etc...
Another miserable night living on the open road.
Another miserable night living on the open road.
December 2, 2025 at 1:55 AM
Tired, lonely, depressed, etc...
Another miserable night living on the open road.
Another miserable night living on the open road.
Oh great state of Ohio is hiding 90% of the accounts I follow...
December 1, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Oh great state of Ohio is hiding 90% of the accounts I follow...
That's why I'm not happy?
December 1, 2025 at 1:29 PM
That's why I'm not happy?
I think I'll head up to my semi tonight instead of in the morning. My friend's kids can't interrupt me jerking off if I'm not home.
And since their mom won't sleep with me, she's made it clear that she finds me unfuckable, I've got to find my alone time when I can.
And since their mom won't sleep with me, she's made it clear that she finds me unfuckable, I've got to find my alone time when I can.
November 30, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I think I'll head up to my semi tonight instead of in the morning. My friend's kids can't interrupt me jerking off if I'm not home.
And since their mom won't sleep with me, she's made it clear that she finds me unfuckable, I've got to find my alone time when I can.
And since their mom won't sleep with me, she's made it clear that she finds me unfuckable, I've got to find my alone time when I can.
So much for waking up and jerking off. Niece and nephews are up and going crazy already.
November 30, 2025 at 1:13 PM
So much for waking up and jerking off. Niece and nephews are up and going crazy already.
Time to swap over to my non porn account. Niece and nephews are making a lot of noise and I don't need them looking over my shoulder at titties.
November 29, 2025 at 2:17 PM
Time to swap over to my non porn account. Niece and nephews are making a lot of noise and I don't need them looking over my shoulder at titties.
I hope anyone who sees this had a good Thanksgiving.
I'm going to go back to being ignored now.
I'm going to go back to being ignored now.
November 28, 2025 at 1:45 PM
I hope anyone who sees this had a good Thanksgiving.
I'm going to go back to being ignored now.
I'm going to go back to being ignored now.
I haven't woke up with a hardon like this in a while. Too bad I'll never have a special woman to share it with.
November 27, 2025 at 1:09 PM
I haven't woke up with a hardon like this in a while. Too bad I'll never have a special woman to share it with.