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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 1d

Fun time
When i forget

Stale when i don’t

Would i catch up if i ran for all the buses?
Would i find myself with you
Resting peacefully

Not before it’s too late
By then nothing’ll matter
No fun no worry
Who knows

#vss365 #fun

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 4d

Nice to meet you #ash
Just another wednesday
Daily nightmares
Haunting clouds of worry
No sun ever sets
Only burns the leftovers
of nothing left
Microplastics might do what dying in wars fails to
Make us aware
Why fear self aware robots
When we should abuse empathy

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 4d

Watching children turn 2 #ash
Fast food feasting
Scrolling through prays
While another tomorrow awaits
With brand new preys
In cross hairs
Wetting gluttonous appetites

Reacting
Not acting
Worry helps zero
Fear wins
Only after can a new begin
But not before it’s too late

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 11d

A #blurry mess
Until
I’m cold & strong
Cold shower to sharpen my senses
Distract me from sentiment
Nostalgia, weak minds, sadness repelled
With focus, intense fury
Sticks & burns like a tattoo
Pain in meaning
Meaning to forge fake scars
Poison on surface
Diluted rage

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 11d

Not clear
But #blurry
Grey
Gray greed
Black death
White peace
Dealing in absolutes
Abandoned but strong
Thinking it’s weakness

Dealing with it
You think
Facing it you do
Handling it you’re not
Saving it protecting it
without exposing it
You wish

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 11d

Men choose suicide
Men choose to act out
Men choose agression
Men do what dad did
Men think revenge heals
Men think hate is love
Men think love is gay
Men think pride is self love

Men need alot of self exploration
Not God
Not a woman
Not a bible
Not pain
Just perspective

Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 12d

These 2
Are the worst
Leaders in history
Ok, modern history
The monsters of world war three
Persons who abuse power, people, voters, patience, peace
Only to make money
But it’s not money.
Musk has more than these two
They are power horny
Spotlight whores
Severly psychopathic

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 16d

Thunderous
#sonorous

Aching
Shattering

Keys with notes
Fingers with tunes

Morality with hate
Love and hope

Fight for peace
Piece by piece

Another furious sonata
Next comes and goes

What’s left
Just hearts

Breaking lucky hurts
Just hurts
Healing being
Being whole

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 16d

A #sonorous guilt
It’s my fault
My responsability
My flaw
My fight
I give up
Zero outrage
Days pass
”Nothing” silences ”everything”
I wished it worked before it was too late
Wish i wasn’t tired
Drowning in life
Breathing doubt
Seeing darkness
Waking up again
To guilt

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 18d

Lost
Tired
Waiting for #eventuality

Up and stuck
Staring into darkness
Too late ultimately

Gonna dream
Fight nightmares
Wake up to another
day
Lost
Tired
Waiting to die

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 20d

Perhaps i’ll die in my sleep tonight
I’ll fight in nightmares
No dream of love would be my sendoff

Really doesn’t matter

#vss365 #Perhaps

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 21d

Do you have a soul
You don’t see or feel
What you should
You’re in the ever deteriorating periphery
Never get further or deeper
Maybe you’re not supposed to
Can you even cry?
Do you even have a why
#Perhaps life’s where you at
Nowhere near
Always part of the hope… less

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 22d

In darkness i see the past
When i open my eyes
I see nothing
But a whole world
A mess in abundance
A messy abundance
A miserable abused
Amissed chances
Dismissed choices
A crazy world
A black cat crossing the street
A #catastrophe
nobody minds
Is this when things change?

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 22d

What a turmoil
Running past another us
Can i take it all back
The #extrusion of my hopes & dreams
What a mistake
I made
Breathing still
How many more
Glances at the world outside
Passing me by
Like nothing in a crowd
Just something called a lesson to be learned

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 22d

The song i used to miss
The melody that
used 2 wash away
the sting
Only scars left
Unkissed by a future lost
2 a regrettable past
Total recall’s a gift
If i see it that way
Left blind stuck in #extrusion
The smile i used to
feel i needed
You saved someone else
instead
Lucky them
then

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 22d

Breaking the #extrusion
Intrusive reality hurting
Oh how i heart you
Oh no i did hurt you
Only getting away unscathed
Hoping to feel whole
Healing lies
Strength in darkness
No other choice
Just taking my waste away
Another chance to feel
Less pain
More lovely lies

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 23d

Cutting silk out of the eye
Swimming near the edge
Dreaming to tell
Waking up to yell
Hitting snooze to silence the bell
Wanna forget
And not go through this torment
Extreme #extrusion
Exhaustion only eliminated with care
Healing only through you
If only i wasn’t blind

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 23d

Love, this love of ours
Dreaming of it
Interrupted by fear
Wishing there was a way

Excruciating pain
We hide it so well
Scars are made to prove we won
Hearts still break
Hurts always brakes

Only someone like u
could understand
Or so i lie, thinking
#extruding 2 sleep

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 25d

Ay eye
Can’t #synthesize
Pretending to misunderstand
Love is not brain surgery
Can’t be bought sold
Invented but discovered
Realised
They’re not born with it
Love’s a journey
they say
why does fear work different?
Hate’s closer somehow
Is love at the end of despair?

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 26d

Evil has its ways
So does love
Hate attacks
With splinters of rage
Care heals
Kindness dries tears
In the span of eternity
the sun recharges the stars
Which comfort the asleep
during the sun’s absence
After dark there’s light
Lessons are mistakes
Time #conspires all

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 28d

Closing at ends
Gotta fight or flee
What would i do
Not even #flinch
Just stay in the blink of forever
Stop the end of the world
Slow down the countdown
Embrace every eternity of subatomic quantum piece by piece
Just watch how life works
With or without
us

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · 28d

Nothing can surprise me
No #flinching
hesitation
Just survive
Takes instinct
You taught me that
With cruelty
Learning your dirty tricks
I found peace
Strength
I was reminded the other day
When i thought i was afraid
But i found the gift you keep giving
So i disarm
… you

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · Sep 12

Blue #potential
Current up 2 date
Simple do da
Breaking the surface
No waves beneath
Just diving into darkness
Something cold surrounding me
Unlike sleep
Waking up reaching for air
Red sky
Green glimmer of hope
Just go
Try another swim
Double down
Something bigger awaits

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · Sep 10

When it’s too late
Love wins
Peace only comes after war
All bullets are the same
When fear convinces a hero
An enemy is born
The ability to stand down only
lasts 4 so long
A life for a lie
A lie for the forsakened truth
Comes with #unbearable risk
Choosing evil
Say when

#vss365

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Jan @paintbuywords.bsky.social · Sep 10

Things change when it’s too late
We never learn
We never change
We never listen
We let fear win
Who’s lie is at fault?
Truth hurts?
Ignorance kills
Arrogance self destructs
Hope remains
Love wins
With or without
evil finds a way
As the bearable bacteria
Beneath it all

#vss365

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