Pendra Maenia
@pendramaenia.bsky.social
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🔞 She draws weird monsters in hellish worlds, funny girls with manic grins, and suggestive art about giant cannibal women. Sometimes horror, kink, or science, usually jokes. 18+ space ONLY. (25+, ES/EN.) Mute #vore to skip more extreme art. 🔞
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pendramaenia.bsky.social
oh hey same! the second i transitioned a switch flipped. "oh That's why femdom inspired such wistful yearning in me. haha cool"
pendramaenia.bsky.social
the exasperated scream of "WHY DID IT SOUND LIKE THAT"

the deep polish that went into its imperfections

the way the live bird footage feels amateurish in a public TV station way, entirely on purpose

all the ways teto fucks her own song and dance up

it's fucking beautiful???
pendramaenia.bsky.social
the bit that's this raw rock ballad with bohemian-rhapsody-ass guitars and some of the strongest emotions ever coaxed out of a voicebank... followed immediately by a chicken dance gif and AHH MY PEEENIS

there's something so transfeminine about this specific kind of silly yet soulful vulnerability
pendramaenia.bsky.social
and last time i tried communal living to lessen individual costs? i just got abused by someone and treated like a load to discard once i stopped being useful and attractive to them!

sooo that'll be something to unpack if i live with others again someday. heehee.
pendramaenia.bsky.social
even now on this account i am still masking, to some degree. my social battery is limited. if i push my senses too hard i go nonverbal and also become incapable of properly perceiving the world.

i want to lead a life where i don't need to force myself into labor i can barely do to get paid.
pendramaenia.bsky.social
a girl wonders about how much easier her life would be if she was not in threat of shutting down from overstimulation by being somewhere too loud for too long
pendramaenia.bsky.social
a girl wonders about how much easier her life would be if she was not in threat of shutting down from overstimulation by being somewhere too loud for too long
pendramaenia.bsky.social
on the long term i think i just really need to make a kind of career that i can do at home and at my own pace is necessary for me. probably bad form to say this in public but this girl can barely hold on to her day jobs as is
pendramaenia.bsky.social
once i finish this batch of comms i need to figure out a more sustainable amount and type of art to sell. i want to make art. i want to keep getting good at it. i think i overburdened myself at a pretty desperate time in my life.

the comms are still coming, of course. just thinking abt future plans
pendramaenia.bsky.social
oookay, tried to sketch and my wrist still hurts too much. i am not overexerting my joints for my day job again, lmao
pendramaenia.bsky.social
You are delightful and it makes me happy to see you take up space, friend
pendramaenia.bsky.social
alright, i'm gonna check this out now! thank you
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pendramaenia.bsky.social
they should give a 38 year old lesbian minimum wage employee a hundred million dollars overnight and see what kind of new and sexy villain she becomes. for sociology.
pendramaenia.bsky.social
they should give a 38 year old lesbian minimum wage employee a hundred million dollars overnight and see what kind of new and sexy villain she becomes. for sociology.
pendramaenia.bsky.social
the thing about it is they aren't even hiring for rich ladies either. there should be a program that pays dominant women millions of dollars so that they can be rich and vaguely evil and boss other girls around.
pendramaenia.bsky.social
hopefully tonight is enough rest to feel better tomorrow... i hate how low my stamina is, but we work with what we have
pendramaenia.bsky.social
this is the plot to a Lesbian Day TV Special they air every year.
pendramaenia.bsky.social
rest lots tonight! and may the ache cool down <3
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pendramaenia.bsky.social
i think tomorrow i will try reading a bit. that sounds fun! i could make some pasta, too... having a few days of lazy leftovers sounds dope
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yuritober day 7 but one of the girls is really big
pendramaenia.bsky.social
i'm cool with it :> rest well!