I come back to the thought that I freezed my feelings and reactions in the moment to act (and save myself maybe, subconsciously). And now I'm getting the result of it, suppressed feelings. That I could be honest in the moment. But maybe it was the only way idk
I come back to the thought that I freezed my feelings and reactions in the moment to act (and save myself maybe, subconsciously). And now I'm getting the result of it, suppressed feelings. That I could be honest in the moment. But maybe it was the only way idk