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FINALLY FINALLY FUCKING FINALLY !!
I finished my last paper for the fall 2025 semester 8 minutes ago 😎
I finished my last paper for the fall 2025 semester 8 minutes ago 😎
December 6, 2025 at 11:48 PM
FINALLY FINALLY FUCKING FINALLY !!
I finished my last paper for the fall 2025 semester 8 minutes ago 😎
I finished my last paper for the fall 2025 semester 8 minutes ago 😎
One of my younger sisters actually used to call me her plant. For me pretty depressing reasons actually but anyway it makes me like this checkpoint card even more.
December 6, 2025 at 4:14 PM
One of my younger sisters actually used to call me her plant. For me pretty depressing reasons actually but anyway it makes me like this checkpoint card even more.
on.soundcloud.com/yCmDbILSCEDQ...
Tbh this song is a mood lately bc idk wtf is the air, but it’s not cute at all. My ***** what?? Get tf out. I’m actually pissed. I want to punch this man in the face. Go ahead & message this number wild shit since he wanna give out his number so damn bad.
Tbh this song is a mood lately bc idk wtf is the air, but it’s not cute at all. My ***** what?? Get tf out. I’m actually pissed. I want to punch this man in the face. Go ahead & message this number wild shit since he wanna give out his number so damn bad.
December 3, 2025 at 10:59 PM
on.soundcloud.com/yCmDbILSCEDQ...
Tbh this song is a mood lately bc idk wtf is the air, but it’s not cute at all. My ***** what?? Get tf out. I’m actually pissed. I want to punch this man in the face. Go ahead & message this number wild shit since he wanna give out his number so damn bad.
Tbh this song is a mood lately bc idk wtf is the air, but it’s not cute at all. My ***** what?? Get tf out. I’m actually pissed. I want to punch this man in the face. Go ahead & message this number wild shit since he wanna give out his number so damn bad.
I did! For my pinned post I did a mix of both probably just got lost in the sauce bc I’m on here wayyy too much recently.
![My 2025 SoundCloud playback:
Top Artists—
1. Mitski (where she belongs tbh)
2. Lil Peep
3. [redacted] too controversial
4. J. Cole
5. Weepings
Top Tracks—
1. The Perfect Girl by Mareux (slowed)
2. hunger.on.hillside. by J. Cole
3. A Burning Hill by Mitski
4. Wasteland by Royal & the Serpent
5. sosick by saraunhOly
Top Genres— hip hop; pop; electronic; indie; folk
Top Moods—powerful; romantic; relaxed; quirky; dark](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xbjmbsi43wxgvt6nt3wmrye5/bafkreienni5emkgyeo7pkbv6ocb77orgkxhn5x2bbumyp22t3zqi6cveme@jpeg)
December 3, 2025 at 10:19 PM
I did! For my pinned post I did a mix of both probably just got lost in the sauce bc I’m on here wayyy too much recently.
This is not helping with the parasocial connection I have with Mitski at all. Feeding my delusions SoundCloud 😩
Also I’m sorry but Megan and Mitski are two sides of the same coin. I’m a sad lover girl through and through.
Also I’m sorry but Megan and Mitski are two sides of the same coin. I’m a sad lover girl through and through.
December 3, 2025 at 7:00 PM
This is not helping with the parasocial connection I have with Mitski at all. Feeding my delusions SoundCloud 😩
Also I’m sorry but Megan and Mitski are two sides of the same coin. I’m a sad lover girl through and through.
Also I’m sorry but Megan and Mitski are two sides of the same coin. I’m a sad lover girl through and through.
My grief is that even if I bled out I would still give ppl my bones if I thought for even a moment I was reducing the suffering of others. I have made myself a martyr and I’m not sure the reason is noble when repeatedly the cost has been my mind, my body. This is not love, it’s destruction. Sick.
December 2, 2025 at 12:14 PM
My grief is that even if I bled out I would still give ppl my bones if I thought for even a moment I was reducing the suffering of others. I have made myself a martyr and I’m not sure the reason is noble when repeatedly the cost has been my mind, my body. This is not love, it’s destruction. Sick.
Finally let the religious ppl by my job pray over me. My lip twitched the whole time. I respect others beliefs BUT they don’t know what demons I’m fighting. To call my light god’s light? To say I strayed from him? He abandoned me. Anyway photo dump cuz look how cute I am finding joy despite the odds
December 1, 2025 at 11:07 PM
Finally let the religious ppl by my job pray over me. My lip twitched the whole time. I respect others beliefs BUT they don’t know what demons I’m fighting. To call my light god’s light? To say I strayed from him? He abandoned me. Anyway photo dump cuz look how cute I am finding joy despite the odds
Watching my teen sister crash out because of how conditional our parents love is, is like watching a rerun of a show I can’t turn off 🫠
![Me texting a group chat with my sisters so that we could talk shit about our parents 😭… because who tells a 16 year old: “I’m going to show you how much we don’t love you” getting defensive instead of addressing the core reason she always wants to be over her friends house and NEVER at home.
Me: wow such a good parent (sarcasm)
Demon sister: yeah that’s crazy
Demon sister: who tf tells their kid that
Me: Like what the actual fuck?? [redacted] tells her she doesn't feel loved here and her instinct is to double down and act like she's the victim 😭 ???
How the fuck is [redacted] saying mom and dad dont love her an insult mom acting like she said some heinous awful shit to her
Me: LIKE I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT but I'm also not surprised
Me: I mean have you seen the way dad treats her
Demon sister: Yeah mom and dad were always this strict but they so fucking non reassuring
Side note: strict??? try abusive 😳](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xbjmbsi43wxgvt6nt3wmrye5/bafkreifddmxir4jgkeadvjxfqrhxltvx34o6bajxzpqcofzs5xgddvcv3i@jpeg)
November 20, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Watching my teen sister crash out because of how conditional our parents love is, is like watching a rerun of a show I can’t turn off 🫠
I like endorphins 😆😆
November 16, 2025 at 3:52 AM
I like endorphins 😆😆
November 12, 2025 at 3:59 PM
Fuck you co-star I don’t have a choice but to create
November 3, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Fuck you co-star I don’t have a choice but to create
Almost burned my parents kitchen down but it’s ok bc look I’m hot. Happy spooky season peeps!
November 1, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Almost burned my parents kitchen down but it’s ok bc look I’m hot. Happy spooky season peeps!
October 22, 2025 at 6:14 PM
Just met the sweetest old lady ever!! Like omg I want to adopt someone’s grandma !!! 😭💗
She called me bunny girl bc of my earmuffs and told me about where she gets her overalls. Definitely don’t need to be spending more money but 🥰🥰
She was too cute 😵
She called me bunny girl bc of my earmuffs and told me about where she gets her overalls. Definitely don’t need to be spending more money but 🥰🥰
She was too cute 😵
October 22, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Just met the sweetest old lady ever!! Like omg I want to adopt someone’s grandma !!! 😭💗
She called me bunny girl bc of my earmuffs and told me about where she gets her overalls. Definitely don’t need to be spending more money but 🥰🥰
She was too cute 😵
She called me bunny girl bc of my earmuffs and told me about where she gets her overalls. Definitely don’t need to be spending more money but 🥰🥰
She was too cute 😵
Frustrated to say the least
![My prompt email response to her on Oct 15th at 5:49am:
Hey [redacted],
On my end it’s still showing as locked. My extension through student accommodations is 3 days past the due date but I’m hoping you’ll accept the submission date as when I emailed the assignment (10.12).](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xbjmbsi43wxgvt6nt3wmrye5/bafkreihwomprf6r3yt4ivxlmfrfpgk6z6tjmbzkeefovh3tfh5jxhoe7wa@jpeg)
October 15, 2025 at 10:17 AM
Frustrated to say the least
How to make it as frustrating & humiliating as fucking possible for me. Thank you so much for NOT checking your goddamn email & having the AUDACITY to tell me my paper is missing when I did EVERYTHING I was supposed to like no everything is not okay. You have no idea what it took to even get it done
![Me emailing my professor about the paper due 10.11 @11:59pm. At this point I knew I probably wasn’t going to finish it on time. The only rule is that we give them 24 hours notice.
My email sent Friday 10.10 @3:51pm
Hey [redacted],
I would like to use my student accommodations for the paper due this week. Thank you!
Best,
[redacted]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xbjmbsi43wxgvt6nt3wmrye5/bafkreiaxf2yj4k26i5mhuomrxsjbeodlspyafy6luu7blxhoc2k42dmqb4@jpeg)
![Me submitting the paper and emailing it to her because the drop box was LOCKED.
Email Sent: Sunday 10.12.25 @5:37pm (NOT EVEN A FULL DAY AFTER THE DAMN DUE DATE)
Hey [redacted],
I noticed that the submission area is closed. Since I used my student accommodation for an extension, I am going to send it to you now via email. If you open the dropbox, I can submit it on Canvas as well. Thank you for your understanding!
Best,
[redacted]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xbjmbsi43wxgvt6nt3wmrye5/bafkreie774crk4zhf3mfyjre6s4bsrselqudn6zsj7hyoyl3bjtaeh3dke@jpeg)
![I went to sleep early last night —> 10pm, only to find this late fucking CANVAS message from yesterday 10/14 @11:13pm as if I WAS THE PROBLEM.
Professor to Me:
Hey [redacted],
Making sure everything is okay. I haven’t received your first paper.
Best,
[redacted]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xbjmbsi43wxgvt6nt3wmrye5/bafkreihxohogd4q7567tzdyk37hpzwcveatxgv5nqpskvou5n2bqatqhya@jpeg)
October 15, 2025 at 10:08 AM
How to make it as frustrating & humiliating as fucking possible for me. Thank you so much for NOT checking your goddamn email & having the AUDACITY to tell me my paper is missing when I did EVERYTHING I was supposed to like no everything is not okay. You have no idea what it took to even get it done
October 15, 2025 at 12:28 AM
LMAO
On brand I guess. One of my sisters has started calling me zombie and I do bore easy 😭
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On brand I guess. One of my sisters has started calling me zombie and I do bore easy 😭
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October 7, 2025 at 11:34 PM
LMAO
On brand I guess. One of my sisters has started calling me zombie and I do bore easy 😭
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On brand I guess. One of my sisters has started calling me zombie and I do bore easy 😭
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I genuinely feel some type of way about this and like my childhood nickname was monkey. Not in a nice way but like not in a racist way either?? No idea why my dad started calling me that dumb shit.
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September 30, 2025 at 9:36 PM
I genuinely feel some type of way about this and like my childhood nickname was monkey. Not in a nice way but like not in a racist way either?? No idea why my dad started calling me that dumb shit.
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Maybe on the bird tab? See I have the hammers I thought everyone did 😳
A 1000 rainbow stones, my heart hurts for you 😭
A 1000 rainbow stones, my heart hurts for you 😭
September 23, 2025 at 3:25 AM
Maybe on the bird tab? See I have the hammers I thought everyone did 😳
A 1000 rainbow stones, my heart hurts for you 😭
A 1000 rainbow stones, my heart hurts for you 😭
Me when I told myself my paper was easy (so I procrastinated) when I should have told myself it would take a long time anyway. Like lmao spending 7 hours on this as if I don’t have to also do all the homework for my other 3 classes this week by Saturday 11:59pm. Just beautiful rlly 🤦🏽♀️
September 20, 2025 at 12:37 AM
Me when I told myself my paper was easy (so I procrastinated) when I should have told myself it would take a long time anyway. Like lmao spending 7 hours on this as if I don’t have to also do all the homework for my other 3 classes this week by Saturday 11:59pm. Just beautiful rlly 🤦🏽♀️
Costar is giving me mixed signals this month which is very real cause idk what I want either 💀
September 19, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Costar is giving me mixed signals this month which is very real cause idk what I want either 💀
This is true for the most part, but I am not a social pro I’m just an introvert who likes to yap 😭
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September 18, 2025 at 2:05 AM
This is true for the most part, but I am not a social pro I’m just an introvert who likes to yap 😭
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September 15, 2025 at 2:30 AM