its smthn I dealt with on tumblr like 5 years or so ago, people are especially brutal with hunts on the disabled because its easier to paint us as dangerous or dishonest 😔

I'm just concerned with harassment. being disabled will only make it worse since I have a tendancy to delete posts and replies when I get paranoid or insecure and suck at emotional regulation because of them, someone could lie and ppl would jump to believe it because I can be unstable

I do enjoy art, ive been upset more than anything over this becus I feel like ive kinda lost a part of myself. I can't explain the full problem because it looks shallow to people who like havent been around me for a while though and ive always been very bad with words, I rlly appreciate the support

ive been looking at art and watching others create and its just been driving the idea that I can't anymore deeper I'm ngl. I'm always 10 steps behind everyone else

like. idk. nobody cares. but for the people who do I'm sorry, I failed.

omg haiii