i can't think of anything to say to convey my feelings that wouldn't take a hundred more posts
thank you for this
for the horrors and the comfort and the hope and the despair and the pain of no emotions at all
i needed to hear the cracking of the bullwhip, i think
maybe we all do

i thought that i'd gotten a good sense for just how a piece of media could affect me with RESCUE HOUND, and all the other amazing mechsplo stories i've read
but this hit me on a level apart from any of them
i'm gonna be thinking about this
i *have* to

even then, that instinct persists
and for a brief moment it feels like Sartha can really, truly *do* something for herself, in the most viscerally cathartic way possible
and then i started in on chapter three

and everything just keeps crumbling down
Handler's presence was the one thing in this whole terrible world left to bring comfort to Sartha, and that connection is handed around like it's nothing
because it is nothing
to Her, to the things at this party pretending to be people

finally read SHOWHOUND over the last few days after the first chapter went free, and subbed to the patreon because i *had* to see the rest
seeing little seeds of something rebellious or alive in her even after all this
wanting so badly for her to get away from it all, from Her
even if it's fruitless

i've really loved using Gyrados and Delphox
in ranked Gyrados has done really well with how huge an area moves like waterfall cover, which goes for the single player stuff as well
nice for collecting crystals too
Delphox i just really like aesthetically, and plus fire spin is fun with how big it is

name 1 creature who is more preyful than a rabbit. its impossible

spume
we've been moots for a good while but never interacted much
...maybe indigo/deep purple if situations permitted °\\\°

more?????
i am so spoiled <3 <3 <3

i need to wear more olive clothing apparently

Maybe weird perverts making uncomfortable media need to link up and form a coalition against heteronormative society.

Faggot ttrpgs and faggot video games and faggot writing and faggot zines and faggot animation and faggot comics and-

for you the everstone ofc

when it's embarrassing and humiliating and you try try try try try to resist and say no, that's not me, but it's just irresistible. you really really can't help it