That's where I'm at. I wanna get experimental with various art projects. Normally I do vlogs, portraits, and street photography but lately I wanna see what I can really do, mostly with video.

Then made it seem like I need to upgrade everything when I told him I set up my home network myself with terminating my own cables, creating an AP on the top floor and making sure important devices are hardwired. I know network stuff, don't make me seem like I'm dumb #rantover 🤬

Like just now this fiber network was trying to sell me gb internet and I told him we didn't need it and then tried making it seem like my wifi was speed was slow on my phone. I know it is, I'm not by my router and wifi is unreliable and don't get gb downloads normally even near a router.

I'm still gonna pursue my business stuff like my coding brand and production company but I'm not gonna push myself as hard as I am with my studies to be a security analyst.

I think i just gotta create. Just gotta push myself and establish a new routine to get creative again. Won't be easy but I gotta do something. Maybe a day of street photography.

Im sure this is temporary like most of my creative funks but there's a part of me that wonders if this it? Is this time for good? Do I stop expressing myself through my favorite art form? Or do I force myself to create again and find that spark of inspiration?

Don't get me wrong, I am really happy with my life. It's just I been finding myself be more responsible lately dealing with life and it's putting my creativity on the back burner. I know i can start being creative again now but I'm not gonna lie, I'm just finding it hard to want to create

Thank you! Completely agree. I'm in the process of building a website so hopefully i won't be on Etsy too long

Thank you!

Well not in a bad way though. Mostly just posting pics and alot of thoughts i should've kept inside