Carnival-Tricks
@scuffedupknees.bsky.social
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Call me Carni/Klotz/Shadow/CT Baby/kidfur account for Carnival-tricks 30s / any pronouns / agender / ace (apothisexual) Little side age 3-13
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My half of a trade I did with Shiloh on Tumblr!
A small puppy holds a sketchbook with a picture of Tenna and Spamton drawn on it. They're showing it to said two while they sit together in a cozy blanket fort.
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Depression gone for a whole day because my 3 favs are so cute.
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Me rn looking at all of tadc posts from Glitch's panel. I'm gunna draw the heck out of all these characters in their new outfits.
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The vicious cycle. I kinda feel the same way, but I also decided there's no rules, your fursona can have have a back story! But I know what you mean about it making them a bit more disconnected.
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I have so many words about this and no space. I hate stupid limited words social media apps. Growl hiss.
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Ugh I hate not connecting to a fursona. I feel like I haven't in so long and it sucks. I wish I knew why or how to fix it.

I just want to take my favorite blorbo and make them me. But I can't. Also it just makes it so hard to connect with people without a face. Especially at places like cons.
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Me: Yeah I love age play, but it's not a trauma thing for me.

Also me: *Realizes I only want to be little 24/7 and hyper fixate on characters when super depressed/stressed. Likely as a trauma response to relying on TV to disassociate to while living through trauma as a child.*
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I love my new security plush. I like to just hold them, rest my head on theirs and browse Tumblr together.
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Omg I came here to comment this lol
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Aww thank you ;w; Will do my best to talk about them! I always worry about annoying people but I know I shouldn't.

And glad it helps you too!
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Aww that's so sweet! Stories like that give me hope! Thank you for sharing!
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Dreams like this make me wish I had more friends that understood me lol

I'd love to gush about it but I don't really want to talk about it to people who don't feel the same way I do. I know that's vague but it's something I'm really embarrassed about.
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I had such a good dream last night. Very body affirming.

I'm too embarrassed to describe it in detail, but I was a character I really like and got to dress up and was taken care of by all the people around me.

Both treated small and like I was attractive. Both things I don't feel often irl.
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Same ;o; And it's not enough to see them once or twice a year. I can't get over shame without constant exposure!
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plush on my desk when I work or using my paci while everyone's asleep, I'm just trying to allow myself to get in touch with that side of myself.

But dang it's so freaking hard. There's very few times in my life where I achieved little mode and I want to get to that point again one day.
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weird to me. Like I would love to take my plushie with me out of the house or sleep in my onesie without being padded. But I feel like I'm projecting this thing onto others without consent and they're too nice to say it makes them uncomfortable. So even if it's as simple as keeping my comfort >
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I'm trying real hard to be more open about my little side lol. Idk why I feel so guilty about being into this. Guess I'm worried it'll annoy people around me. All my irl friends know I'm into it and are fellow kinky furries, but I have no apdl/babyfur friends locally. So even little things feel >
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A friend bought me a custom paci and I'm frothing at the mouth for it to arrive in the mail. They did a great job on it and I just want to hold it in my hands.
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Tea party in the ball pit tent!

#babyfur #kidfur #abdl #diapers #diaperart #diaperfur
Three kids in a tunnel tent. One is crawling out a tunnel while the other two are in the middle, sitting in a pile of ball pit balls. They're having a tea party in the center. One is fake sipping from a cup and the other is talking to the plush they're holding.
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Snickers living the life of an actual dog now! At least it's not all bad.

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Snickers from Bluey as a feral dog standing in front of a dog bowl with his name. He's wearing a massive diaper that says "Poofy Sausage Rump".

He's saying: "Is this really how dogs get treated
in this universe? They’re forced to walk on
all fours, wear these big poofy diapers
and eat whatever this is"
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Paw Patrol commission for Cerebro~

#babyfur #kidfur #abdl #diapers #diaperart #diaperfur
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They just taste like off brand oreos! No different xD They even have peanut better ones haha.