CJ •🩸✨ • ❄️☕️
@shortforcj.bsky.social
late 30s nerd • queer • nonbinary • they/them
disabled ♿️ • chronically ill ❤️🩹
managing bipolar disorder 🎭
blood donation recipient🩸✨
📍chowdah → MD → PA
½ 🍊 @philthycasualmedia.com
♡ 🐰 rabbits • うさぎ | sci-fi: Trek • Who
💬 en-US • es-US • ja • asl • more
disabled ♿️ • chronically ill ❤️🩹
managing bipolar disorder 🎭
blood donation recipient🩸✨
📍chowdah → MD → PA
½ 🍊 @philthycasualmedia.com
♡ 🐰 rabbits • うさぎ | sci-fi: Trek • Who
💬 en-US • es-US • ja • asl • more
definitely work mode in here, but @philthycasualmedia.com started working a few hours ago and i am struggling to get to what i need to do. probably because i didn't sleep well. 😪
November 28, 2025 at 4:15 PM
definitely work mode in here, but @philthycasualmedia.com started working a few hours ago and i am struggling to get to what i need to do. probably because i didn't sleep well. 😪
tired, but too many things on my mind, as usual lately.
gonna be an interesting few days. work mode in our apartment in a handful of hours, for the next several days. also have to balance that with eating nutritiously, exercising a bit, and resting when i can. hmm.
gonna be an interesting few days. work mode in our apartment in a handful of hours, for the next several days. also have to balance that with eating nutritiously, exercising a bit, and resting when i can. hmm.
November 28, 2025 at 7:44 AM
tired, but too many things on my mind, as usual lately.
gonna be an interesting few days. work mode in our apartment in a handful of hours, for the next several days. also have to balance that with eating nutritiously, exercising a bit, and resting when i can. hmm.
gonna be an interesting few days. work mode in our apartment in a handful of hours, for the next several days. also have to balance that with eating nutritiously, exercising a bit, and resting when i can. hmm.
updated my profile pic
← previous current →
← previous current →
November 25, 2025 at 6:07 PM
updated my profile pic
← previous current →
← previous current →
spiralling won't help me feel better or produce hemoglobin.
so i simply will not do that.
so i simply will not do that.
November 25, 2025 at 1:50 AM
spiralling won't help me feel better or produce hemoglobin.
so i simply will not do that.
so i simply will not do that.
eh, life happens and we're approaching the holidays. caffeine is necessary.
November 24, 2025 at 2:48 PM
eh, life happens and we're approaching the holidays. caffeine is necessary.
once again fighting OneDrive, just to put a Word document in a shared folder that, as far as i know, i have write access to 😑
November 23, 2025 at 5:42 PM
once again fighting OneDrive, just to put a Word document in a shared folder that, as far as i know, i have write access to 😑
i know, i know. but it's very frustrating when i start experiencing unpleasant (but fortunately mild) symptoms again that still kind of freak me out. especially when i've been trying to do all the right things to facilitate my recovery.
November 19, 2025 at 10:07 PM
i know, i know. but it's very frustrating when i start experiencing unpleasant (but fortunately mild) symptoms again that still kind of freak me out. especially when i've been trying to do all the right things to facilitate my recovery.
it's only Tuesday night?…
November 19, 2025 at 1:41 AM
it's only Tuesday night?…
sometimes, it's just like this, every day for a while. 🪆🔂
looking forward to Thursday, eventually.
looking forward to Thursday, eventually.
November 18, 2025 at 3:08 PM
sometimes, it's just like this, every day for a while. 🪆🔂
looking forward to Thursday, eventually.
looking forward to Thursday, eventually.
okay, let's do this… again…
November 17, 2025 at 3:37 PM
okay, let's do this… again…
i finally gave up on trying to find the notebook; i probably overlooked it somewhere. one day i'll find it.
i bought this notebook for $14 from the same vendor/brand as the other. it's a smaller, because i missed something more compact. lots of great features. i'm looking forward to filling it up!
i bought this notebook for $14 from the same vendor/brand as the other. it's a smaller, because i missed something more compact. lots of great features. i'm looking forward to filling it up!
![a promotional image with a photo at left of a double-spiral bound notebook, dotted, 300 pages, 8.22" by 5.7". it has a black elastic cord to the side to keep it closed. at right are four circles with close-up photos and text (top to bottom):
Twin-wire Spiral Binding
Ruler [fits into spiral wires]
Self-adhesive Pen Holder
Bookmark [thin ribbon]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:hfgi2srzqnog7o3g7gmeioo2/bafkreifglfwufa52qh4nfucgar3wqr3hwtq6veoyxx6cpdfop64ah2ybki@jpeg)
November 14, 2025 at 2:19 PM
i finally gave up on trying to find the notebook; i probably overlooked it somewhere. one day i'll find it.
i bought this notebook for $14 from the same vendor/brand as the other. it's a smaller, because i missed something more compact. lots of great features. i'm looking forward to filling it up!
i bought this notebook for $14 from the same vendor/brand as the other. it's a smaller, because i missed something more compact. lots of great features. i'm looking forward to filling it up!
didn't sleep well, again. having two appointments each day, waiting an hour for the most intense one to start, and having lab work that went awry after that took their toll on me.
i'm back to resting. going to try to get some things done from the couch later.
i'm back to resting. going to try to get some things done from the couch later.
November 13, 2025 at 1:39 PM
didn't sleep well, again. having two appointments each day, waiting an hour for the most intense one to start, and having lab work that went awry after that took their toll on me.
i'm back to resting. going to try to get some things done from the couch later.
i'm back to resting. going to try to get some things done from the couch later.
the Singles to Go Tampico Citrus Punch (zero sugar) tastes just like the zero sugar bottled version. and i only use half a packet in about 30 oz of ice water. it's so refreshing. 😌
the Mango Punch is great, too. i just prefer the Citrus Punch.
the Mango Punch is great, too. i just prefer the Citrus Punch.
November 5, 2025 at 4:24 PM
the Singles to Go Tampico Citrus Punch (zero sugar) tastes just like the zero sugar bottled version. and i only use half a packet in about 30 oz of ice water. it's so refreshing. 😌
the Mango Punch is great, too. i just prefer the Citrus Punch.
the Mango Punch is great, too. i just prefer the Citrus Punch.
my blood had to be typed last week so i could receive blood transfusions (see: below)
(thanks to the friend who shared this)
(thanks to the friend who shared this)
November 4, 2025 at 10:44 PM
my blood had to be typed last week so i could receive blood transfusions (see: below)
(thanks to the friend who shared this)
(thanks to the friend who shared this)
fall scenery from rural Pennsylvania and some chili mac to feel cozy. 🍁🍃🥘🥰
ペンシルベニア州の田舎の秋の景色と、心地良い気分にさせてくれるチリマック。
※ 代替テキストには翻訳が含まれます。 間違いがありましたらご容赦ください。主にGoogle翻訳を使用しています。🙇🏼
#青空ごはん部
ペンシルベニア州の田舎の秋の景色と、心地良い気分にさせてくれるチリマック。
※ 代替テキストには翻訳が含まれます。 間違いがありましたらご容赦ください。主にGoogle翻訳を使用しています。🙇🏼
#青空ごはん部
November 3, 2025 at 10:53 PM
fall scenery from rural Pennsylvania and some chili mac to feel cozy. 🍁🍃🥘🥰
ペンシルベニア州の田舎の秋の景色と、心地良い気分にさせてくれるチリマック。
※ 代替テキストには翻訳が含まれます。 間違いがありましたらご容赦ください。主にGoogle翻訳を使用しています。🙇🏼
#青空ごはん部
ペンシルベニア州の田舎の秋の景色と、心地良い気分にさせてくれるチリマック。
※ 代替テキストには翻訳が含まれます。 間違いがありましたらご容赦ください。主にGoogle翻訳を使用しています。🙇🏼
#青空ごはん部
Doctor Who's “Heaven Sent” episode, starring Peter Capaldi almost entirely by himself, reminds me of my grief for my mother. it also grounds me, and gives me hope to persist.
i hate the smell of lilies.
i hate the smell of lilies.
November 1, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Doctor Who's “Heaven Sent” episode, starring Peter Capaldi almost entirely by himself, reminds me of my grief for my mother. it also grounds me, and gives me hope to persist.
i hate the smell of lilies.
i hate the smell of lilies.
thank you. my partner and i continue to advocate for me/myself, because it didn't need to get this bad. but, again (i know you understand!), i only have so much energy right now.
a few of my providers seem to be advocating for me, too, though, so there's that.
a few of my providers seem to be advocating for me, too, though, so there's that.
November 1, 2025 at 1:16 PM
thank you. my partner and i continue to advocate for me/myself, because it didn't need to get this bad. but, again (i know you understand!), i only have so much energy right now.
a few of my providers seem to be advocating for me, too, though, so there's that.
a few of my providers seem to be advocating for me, too, though, so there's that.
📌 proof of life • status update 📌
i'm not sharing a photo of myself right now. here, have today's front page.
i'm also not rehashing my symptoms because i've posted enough times about them over the last three months. and frankly, they're gross – especially what i went through this weekend. +
i'm not sharing a photo of myself right now. here, have today's front page.
i'm also not rehashing my symptoms because i've posted enough times about them over the last three months. and frankly, they're gross – especially what i went through this weekend. +
October 27, 2025 at 1:59 PM
📌 proof of life • status update 📌
i'm not sharing a photo of myself right now. here, have today's front page.
i'm also not rehashing my symptoms because i've posted enough times about them over the last three months. and frankly, they're gross – especially what i went through this weekend. +
i'm not sharing a photo of myself right now. here, have today's front page.
i'm also not rehashing my symptoms because i've posted enough times about them over the last three months. and frankly, they're gross – especially what i went through this weekend. +
got some more sleep the last few hours despite a few rough bits. taking it easy – Dr. Gritty's* orders! (* @philthycasualmedia.com)
guess that means i'm watching the Islanders @ Flyers game at 12:30 p.m. EDT. 😆🛋️ 🏒🥅🟠👹
guess that means i'm watching the Islanders @ Flyers game at 12:30 p.m. EDT. 😆🛋️ 🏒🥅🟠👹
October 25, 2025 at 3:15 PM
got some more sleep the last few hours despite a few rough bits. taking it easy – Dr. Gritty's* orders! (* @philthycasualmedia.com)
guess that means i'm watching the Islanders @ Flyers game at 12:30 p.m. EDT. 😆🛋️ 🏒🥅🟠👹
guess that means i'm watching the Islanders @ Flyers game at 12:30 p.m. EDT. 😆🛋️ 🏒🥅🟠👹
i put my pulse oximeter on this Nintendo NES lanyard because it's better than the thin lanyard that was included, and now it's more fun.
October 25, 2025 at 8:38 AM
i put my pulse oximeter on this Nintendo NES lanyard because it's better than the thin lanyard that was included, and now it's more fun.
updated my bio again. mostly moved some things around. one addition, though.
October 25, 2025 at 8:22 AM
updated my bio again. mostly moved some things around. one addition, though.