CW // menstrual blood, piss, watersports,
Alt versions, putting them in the comments to maybe give them less visibility in case, you know, it makes somebody uncomfortable.

be someone i’m not.

i can’t stop crying. i hate my art and i hate putting in the effort of sharing. i’m so tired. it’s all self inflicted and i can’t stop it. i’m done trying to

i am so convinced that i will never love drawing again. i will never finish stories i ache to write because there’s no point in it. and i will always hate myself for not being able to fucking handle myself.
it comes to the point where i’m literally blocking artists i know are better than me

this is my art from when i was 18 years old. i was just good at art. and i experimented with a lot of styles. i have completely forgotten all of the strategies i used back then.
how tf do i just forget to draw

literally so disappointed in myself. my art has been on a decline for years. i don’t know what i’m doing wrong