Kodoku
@skybluekodoku.bsky.social
167cm
She/They
25yrs old
Disabled
Ana/Arfid
#edsky
#butterflyana
#caterpillarsky
<DNI: minors, fatphobes, & anti-recovery>
She/They
25yrs old
Disabled
Ana/Arfid
#edsky
#butterflyana
#caterpillarsky
<DNI: minors, fatphobes, & anti-recovery>
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Kodoku
@skybluekodoku.bsky.social
· Jun 23
[New #caterpillarsky #edsky intro bc I've been gone]
-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill
" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill
" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
It's finally cool enough to smoke cigs, God bless. Fasting is abt to be a little easier.
October 7, 2025 at 5:20 PM
It's finally cool enough to smoke cigs, God bless. Fasting is abt to be a little easier.
So unbelievably ready for the weather to get cold so I can smoke cigarettes without melting in the heat
I switched to vaping temporarily just cause it's rlly been that bad
I switched to vaping temporarily just cause it's rlly been that bad
August 28, 2025 at 10:19 AM
So unbelievably ready for the weather to get cold so I can smoke cigarettes without melting in the heat
I switched to vaping temporarily just cause it's rlly been that bad
I switched to vaping temporarily just cause it's rlly been that bad
I get that it's normal to be fixated on food w an ed but anyone else just fixated on ONE food?
Like everyday I wake up I'm like "I get to have another chobani flip 😁" lololol
Like everyday I wake up I'm like "I get to have another chobani flip 😁" lololol
August 28, 2025 at 1:16 AM
I get that it's normal to be fixated on food w an ed but anyone else just fixated on ONE food?
Like everyday I wake up I'm like "I get to have another chobani flip 😁" lololol
Like everyday I wake up I'm like "I get to have another chobani flip 😁" lololol
Total intake for today was 815kcals
Would be a little less if this household didn't love full calorie cherry coke but still a good amount for intake. Having a better mobility day so ima do my workouts.
Would be a little less if this household didn't love full calorie cherry coke but still a good amount for intake. Having a better mobility day so ima do my workouts.
August 28, 2025 at 12:29 AM
Total intake for today was 815kcals
Would be a little less if this household didn't love full calorie cherry coke but still a good amount for intake. Having a better mobility day so ima do my workouts.
Would be a little less if this household didn't love full calorie cherry coke but still a good amount for intake. Having a better mobility day so ima do my workouts.
watching king of the hill and playing stardew valley, selfcare shit fr
August 21, 2025 at 2:29 PM
watching king of the hill and playing stardew valley, selfcare shit fr
Went in the kitchen for water and ended up having to play fight a damn cat. I've had them since they were kittens and there's only 3 but one is genuinely obsessed w me. I had to scoop her like a baby and rub her tummy for her to stop bc she loves attention. She's real for that though tbh.
August 21, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Went in the kitchen for water and ended up having to play fight a damn cat. I've had them since they were kittens and there's only 3 but one is genuinely obsessed w me. I had to scoop her like a baby and rub her tummy for her to stop bc she loves attention. She's real for that though tbh.
Reposted by Kodoku
I unironically want this
August 18, 2025 at 3:27 PM
I unironically want this
Stayed under my limit today 😁💃
August 19, 2025 at 10:31 PM
Stayed under my limit today 😁💃
366kcals as of rn
I went over slightly yesterday bc my roommates gave up on cooking and just ordered food
At a point where I'm considering just not eating dinner ever again cause I'm so exhausted of living with ppl who eat the way they do. Imagine eating fastfood daily and still getting on ozempic
I went over slightly yesterday bc my roommates gave up on cooking and just ordered food
At a point where I'm considering just not eating dinner ever again cause I'm so exhausted of living with ppl who eat the way they do. Imagine eating fastfood daily and still getting on ozempic
August 19, 2025 at 4:39 PM
366kcals as of rn
I went over slightly yesterday bc my roommates gave up on cooking and just ordered food
At a point where I'm considering just not eating dinner ever again cause I'm so exhausted of living with ppl who eat the way they do. Imagine eating fastfood daily and still getting on ozempic
I went over slightly yesterday bc my roommates gave up on cooking and just ordered food
At a point where I'm considering just not eating dinner ever again cause I'm so exhausted of living with ppl who eat the way they do. Imagine eating fastfood daily and still getting on ozempic
Cleaned my room and only eaten 428 kcals today 💁🏽♀️
August 18, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Cleaned my room and only eaten 428 kcals today 💁🏽♀️
Welp, time to get super serious abt starving cause my roommate has cooked the same meal for the last 3 weeks over and over and its making me genuinely not wanna eat anything. Literally no veggies just meat and rice.
August 18, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Welp, time to get super serious abt starving cause my roommate has cooked the same meal for the last 3 weeks over and over and its making me genuinely not wanna eat anything. Literally no veggies just meat and rice.
Life has sadly been kicking me in the coochie for the last couple of days so I will not be paying attention to my diet until tomorrow ✌️
July 7, 2025 at 8:03 PM
Life has sadly been kicking me in the coochie for the last couple of days so I will not be paying attention to my diet until tomorrow ✌️
Pro tip
Don't live in the fucking south, there's not even food in my room or food waste yet I'm dealing with gnats CONSTANTLY
Don't live in the fucking south, there's not even food in my room or food waste yet I'm dealing with gnats CONSTANTLY
June 23, 2025 at 8:42 PM
Pro tip
Don't live in the fucking south, there's not even food in my room or food waste yet I'm dealing with gnats CONSTANTLY
Don't live in the fucking south, there's not even food in my room or food waste yet I'm dealing with gnats CONSTANTLY
Has no one ever made a Nico Robin themed diet?
It feels so obvious I'm actually surprised
Literally just drink coffee, read as a distraction, and eat once a day, BOOM so easy
It feels so obvious I'm actually surprised
Literally just drink coffee, read as a distraction, and eat once a day, BOOM so easy
June 23, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Has no one ever made a Nico Robin themed diet?
It feels so obvious I'm actually surprised
Literally just drink coffee, read as a distraction, and eat once a day, BOOM so easy
It feels so obvious I'm actually surprised
Literally just drink coffee, read as a distraction, and eat once a day, BOOM so easy
"DON'T DRINK COFFEE ON AN EMPTY STOMACH"
n o
n o
June 23, 2025 at 5:35 PM
"DON'T DRINK COFFEE ON AN EMPTY STOMACH"
n o
n o
It should be socially acceptable to crowdfund gas money & money for a diet coke. Why do disabled ppl have to air out their medical history and trauma just to get a little money? Can I just have a diet coke pls?
June 23, 2025 at 6:36 AM
It should be socially acceptable to crowdfund gas money & money for a diet coke. Why do disabled ppl have to air out their medical history and trauma just to get a little money? Can I just have a diet coke pls?
I'll probably always be this way
Not sure if that's comforting or scary
Not sure if that's comforting or scary
June 23, 2025 at 6:28 AM
I'll probably always be this way
Not sure if that's comforting or scary
Not sure if that's comforting or scary
[New #caterpillarsky #edsky intro bc I've been gone]
-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill
" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill
" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
June 23, 2025 at 6:19 AM
[New #caterpillarsky #edsky intro bc I've been gone]
-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill
" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill
" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "
Shoutout to silent hill 2 for instilling the correct amount of fear around a man resenting me for being sick
Witnessing that plot at a young age, destroyed my ability to believe in the fairytale in my head of husbands who love their sick wives dearly right till the end. Excuse the introspection.
Witnessing that plot at a young age, destroyed my ability to believe in the fairytale in my head of husbands who love their sick wives dearly right till the end. Excuse the introspection.
June 23, 2025 at 5:44 AM
Shoutout to silent hill 2 for instilling the correct amount of fear around a man resenting me for being sick
Witnessing that plot at a young age, destroyed my ability to believe in the fairytale in my head of husbands who love their sick wives dearly right till the end. Excuse the introspection.
Witnessing that plot at a young age, destroyed my ability to believe in the fairytale in my head of husbands who love their sick wives dearly right till the end. Excuse the introspection.
Love when life beats me up enough to be in that delulu phase of my disorder
Honeymoon phase is BACK
Honeymoon phase is BACK
June 21, 2025 at 7:33 PM
Love when life beats me up enough to be in that delulu phase of my disorder
Honeymoon phase is BACK
Honeymoon phase is BACK
Fasting today, had two cups of coffee, gonna prob just sit on Pinterest adding to my spo board. Hope everyone's having a decent day! #caterpillarsky #butterflyana
June 21, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Fasting today, had two cups of coffee, gonna prob just sit on Pinterest adding to my spo board. Hope everyone's having a decent day! #caterpillarsky #butterflyana
Figuring out how to support myself is gonna be hard but at least I'll have another motivation to not buy food tbh
June 16, 2025 at 7:33 PM
Figuring out how to support myself is gonna be hard but at least I'll have another motivation to not buy food tbh
Back! And divorcing my bitch ass husband 🫡
May 25, 2025 at 12:41 PM
Back! And divorcing my bitch ass husband 🫡
Went to the emergency room twice in a week, I'm back though! Hiiii moots!
February 28, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Went to the emergency room twice in a week, I'm back though! Hiiii moots!
Felt good enough to help with cooking! It may be a small achievement to some, but I've been in so much pain it makes me happy that I can do anything normal 🥹
February 18, 2025 at 11:48 PM
Felt good enough to help with cooking! It may be a small achievement to some, but I've been in so much pain it makes me happy that I can do anything normal 🥹