Yana but talks real
@smallsongster.bsky.social
This is a certain (no longer) blue cat's vent account
you know, like the one she had on bird site
I'll probably private this if that becomes a thing
you know, like the one she had on bird site
I'll probably private this if that becomes a thing
I wish I didn't feel like a bundle of issues to navigate.
Or at least, I wish that I felt like in the center of that bundle of issues was something worth navigating to.
It's hard to feel worth it.
Or at least, I wish that I felt like in the center of that bundle of issues was something worth navigating to.
It's hard to feel worth it.
December 6, 2025 at 2:40 PM
I wish I didn't feel like a bundle of issues to navigate.
Or at least, I wish that I felt like in the center of that bundle of issues was something worth navigating to.
It's hard to feel worth it.
Or at least, I wish that I felt like in the center of that bundle of issues was something worth navigating to.
It's hard to feel worth it.
Yana keep her mouth shut challenge
(but she actually succeeds)
((Maybe sometimes I should be mindful of who might see what I put here, I don't wanna create factions or anything between me/Vulpes and co))
(but she actually succeeds)
((Maybe sometimes I should be mindful of who might see what I put here, I don't wanna create factions or anything between me/Vulpes and co))
December 3, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Yana keep her mouth shut challenge
(but she actually succeeds)
((Maybe sometimes I should be mindful of who might see what I put here, I don't wanna create factions or anything between me/Vulpes and co))
(but she actually succeeds)
((Maybe sometimes I should be mindful of who might see what I put here, I don't wanna create factions or anything between me/Vulpes and co))
When she sends an "I love you toooo~" voice message and you're feeling extra gay about it for some reason so you play it back like 4 times
this is the rare genre of AD skeet "too gay/embarrassing for main" /)///(\
this is the rare genre of AD skeet "too gay/embarrassing for main" /)///(\
December 2, 2025 at 7:11 PM
When she sends an "I love you toooo~" voice message and you're feeling extra gay about it for some reason so you play it back like 4 times
this is the rare genre of AD skeet "too gay/embarrassing for main" /)///(\
this is the rare genre of AD skeet "too gay/embarrassing for main" /)///(\
Really resenting the fact that people who claim to be "worried" about my decision to "drop Vulpes" clearly don't care enough to do anything other than poke at me anonymously
Maybe it's been long enough I shouldn't be angry about it but... I dunno.
Maybe it's been long enough I shouldn't be angry about it but... I dunno.
December 2, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Really resenting the fact that people who claim to be "worried" about my decision to "drop Vulpes" clearly don't care enough to do anything other than poke at me anonymously
Maybe it's been long enough I shouldn't be angry about it but... I dunno.
Maybe it's been long enough I shouldn't be angry about it but... I dunno.
Really struggling with a sense of inadequacy today honestly
Just, not good enough in every feasible category.
Forever behind my peers
Just, not good enough in every feasible category.
Forever behind my peers
November 28, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Really struggling with a sense of inadequacy today honestly
Just, not good enough in every feasible category.
Forever behind my peers
Just, not good enough in every feasible category.
Forever behind my peers
There's always been stigma attached to "rebound relationships"
But the reality of the situation is that they often happen because someone flees from a situation where they feel unsafe into a situation where they feel safe.
That's all I'm saying
Maybe even that's too much
might delete later
But the reality of the situation is that they often happen because someone flees from a situation where they feel unsafe into a situation where they feel safe.
That's all I'm saying
Maybe even that's too much
might delete later
I've been getting some pretty judgemental asks on my NGL
people venting that they're annoyed at me for how I handled the gofundme thing, or thinking I just dropped Vulpes for the next person to come along
I wish I could communicate the whole picture
I think maybe they'd leave me alone
people venting that they're annoyed at me for how I handled the gofundme thing, or thinking I just dropped Vulpes for the next person to come along
I wish I could communicate the whole picture
I think maybe they'd leave me alone
November 26, 2025 at 8:34 AM
There's always been stigma attached to "rebound relationships"
But the reality of the situation is that they often happen because someone flees from a situation where they feel unsafe into a situation where they feel safe.
That's all I'm saying
Maybe even that's too much
might delete later
But the reality of the situation is that they often happen because someone flees from a situation where they feel unsafe into a situation where they feel safe.
That's all I'm saying
Maybe even that's too much
might delete later
I've been getting some pretty judgemental asks on my NGL
people venting that they're annoyed at me for how I handled the gofundme thing, or thinking I just dropped Vulpes for the next person to come along
I wish I could communicate the whole picture
I think maybe they'd leave me alone
people venting that they're annoyed at me for how I handled the gofundme thing, or thinking I just dropped Vulpes for the next person to come along
I wish I could communicate the whole picture
I think maybe they'd leave me alone
November 26, 2025 at 8:23 AM
I've been getting some pretty judgemental asks on my NGL
people venting that they're annoyed at me for how I handled the gofundme thing, or thinking I just dropped Vulpes for the next person to come along
I wish I could communicate the whole picture
I think maybe they'd leave me alone
people venting that they're annoyed at me for how I handled the gofundme thing, or thinking I just dropped Vulpes for the next person to come along
I wish I could communicate the whole picture
I think maybe they'd leave me alone
Last posts wise, I think I'm just overwhelmed
done so much crying lately
done so much crying lately
November 24, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Last posts wise, I think I'm just overwhelmed
done so much crying lately
done so much crying lately
Gender has been coming at me from all directions lately
I've been living and breathing my transition. Taking little, sometimes impulsive steps every day.
Today I went to someone's house and sat on their couch while she and two other Tgirls helped give me the courage to put a needle in myself.
I've been living and breathing my transition. Taking little, sometimes impulsive steps every day.
Today I went to someone's house and sat on their couch while she and two other Tgirls helped give me the courage to put a needle in myself.
November 24, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Gender has been coming at me from all directions lately
I've been living and breathing my transition. Taking little, sometimes impulsive steps every day.
Today I went to someone's house and sat on their couch while she and two other Tgirls helped give me the courage to put a needle in myself.
I've been living and breathing my transition. Taking little, sometimes impulsive steps every day.
Today I went to someone's house and sat on their couch while she and two other Tgirls helped give me the courage to put a needle in myself.
Why can't you just leave? I know you have people who would care for you and catch you.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
November 13, 2025 at 1:14 AM
Why can't you just leave? I know you have people who would care for you and catch you.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
i feel like i just did something and I don't know if it's good
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
November 12, 2025 at 2:55 AM
i feel like i just did something and I don't know if it's good
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
Racing my bad brain to finish and post the vore chart in the hopes that the ensuing dopamine saves meeeeee
Whyyyyyy
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
November 12, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Racing my bad brain to finish and post the vore chart in the hopes that the ensuing dopamine saves meeeeee
Whyyyyyy
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
November 11, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Whyyyyyy
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
Guess I'm clocked in for a long shift at the ethical quandary factory
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
November 10, 2025 at 2:51 AM
Guess I'm clocked in for a long shift at the ethical quandary factory
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
It sucks that pursuing and engaging in things that bring me joy makes things harder for others
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
November 10, 2025 at 1:47 AM
It sucks that pursuing and engaging in things that bring me joy makes things harder for others
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
Damn and just like that, one thing happens, and I feel terrible again
November 6, 2025 at 1:30 PM
Damn and just like that, one thing happens, and I feel terrible again
I had forgotten what it was like to come away from an evening spent with someone just positively glowing and filled with pure warmth
it's nice to be reminded
it's nice to be reminded
November 6, 2025 at 5:36 AM
I had forgotten what it was like to come away from an evening spent with someone just positively glowing and filled with pure warmth
it's nice to be reminded
it's nice to be reminded
I think I've always been a pretty stoic and resilient person, doing what I've done for as long as I have
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
November 2, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I think I've always been a pretty stoic and resilient person, doing what I've done for as long as I have
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
Vore meet moment:
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
November 1, 2025 at 9:42 AM
Vore meet moment:
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
I'm really happy to be transitioning, but I find myself routinely mourning the girlhood I never got to have for the first 30 years of my life
October 31, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I'm really happy to be transitioning, but I find myself routinely mourning the girlhood I never got to have for the first 30 years of my life
Reposted by Yana but talks real
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
October 30, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
October 30, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Me: "I'm fine now she has no power over me anymore :)"
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
October 30, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Me: "I'm fine now she has no power over me anymore :)"
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
Me realising that I am touch starved af despite having been married for over a year
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
October 30, 2025 at 6:20 PM
Me realising that I am touch starved af despite having been married for over a year
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
I hate that having boundaries and comfort zones makes me feel like an annoyance/problem
fuck the people who implanted this in me
fuck the people who implanted this in me
October 30, 2025 at 2:16 AM
I hate that having boundaries and comfort zones makes me feel like an annoyance/problem
fuck the people who implanted this in me
fuck the people who implanted this in me