Can we have a potluck? Will there be blankets?

I still think about the "golden days" of my younger self's creative output being when I had friends I worked together with.

I think that regardless of if I find ppl to work with before or after again, I'm in a place where I'm heading for my own renaissance and I'm looking forward to it. :3c

Whenever ppl ask me how well I can speak, I just go: uhhhh I can be independant.
Can I daily convo intetact? yes.
With native proficency? No.
Can I keigo? No.
As a waiter? Yes.
Do I struggle to switch between Polite and Casual? Yes.

The more I see how low the standards are...the more I wanna do things out of sheer spite and call it audacity.

Maybe I can make some goals for myself after December be related to that kinda vibe...

If I wanna do it, just do it ig

You're so strong, Jazz.
But I probably should also eat healthier...I forgot I bought pasta and got another pack.

The only thing I practice restrain with is my spending, so- Chrimis Food Mukbang Impending🥰

*grabs the good communicators I know and holds them close*

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOU

COMMUNICATION IS A NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE

I UNDERSTAND WHY THEY NAMED A FIELD OF STUDY AFTER IT ATP

LAWRD

I'm so used to the "I'm stuck" stress. Feeling like a failure, full of shame, overwhelm, can only see up to my nose before the world ahead is a dissociative blur...

But this "grow" stress is more centered around insecurity, questions, curiosity, long-term planning, etc...

Depressive vs Healthy?lol