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Bazinga 💜

Thanks Rocky. It was super awesome meeting you too! Being a CG at the party and changing diapers made the con worthwhile. Smiles on littles faces makes it all worth it to me.

And gabbing about Gabagool was fun as well lolol

I don’t wanna be a “somebody” in the famous sense, I wanna be somebody in the way people think of me when they think of a good care taker. When they think of someone they can talk to. I wanna be thought of. Just in general, I wanna be thought of.

I’d like to be asked questions, chatted with, asked to do photoshoots, thought about when it came to comms…but it’ll never happen. And deep down I know that. It just hurts to think about. I give everything I have for people, and in the end I’m still looked at like I’m nobody.

My friends knew me, but everyone else acted like I was a ghost. Everyone else flocked to the other group and gave me weird looks. It…hurt. A lot honestly. It hurts seeing everyone else be known and loved and I just get looked at funny.

I see a lot of my friends with their picture on the Little Troubles cards, friends known in the community, when we go to events they’re immediately known and get talked to. I get looked at funny, even ignored. I can’t help but remember the young at heart panel at AC. I was ignored by a lot of people

I tend to set great examples for all the kiddos! Or I at least try to!

Don’t have to if they’re all yours :3