mentally ill mary
@tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social
my real name is not mary. mentally ill. mostly a lurker. I have an eating disorder and I talk about it. You should probably block me. 18+. MDNI.
Pinned
new intro cuz gained weight 😑
-37
-cw: 170.2 gw1: 160
- BED, Mia, Restrictive Eating, ADHD, CPTSD
- Bi/Pan, married, pro-recovery, pro-harm reduction
DNI: no minors, no fatphobes, no mean girls/gays, no purging tips, no bigots
Current ED focus: high intake restriction
will unpin in june
-37
-cw: 170.2 gw1: 160
- BED, Mia, Restrictive Eating, ADHD, CPTSD
- Bi/Pan, married, pro-recovery, pro-harm reduction
DNI: no minors, no fatphobes, no mean girls/gays, no purging tips, no bigots
Current ED focus: high intake restriction
will unpin in june
this is the church I joined that eats up all my time
I love them so much.
I love them so much.
UU President Rev. Dr. Sofía Betancourt joins faith leaders across traditions in proclaiming: transgender, intersex, and nonbinary people are holy, whole, and worthy of love. Together, we call out the misuse of religion to justify harm.
www.uuworld.org/articles/uua...
www.uuworld.org/articles/uua...
November 13, 2025 at 2:20 PM
this is the church I joined that eats up all my time
I love them so much.
I love them so much.
I think my fave content is watching gym bros torture themselves the way we do.
suffer.
suffer.
November 7, 2025 at 7:21 PM
I think my fave content is watching gym bros torture themselves the way we do.
suffer.
suffer.
Whelp, tired of being fat
got on compounded semaglutide
it comes in, in a few days
got on compounded semaglutide
it comes in, in a few days
August 7, 2025 at 3:29 PM
Whelp, tired of being fat
got on compounded semaglutide
it comes in, in a few days
got on compounded semaglutide
it comes in, in a few days
doomed to forever lose and regain the same 8 lbs
July 21, 2025 at 4:03 PM
doomed to forever lose and regain the same 8 lbs
I need to reset with a hardcore beauty diet clean-up.
all this junk food is bad for my skin
all this junk food is bad for my skin
July 17, 2025 at 10:38 PM
I need to reset with a hardcore beauty diet clean-up.
all this junk food is bad for my skin
all this junk food is bad for my skin
I stuck my head in the fruit/produce area shelf at Hmart and it smelled so good and fresh that I almost cried
god I love fruit
god I love fruit
July 17, 2025 at 10:27 PM
I stuck my head in the fruit/produce area shelf at Hmart and it smelled so good and fresh that I almost cried
god I love fruit
god I love fruit
whitney_h*lcombe is a moron
“There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be thin!! I lost 100 pounds at 14 and with my book I can show you how to do it too!!”
🙄
I know an ED when I see one and I know you aren’t claiming a teenage experience as expertise
Fucking bonkers
“There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be thin!! I lost 100 pounds at 14 and with my book I can show you how to do it too!!”
🙄
I know an ED when I see one and I know you aren’t claiming a teenage experience as expertise
Fucking bonkers
July 17, 2025 at 3:30 PM
whitney_h*lcombe is a moron
“There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be thin!! I lost 100 pounds at 14 and with my book I can show you how to do it too!!”
🙄
I know an ED when I see one and I know you aren’t claiming a teenage experience as expertise
Fucking bonkers
“There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be thin!! I lost 100 pounds at 14 and with my book I can show you how to do it too!!”
🙄
I know an ED when I see one and I know you aren’t claiming a teenage experience as expertise
Fucking bonkers
getting my tox jab.
no getting to see my feelings for anyone 😅
no getting to see my feelings for anyone 😅
June 16, 2025 at 9:13 PM
getting my tox jab.
no getting to see my feelings for anyone 😅
no getting to see my feelings for anyone 😅
ohkaaaay let’s see how the universe leaves me be today 😤
June 6, 2025 at 4:10 PM
ohkaaaay let’s see how the universe leaves me be today 😤
lol Elon said Trump is in the Epstein Files
June 5, 2025 at 8:11 PM
lol Elon said Trump is in the Epstein Files
Went to the grocery store to go shopping for the weekend and when I got to the register, I found out ALL THE REGISTERS WERE DOWN AND WOULD BE FOR 45 MINUTES.
gosh if that isn’t a cosmic sign to stop being a fat ass
gosh if that isn’t a cosmic sign to stop being a fat ass
June 5, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Went to the grocery store to go shopping for the weekend and when I got to the register, I found out ALL THE REGISTERS WERE DOWN AND WOULD BE FOR 45 MINUTES.
gosh if that isn’t a cosmic sign to stop being a fat ass
gosh if that isn’t a cosmic sign to stop being a fat ass
goddamn pretzel buns 🤦🏻♀️
June 1, 2025 at 1:04 AM
goddamn pretzel buns 🤦🏻♀️
lost 2lbs of bloat since I last weighed
I know it was just water weight but I’ll take it
I know it was just water weight but I’ll take it
May 29, 2025 at 2:17 PM
lost 2lbs of bloat since I last weighed
I know it was just water weight but I’ll take it
I know it was just water weight but I’ll take it
I’ve had to human too much to day and I’m fucking knackered
May 28, 2025 at 3:56 AM
I’ve had to human too much to day and I’m fucking knackered
konjac noodles + stir fry veggies + shredded chicken/scrambled eggs /tofu + naked and saucy peanut sauce + mint/basil ❤️
lazy low c//al peanut noodles
Less than 200 c@ls if you don’t have a serving of protein, less than 200-350ish if you do.
lazy low c//al peanut noodles
Less than 200 c@ls if you don’t have a serving of protein, less than 200-350ish if you do.
May 27, 2025 at 10:37 PM
konjac noodles + stir fry veggies + shredded chicken/scrambled eggs /tofu + naked and saucy peanut sauce + mint/basil ❤️
lazy low c//al peanut noodles
Less than 200 c@ls if you don’t have a serving of protein, less than 200-350ish if you do.
lazy low c//al peanut noodles
Less than 200 c@ls if you don’t have a serving of protein, less than 200-350ish if you do.
update: I now adore it. It’s so good when you want something savory and want it liquid. Savory, salty like food and not sweet like desserts. It’s often hard for me to do liquid diets because I get tired of sweet stuff
This is pretty good. Especially if you want something salty instead of sweet as a beverage.
Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!
Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!
May 27, 2025 at 8:44 PM
update: I now adore it. It’s so good when you want something savory and want it liquid. Savory, salty like food and not sweet like desserts. It’s often hard for me to do liquid diets because I get tired of sweet stuff
This is pretty good. Especially if you want something salty instead of sweet as a beverage.
Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!
Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!
May 27, 2025 at 2:38 AM
This is pretty good. Especially if you want something salty instead of sweet as a beverage.
Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!
Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!
kiss from a rose by seal triggers me so much.
it just makes me want to be tiny
it just makes me want to be tiny
May 25, 2025 at 3:16 AM
kiss from a rose by seal triggers me so much.
it just makes me want to be tiny
it just makes me want to be tiny
🎲it pho + fruit
Total cals: 564
I believe in volume dieting
Total cals: 564
I believe in volume dieting
May 21, 2025 at 7:02 PM
🎲it pho + fruit
Total cals: 564
I believe in volume dieting
Total cals: 564
I believe in volume dieting
I remember the first time I heard my niece say that her body was fa//t. She was 11.
I never forgot that.
The flush of heat down my neck. My heart pounding inside my body.
The “everything is my fault” feeling.
I never talked about my body negatively again around her.
I never forgot that.
The flush of heat down my neck. My heart pounding inside my body.
The “everything is my fault” feeling.
I never talked about my body negatively again around her.
May 21, 2025 at 5:22 PM
I remember the first time I heard my niece say that her body was fa//t. She was 11.
I never forgot that.
The flush of heat down my neck. My heart pounding inside my body.
The “everything is my fault” feeling.
I never talked about my body negatively again around her.
I never forgot that.
The flush of heat down my neck. My heart pounding inside my body.
The “everything is my fault” feeling.
I never talked about my body negatively again around her.
I found frozen honeydew chunks and I’m so pleased.
Aesthetic green matcha melon smoothies are go!
spinach+melon+avocado+matcha= pretty mint green
mixing spinach into other smoothies has been…not aesthetic…
Aesthetic green matcha melon smoothies are go!
spinach+melon+avocado+matcha= pretty mint green
mixing spinach into other smoothies has been…not aesthetic…
May 21, 2025 at 2:54 PM
I found frozen honeydew chunks and I’m so pleased.
Aesthetic green matcha melon smoothies are go!
spinach+melon+avocado+matcha= pretty mint green
mixing spinach into other smoothies has been…not aesthetic…
Aesthetic green matcha melon smoothies are go!
spinach+melon+avocado+matcha= pretty mint green
mixing spinach into other smoothies has been…not aesthetic…
Im finally free of pre-scheduled responsibilities. Now I can just be weird and feral and bed rot for a few days
thank the universe
thank the universe
May 19, 2025 at 2:48 PM
Im finally free of pre-scheduled responsibilities. Now I can just be weird and feral and bed rot for a few days
thank the universe
thank the universe
I’m gonna trim my undercut.
wish me luck 🙃
wish me luck 🙃
May 16, 2025 at 7:33 PM
I’m gonna trim my undercut.
wish me luck 🙃
wish me luck 🙃
Reposted by mentally ill mary
Good morning caterpillar sky! Let’s avoid this bread!
May 9, 2025 at 2:54 PM
Good morning caterpillar sky! Let’s avoid this bread!