if im this weak abt it i may need to watch blackfish again and wisen the fuck up

apparently i mixed up my orca transfer knowledge bc stella and ran are at kobe suma, its earth and lynn that are here?? they still use stella on all the advertising though hmm. anyways fuck

lord give me strength

a few years back my old therapist told me i needed to stop watching the news because it was making my mental health so much worse and honestly she was so real for that. i miss her

oh my god i forgot she called her that....... i was too blinded by yuri

this is the second mongoose ive gotten suggested to me and i'm seeing the vision. many things to consider

that last part is a JOKE gay people i never stopped loving u ok

this stupid fucking election however is NOT refreshing. my pores are NOT clear. i hate it

im very lonely atm, maybe it shows

i just like dont wanna just crash back into someone's life unprompted, but idk. its been like literally 6 years since we broke up and we were both mentally ill traumatised kids and maybe its okay to look back and go "yeah that wasnt great but i forgave you years ago and just want you to know that"

in the process of tryna transfer my blocklist from twitter to here i stumbled upon a very old ex's acc, we haven't spoken in years bc there was a lot of animosity there but idk she looks like she's doing well and its nice to see. i wanna reach out even just to reminisce but. hm