Peak incoming ‼️

One day at a time, change is always constant but finding the right one that works for us is neither here nor there.

I do appreciate the reassurance though, it can be hard to forget that I'm not the only one marred by this constant loathing.

I just wish I had the answers, you know?

- time doing virtually nothing, I yearn for a real motivator to pick me up.

Success is earned, but to find the strength to build the ladder to get there.

Is rough when you're uneducated in such means.

Not to worry anyone with this, it's just.

It can be hard to go for so long without any proper ways to vent or to create.

This current time in my life, I need change - something I can be prideful of. But, I lack the guidance.

I don't want to live to work, and for as much as I regret wasting -

Hang in there 🫂

The same boat, if only I knew wherever this river passes down stream.

The bad in this world is something always present, but that by itself doesn't worry me.

It's strange. Really. I wish I had answers but I can only sit and ponder, it sucks honestly.

Maybe tomorrow will be better.

I have been for some time, and I want to make retroactive efforts to better myself and to connect to those bonds I once held dear.

But I don't directly know what avenues I have to go down to get there. It isn't as though I know many in person that share similar interest anyhow.

Hm.

Pensive mind.

I've missed on many many opportunities in my life, but I still have my youth in this moment to makeup for the slack.

But even then, the uncertainty weighs on me.

As though the time I've been afforded will only carry me so much farther until I find myself.

I won't deny, I'm lost.

Much appreciated, plenty of squish with more to adore. ^^