In a sea of much more skilled, experienced, and/or even just gifted artists, I am just an embarassment at best. I hadn't been able to pick up my tablet in over a month now, at least because of it.

I'm sorry to everybody. I know I keep crying wolf, but this is seriously it. I quit.

you cannot be out here insisting that you are Worth Less because of some trait you have without insisting that anyone else with that trait is also a lesser person, and I will in fact fight you on those others' behalf. there is no hell you can carve for yourself without condemning your friends.

Your post came to me just now, at one of my darkest moments, and after reading, it gave me some clarity that I didn't even know I had.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I will do my best to allow myself to receive kindness from now on. It won't be easy adjusting, but I will make an effort.

that's a mood.. mmmmm