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𝅨𝅨 𝕵𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐑 。
@whimsflower.bsky.social

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⠀⠀⠀ ꒱࿐ ˚ 𝑶͟𝑵͟𝑬 LAUGHED AND SHOUTED , ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀" WHO WILL RUN AWAY ? "

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and maybe she would leave him after this . maybe this was temporary . maybe it was a mistake she would regret by morning .

but right now … she was here . with him . letting him kiss her like this , touch her like this — love her like this . )
May 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
her moan — that soft , beautiful sound — sent a shiver down his spine . it lit something in him he hadn’t let himself feel in years . want . but not just want . worship .

worship her ... beautiful natal— magaretha .
she could have had anyone .

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May 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
that lingering fear never quite left him , even now , tangled in her arms , drunk on the taste of her .

... but even so , if she was just using him tonight , at the end ... it doesn't matter to him . he wants this , just this once . let him be a fool once more .

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May 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
his tongue slipped past her lips , timid but yearning , dancing with hers in slow , aching circles .

he kissed her like she was sacred , like he might never get another chance . because he still half-expected her to change her mind . to regret . to leave .

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May 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
pressing again — slowly , deeply , until the taste of her overwhelmed everything else . gods , how long had he ached for this ? that question didn’t even need answering . it had always been her . always .
a soft , tentative flick of his tongue brushed against her bottom lip .

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May 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
the need in her touch . she didn’t even push him away . she pulled him in ...

his lips moved with hers , slowly at first , but growing bolder with each pass . every breath she gave him , he returned with more — lips gliding , parting ,

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May 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
gods , he was a lost cause . he was helpless . there was no way of saving him . not anymore . his heart belonged to no one ... no one , but her alone . )
May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
he kissed her back — shy at first , uncertain , but growing steadier with each beat of his heart hammering against hers . he poured everything into it : the aching nights , the silent longing ...

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
while the other curled around her waist , fingertips trembling at her side .

he would guide her , urging her onto her back with barely a careful push — just the suggestion of motion , his body leading hers . his chest hovered just above hers .

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
when she pulled him closer , that was when he moved ... it was like the final push for him .

carefully , he began to shift — still kissing her , lips brushing hers in short , reverent pulses — as he slowly sat up . one hand braced against the mattress beside her , steadying himself ,

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
it was a good thing they were lying in bed , otherwise his knees would have given out .

her lips were still so soft . so sweet ...
so incredibly addicting . how he missed this feeling , this taste .

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
despite the memories that whispered otherwise . but the second kiss...

when her lips caught his — trapped his lower lip with a delicate , deliberate pull — he gasped .

a soft , helpless sound left his throat , part wonder , part need .

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
they hovered for a moment in the air , tense , lost , too afraid to touch her without permission . his fingers twitched as if they were moving through some invisible barrier between fantasy and reality .

how awkward , how unsure he felt — like it was the first time —
May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
his breath hitched . his eyes went wide . his entire face flushed red , as if someone had lit a match beneath his skin . boiling . his ears , his cheeks , even the tip of his nose turned scarlet .

oh god — his hands . what was he supposed to do with them ?

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
he could barely hold her gaze with her so near , and yet he couldn’t tear himself away .

then—

her lips touched his .

barely there . just a whisper of contact — and yet his whole body froze , like he’d stepped off the edge of something immeasurable .

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May 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
i could ... i could never ... i could never hold a grudge against you , y-you ... you had your reasons after all ...
i ... i'm sorry , i ...

( what is he supposed to say when he was not deserving of her apology ... ? )
May 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM
just like how beautiful her kindness was to him . if it was all a lie , he ...

he was struggling with that but ... )

i'd ... i'd never ...
you are never cruel , natalie ... y-you never were , not in my eyes , i ....

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May 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM
where he had to see her wounds , the damage that has been done to her . when had he ever fallen for her ? the most significant moment to him was ... when she had given him this flower . a beautiful , little thing ... just like her ....

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May 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM
only to falter , to crumble into silence . he swallowed it back down .

was she using him ? maybe . maybe she just needed warmth tonight . maybe he was a fool for letting himself hope for more ...
like before , like ... back then ... when they were still at that horrible place .

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May 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM
n-no … no , no , please—
you’re not— it’s not like that . i… i like it—

i mean— i don't— i ... i ...

( he stopped .

god . he sounded so pathetic .

the realization shut him up instantly . his mouth hung open with another word forming —

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May 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM
his eyes searched hers , wide , uncertain.

but then — her voice ...

so soft . apologetic .

and it struck him — like a knife to the gut .

he blinked , stunned , as if the words took a moment to land . then his face twisted — not in anger , never — but something more wounded ... )

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May 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM