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ynel @ynel.art · Apr 21

Canopy is done.

Having spent over a year on this project and finally being able to call it finished is a really great feeling. I'm a very different person than who I was when I started working on this project.

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ynel @ynel.art · Aug 1

Absolutely incredible stuff, kinda wish I wasn't stuck on source 2 cause I really wanna take advantage of this stuff

ynel @ynel.art · Jul 30

"Only up from here" said Vince 2 months ago without realizing there's also the option for life to just completely flat line and not improve at all lol

ynel @ynel.art · Jul 30

I need something man, just... anything. At least a place to live at? If my job is shitty at least let me return to something other than a motel room without ventilation.

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ynel @ynel.art · Jul 18

Let 1 thing go right in my life challenge (impossible)

ynel @ynel.art · Jul 10

Alright, a little teaser (extremely early WIP)

ynel @ynel.art · Jul 9

Ye, already gonna be getting that, more importantly I need a drivers licence, this place is in the middle of nowhere and I can't stay in temporary housing forever.

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 27

i feel so miserable

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 27

nope, I lied, it got worse

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 17

Warehouse job acquired ✅ Only up from here...

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 23

worlds cutest cat is an accurate description

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 17

Warehouse job acquired ✅ Only up from here...

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 16

Especially with all the opportunities I got recently. But none of those are worth anything if I don't have money to buy food and have a roof over my head. So having to accept trading in all my progress for that really hurts.

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 16

I will have to spend 90% of my time in a warehouse, slowly burning away, and go home to work on my own things in the tiny amount of free time I will have left. And somehow, I'm supposed to keep all this jealousy inside?

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 16

Looking at others art just makes me feel empty, like I know what is missing, it just seems so far out of reach.

Guess I'm still young, but the feeling that I don't even get to try, and things getting further and further from me is really hard to swallow.

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 16

After all this time and effort, I once again have reached the point where I think it was all meaningless. Nothing I've done in 3D art really means anything to me. It has got me nowhere and the only feeling I have left regarding it is how much I regret doing things the way I have. I wish to try again

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 15

Deltarune chapter 4.... This level of cooking is unbelievable man.

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 13

I seriously hope a job can fix me up, the depth at which my mental health has fallen to is new to me. Completely lost all enjoyment in almost everything, my entire day feels like a chore.

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 13

I wish I could focus less on others, but when I feel like I haven't moved forward an inch in 2 years, if anything, I feel like I only went backwards, it definitely isn't easy to keep my mind clean

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 13

I mean, obviously happy for them, but god, I can't help but feel so left behind.

ynel @ynel.art · Jun 13

I am the most jealous person to possibly ever exist at this point. Seeing one of my closest friends keep achieving better and better things and clearly progressing with their life as I fail to get even warehouse jobs is... definitely a feeling.

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 6

replaying chapter 1 & 2 right now cause I forgot so much, can't wait to experience the new ones but even this brings so much joy to me lol

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ynel @ynel.art · Jun 6

I think I forgot that the reason I make art is because I want to

ynel @ynel.art · May 28

Impulse applied to a supermarket position. Next chapter begins here, whether I like it or not.

ynel @ynel.art · May 28

You bet I will be standing on my feet at the end of this all. And I will be the last person to ever give up, if there's one thing I got it's dedication.

But if I ain't whining and complaining along the way that just wouldn't be me lol

ynel @ynel.art · May 28

I can't live anymore without money, time to go back to the warehouse. It's acceptance time baby...

ynel @ynel.art · May 28

And it wasn't a dream job either, probably wouldn't have paid well and it was a freelancer thing, but I would take literally anything. I am the least picky person when it comes to work, but when there is literally no opportunity I can take what so ever... what am I to do?